Angan

A fast process

"where's Ma?" much

"That's mbak. We'll be there soon."

Why is this sunlight so bright.

Sweat started to pour out my head.

I stopped my steps, and held on to the housekeeper.

"Mbak. mbak" then everything went dark.

"Yu." Toni's mother's voice sounded in my ear.

"Ma." I got out of that bed. Me where? I looked around the room.

"You're at my mom's house" she said, stroking my hand.

"Where is he. maa. maaa" Toni's voice shouted.

Tony went into the room where I was.

"Huft.." His breath seemed to be wheezing, and a smile saw me sitting with my mother.

"You're a gap, aren't you?" tanyakanya.

I'm shaking.

"So according to Bu Yam, Ayu wants to buy vegetables in front of there, but not to mention until, ayu has suddenly fainted. Fortunately, Nadia passed by there, and Nadia brought Ayu here."

"Gapain out of the house? I told you, take a break" said Toni.

I lowered my head.

"Lunch here, my mom cooked too" asked my mom.

"Yes, mom. Aja first. We will follow later" said Toni.

Mom nodded and came out of the room.

"Have you taken the medicine yet?"

I forgot my god, why I forgot to eat medicine. I just smiled broadly.

Toni shook her head.

"I went home to take the medicine first" he said.

I went out of the room, and headed for the kitchen to see the state of the kitchen.

"Ma, papa's been so aloof?"

much

I could only see papa looking at the large aquarium in the living room.

Toni came and grabbed my shoulder.

I feel uncomfortable. I release slowly.

"Let's eat. Ton, bring papa here" asked Toni's mother.

Toni nodded. As usual, there was no laughter. And after tidying up the leftovers, we went back to Toni's house.

"Let go" I asked as Toni grabbed me as she entered the house.

"I'm sorry, I'm still in shock about all this" I continued.

Toni looked at me.

"But you are now my wife"

"But we marry without love. You married me for having to fulfill the mandate"

Tony closed the door.

"I'll sleep in the next room. You sleep in your room" I asked.

Toni who was sitting on the sofa, could only widen her eyes.

"Do I not deserve you?" ask Toni.

"That's not what I mean, but, I don't know you yet"

"We've known you for a long time"

"You're my boss in the office. And I hope it will continue like that." I asked

"Yu, you know? When I got the message from the late bang Romi, I always asked God, to convince myself of this, so that I could get an answer from my prayer. If indeed you are my soul mate, with or without that mandate, I am brought close to you, otherwise you will stay away. But God answered everything. That's the process fast."

"But, feelings cannot be forced, Ton. We are husband and wife, but I ask, in front of office friends, to treat me as usual. I beg you."

"All right, I'll follow your request. But, will you be in a relationship with me? We will go through the process like a couple who just met. I love you, Yu. I don't know when that taste will grow. I'm always jealous when you call bang Romi."

I glanced at him.

"Yes, I'm jealous, that much is your love for him. Can't I accept that love for me?" Toni brought her face closer to me, and was about to kiss me.

Plak.a hard slap without me noticing landed on her cheek. He pulled my body.

**I'm sorry Ayu yes.

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