Angan

I miss her

"Why is everyone bad to me? What wrong? What sins?" I kept crying and hitting his shoulder.

The more I hit him, the tighter he hugged me.

Finally I resigned with that hug, there was a sense of comfort at that time.

I need a backrest for me to tell my life. Ever since she left, from my life, I have felt lonely. He left me alone, with no one for sure. Sometimes I get confused, I don't know what to do. I myself. All I know is bang Romi.

But, tonight, I felt the warmth of a man's embrace, with the width of his chest almost similar to that of a Romi bang. The smell of this perfume.

I'm stuck in nostalgia reminiscing about him back. My tears that had subsided, now wet my cheeks again.

I smell that body.

I've missed him.

This time, I hugged Toni.

I hugged him tightly.

"I miss you, bang" said it out of my mouth.

Toni who heard, instantly let go of that hug.

"I'm not Romi. I'm Toni" he said standing up leaving me.

I fell silent, and only saw the shadow leave his room.

I spread out my body, and pulled out the thick blanket. It felt bad, my head was heavy, my body was sick, and it was cold.

Somehow I fell asleep.

"Well, want to come with Brother?" while walking in the garden full of flowers again.

"Mau bang's. Brother don't go anymore" I hugged his waist

"But yesterday I asked, I didn't want to"

I'm speechless.

"There will come a time when we will be together. Now, Ayu has to live life first huh. Brother will wait for Ayu"

Then, he left me again.

I just screamed to call his name.

"Bao.. Bangs.. Don't go bang.. Bang's.." I wept.

"Yeah... Ayu.." Someone woke up my sleep. I felt a wet towel on my forehead. Toni sat on her bed.

I who was still feeling sad, and hiccuped, woke up from my dream.

"Thank you" I said,

"Here you go back to sleep" she said, stroking my hair.

Apparently, he's been taking care of me all night.

When I woke up from my sleep, I saw Toni beside me. I slept holding her and was it on her arm?

What the hell's going on?

I closed my eyes, and was about to get off the bed, but he pulled me.

"Where are you going"

"I want to go home"

"Let's rest first, it's Saturday. The office was also closed" his mouth spoke but his eyes were closed.

"What was last night?" much

"Nothing happened. You pull me up, and just sleep on my arm"

"What?" I patted my eel.

"You didn't take advantage of last night, did you?" my yelling.

"Well, we're healthy. I can yell at me again." Toni got up and leaned her back on the edge of the bed.

"What the hell. Dirty thoughts from where it is. Instead of thanking me for taking care of me, I got a shout. Never mind, I'm sleepy. You don't know so I'm gonna have to hold everything"

"Where's my phone?" I'm looking for my phone in the bag.

"That's, I charge, last night, Aca calls all the time. So I just pick it up, and I say, you're with me tonight"

he could sleep talking.

"Whataaaa?" I widened my eyes.

"Kamuuuuuu" I shouted again.

"Stt. It's still morning, the neighbors will hear that you're at my house"

"Then get me home"

"Give me 2 hours to rest, Ok" then he doesn't make a sound.

I approached him, and looked at his calm face. Breath regular. She's really asleep? I decided to take the wet clothes last night. Will dry. But it turns out that outside is still a speck. Rainy night?

This house is complete. Until the washing machine was there, in fact, the clothes he always brought to the laundry.