Angan

Will not be replaced

After taking a shower, I really want tiduuurrrrr..

I put this body on my bed,

"Calm down, bed, I'll keep you with me even if I move in" I pat the bed, and lie down with a bang.

It was so good to sleep, I dreamed.

In my dream, I was in a beautiful garden. All dressed in white, the little boy running around pulled me to come running. That flower garden, colorful. Everyone smiles at me. Suspension bridge, the bridge is like decorated with flowers that are tied to each other. I'm stunned. A man in white clothes smiled at me. It was on that bridge. The view is more beautiful than where I stand. But, I seem to know him. Bang Romi, he waved his hand, as if inviting me to approach him. My heart says, I miss him. Missed him so much. Really missed him. My tears came down when I saw her again. Why is he there. He waved his hand again. A couple of kids pulled my hand over the bridge. But my voice calls to me.

"Come on, Ayu.. Here son. Don't go there"

Stalled steps. I saw my father and mother smilingly calling out to me, and across the street, bang Romi kept waving his hands with his trademark smile.

"Yu.. Ayy... Here son" call dad.

I looked again to the other side, bang Romi kept smiling looking at me.

Suddenly, I was awakened by the sound of my phone. Sweat on my forehead.

"Hallo" I said in a heavy voice.

"You sleeping? Have you eaten yet?" ask someone.

I remember Bang Romi, who always asked me if I had eaten anything yet. And it's been 2 years, I still remember about him.

"Hallo. Yu.." call him again.

"Oh yeah, sorry, I haven't collected his life. Hehe. I haven't eaten yet. Why?" my many.

"Get out now."

"Why?"

"Yes just get out, now I wait"

"meaning?"

"Don't ask too many questions, just follow my orders"

I got out of bed, pulled my hair, and got out of the room.

Tony was standing next to his car.

"Loh, you? Same who?" I was surprised, because the next hand was in a cast.

"This is your meal" he gave a packet of rice and side dishes.

"Well, you're not eating?"

"You're the one eating. I'm full already"

"Have you eaten yet?"

Toni shook her head.

"Well, we'll eat inside" I asked. Then, he pressed the remote control of his car.

I invited him to sit in my room room which is not big.

I made my bed, and the towel that was still on my bedside.

I'll grab a plate and a spoon for us.

"Please eat" I said thrusting rice that I had eaten.

He shook his head.

I'm silent.

Finally I realized, his right hand was still in the cast.

Inevitably, I bribed Toni.

"Thank you" he said.

"Tomorrow to the office, pick me up" he asked.

"I? What pake?" my many.

"Buying for a car"

"Hiss, instead of a car, I want to buy a house first."

"Home? Make what? I can stay in my house"

"Squeaky.."

"It's not strange. Instead of buying a house, itung-itung rent a room, in my house. Money can be bought by car"

"Sound"

"Some thing continues. Just think about it first. This place is too far from the office."

"It's safe here. I'm here from college days, after all"

"Safe, or stuck in nostalgia?" questions that made me choke. Where does he know?

He hit me on the shoulder slowly.

"It's a habit of times."

I'm speechless.

"The man is no more. Yeah move away. Can be"

I'm silent. My tears suddenly came out, I quickly wiped them away.

"Still waiting for him? Sampe when? Don't shut yourself up like this"

I'm gonna shed those tears again, damn it.

No, there will be no one to replace him. And it won't be replaced. He was the first person to make me feel love.

## Arrived on episode 11. Thank you for reading my novel again. Don't forget your likes, comments, and votes.. 😍😍😍