Angan

Marriage Certificate

"Why do you admit it was your fault?"

"So, I have to say that was your idea? What exactly is on your mind? You want us to have a problem because of this?" his voice scared me.

I was like struck by lightning. Toni spoke in a high tone. Shut up and my tears come out little by little.

I stepped into the kitchen, and tidied it all up, occasionally wiping my tears, and when I finished, I went into the room and covered myself with a blanket.

"Yu, sorry" he said sitting on the side of the bed.

I remained silent and cried, and hugged my roll.

"I was unintentional. From the beginning I knew you were buying a bike, I knew it was going to happen like this. I just don't want you to get into this. My parents were anti-motorcycle, because it made them remember the deceased. Please understand me. I'll try to give my parents some understanding. Don't be angry anymore. Don't cry. I don't want to see you cry." Toni laid her body down, and hugged me from behind.

"forgive me" he said again.

I nodded slowly.

"But don't speak in a high tone anymore, I'm afraid"

Toni turned my body around, and hugged me.

"Yes, I'm trying not to do it again."

"You don't pray?" ask Toni

I'm shaking.

"Newly dapet" I said

Toni smiles.

"Yes, rest up. I want to pray first"

That's Toni. He did not leave his duty. And I am so grateful, right now, that he is filling these days.

In the afternoon, we visited Mom and Dad. Tony wanted a party for our wedding. I'm appalled.

"But we don't have a marriage license yet" I said slowly.

"We take care of Monday tomorrow, OK" he asked.

"But let me go to bang Romi's funeral"my friend.

"I wanted to ask her for her blessing, even if I just looked at her headstone"

"But how do we do our job? Can't I have an office?" my many.

"Pa." call Toni.

"Ju can handle the project, right?" papa doesn't talk much

"But, pa.. Ayu is a woman" Toni protested loudly

"Why with women?" Papa spoke out with a loud tone.

"If he's hard, he's. Just at home. Enough of you to get out of the house" Papa then went into his room.

I'm holding Toni.

"You go home first, you talk to papa."

"Yes, mom. Thank you, ma. Come on, let's go home" this time, I clasped his hand, which held back the emotions. I hold his chest. Toni looks at me. And we passed from Toni's family home.

"You're gapapa?" ask Toni.

I wiped away the tears that came to my eyes. I remember dad. Dad almost never yelled at me. And he always knew how I wanted to be independent. And he supported my desire.

I hugged Toni, and cried in her chest.

Toni just kept quiet, while continuing to give her chest for me to cry. Oh God. You were good, when I was alone, you sent this man to accompany me.

"Have cried? Remove her tears. I'm sorry I couldn't stop your crying" Toni was too patient and in my opinion, she was too kind to me.

"You want to visit bang Romi's funeral?" ask Toni.

I'm nodding.

"Rest, tomorrow we leave in the morning."

Toni escorted me to my room, and continued to embrace me.

"Rest," he kissed my forehead, and covered me.

Tired eyes after crying, made me sleep.

**

I walked through the park that I often go to, but this time I am not alone, Toni took my hand, and across the bridge I saw bang Romi, giving her 2 thumbs, and waving her hand.