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The infusion is still stuck in my hand.


I don't know what's gonna happen.


"Would I go to the bathroom?" my spoken.


Perias, take me to the bathroom.


I just sat on the toilet. Quiescent. Don't know how to. What's with my fate? Why do these tears come out so often. Where's bang Romi? Until the bathroom door was knocked.


"Yu.. Ayu.." mom called my name.


And I finally got out of that bathroom.


My eyes were swollen from crying, the make up I had worn was washed away by the rushing tears drenching my cheeks.


"Mbak Ayu" the fairy could not say anymore, she saw the result of her hand being broken with my tears. But, that bridal fairy, was very patient, and started rubbing my face again.


The room was attended by Toni's family, and the penghulu. The atmosphere was silent, I just bowed sitting on the bed, accompanied by my mother.


"Witness is ready?" ask the feather.


The witnesses, the doctors and nurses, are going to check on me at that time.


Before long, the ruler read out the arrangement of the event and began a sacred event and made me very unable to do anything.


Until all the witnesses said "legitimate"


I was shocked and silent. These tears are tears of disappointment. My wait for bang Romi ends today. But what should I do? In my heart until now just love her.


"Nadia finally has a sister. Welcome to our family, sister" Nadia hugged me.


"Pet healed baby, we will wait for you at home" said his mother Toni


"It's papa, son."


I kissed the back of an old man sitting in a wheelchair. Papa Toni just smiled, and I saw a tear in her eye patch.


This family still has a secret that I don't know what the answer is.


After the event was over, the room was reorganized as usual. Only my status can't go back like a few minutes ago.


Mom and Dad sat on the side of the bed.


I hugged both of them. Take a deep breath.


"Toni, drop Ayu for a second yeah yeah, ma'am. Toni's going to the office for a minute."


"here" call me


"I don't want to know anything about this marriage" I said pinching her arm.


"Hm" then he stroked my head.


"But, we can't stay long, we have to go back to the village." Dad surprised me.


"But, yeah"


"God is there a guard. Ton, mom and dad are asking you to take care of Ayu. Ayu is an independent child but very easy to shed tears. The feeling is very subtle." mother's message.


"That's for sure, Mom. Toni has known Ayu for a long time. Toni went to work first, Mom, yeah"


This Toni, use any style, with lightning quickly conquer the heart of father, while I want to introduce mas Romi to them alone, I do not dare. My heart is getting upset.


"My wife, I go first yeah" he said looking at me.


"Where to go" I picked up the mineral bottle beside me, and was about to throw it.


"Well," mom caught my hand.


Tony laughed and walked out from in front of us.


"Mom and dad, just say, well you're a wife. Serve husband. Love her, because with her you will spend your days" she said.


"Are mom and dad going home so soon?" my many.


"Yes boy. We'll come back later if you give birth" said my mother holding my hand


I smile.


Strange, can I?


In my mind, there is only 1 name.


Huft. I took another deep breath.