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Mom's arrival

"Mama" Toni was surprised, her mother was already in front of the house.

"Well, the new bike? Who bought the bike?" asked my mother in a slightly raised voice.

"A.."I didn't get to go on, and suddenly Toni interrupted.

"I bought it, ma." Toni held my hand.

"Open the door," Toni's ink softly.

I quickly opened the door, though,

"Come in, ma" I said wrong.

"Why buy a motor? Do you want to give up your life too? Did you not see your brother's fate? Mama doesn't agree that you have a bike. Especially when papa sees. Stop, son." Mom crying.

I should what? That's me buying.

"Ma" I approached my in-laws

"Mama has lost Romi. Mama doesn't want to lose her son anymore" she kept crying.

"Ma, actually.."

"Yes, this is put here huh" Toni gave the code to me, for me to approach her.

And I went to see him.

"Ton.." I said holding Toni's arm.

Toni patted my hand.

"It has. Let me take care of that."

Tony approached his mother.

I just listened to that conversation.

"Sorry, mom. Not that Toni wanted to make Mama cry, but, Toni did not want Ayu to faint like that time, she walked to the front of the complex. This bike is just a complement, ma. Not used for long journeys. Toni promised" he told lies

He lied, why not just tell me that I bought the bike without his consent.

Mama glanced at Toni.

"Well, you know, you're afraid of losing again. Mama's gonna go crazy if you leave mom like that again"

Toni smiled at me, and hugged her mother.

I just saw the affection of the boy and the mama, and,

"Mama's home, yeah. Mama just wants to see you guys." she said then mom came home delivered Toni.

Vegetables and seasonings I have arranged neatly in the refrigerator. The eggs are also neatly arranged. Chicken and fish, waiting for you to be cleaned.

After the fish I seasoned, I put it in the container. "Aah. stay the chicken" I said slowly while cleaning the chicken.

Toni put her chin on my shoulder.

"Well?" tanyanya slow.

Why is my heart always beating when we are in physical contact.

"Sana, I'm holding a knife" I pushed away the feeling that was playing in my heart.

I'm shaking.

"What are we?" tanyakanya.

"Either.. What do you want to eat?"

"Whatever you cook, I eat."

"alright. But let go of her hand, how can I work like this?" it feels hot on my cheeks, holding in shame.

Toni smiled, stroked my head and stood in front of me.

"Why is his face red?" goda.

"Toniiiii. go there" I urged.

Toni laughed and passed from my vision.

What occurred to me at that time was a chicken balado and kale stir-fry. That's all I can do.

I was busy alone in the kitchen, Toni just noticed my movements.

"Finished" I said, washing my hands.

"You want to eat now, don't you Ton?"

He just kept quiet, I glanced at him.

"Kok sleeping here?" I murmured, while taking a pillow and putting it on his head.

I saw him, the man I was going to spend his time with.

Did I love him?

I shook my head, and got up off that couch.

After I took a shower, I still saw him sleeping there.

"Ton, why haven't you eaten yet, the cooking will be cold" I said sitting in front of his body, and woke him up.

His hand holds my hand.

"I'm hungry" his voice was heavy.

"Who's sleeping here. I finished cooking from earlier. Come on get up." I pulled his hand.

"I'm sorry" I said between our lunches.

Toni glanced at me.

"You were angry with Mama"

Toni smiles.

"Taste good.. I could be fat this way" he said, switching the conversation.

"Tons..."

"yes, my mom was angry with me. But yeah, that's it. Instead of your mom hating you, you better hate me, you won't be angry for long" she said, continuing to eat.