Angan

Angan
Angan



"Is it not enough 2 years he's gone?" ask Toni.


"Enough, Ton." I said leaving him and closing my eyes on my bed, my dream, and Toni's statement, took me by surprise.


"Sorry, Yu. I didn't mean to be like this"


I kept crying.


My cry expressed this pain and pain of the heart. I don't know where he's gone, no sign of him, since 2 years ago.


"Already, yu. Don't cry anymore, people will guess why" Toni looks panicked.


I got up and sat on my bed.


I wiped my tears.


"I'm sorry, I got carried away with emotions"


Toni shut up, and returned to where we were.


"Yes, I'm just a suggestion. That's also if you want to be horrified. If not, yes already. But let the past pass. Your life is long. Let him go."


"But I'm sure he's alive" I said.


"Yes, please wait for the uncertain. You want me to come home?" tanyakanya.


I just kept quiet.


"If not, I'd like to book a taxi online."


"Well, car?"


"Well, I'll just stay, how do I get a car like this? All right, you spend the night at my house, so tomorrow you can go to the office."


"Crazy idea" I said spontaneously.


"Yes whatever. I'm going home. It's my car's sidekick." he came out and waited for an invitation.


I let him go home, and immediately went in to clean up the rest of the meal earlier.


"Why do I want to get this key?"


I parked the car right in front of my room.


"Sucks" I said, but I saw something strange.


"What's this?" I saw a 2x3 photo pass, and it was my photo.


"Can't we be here? Probably from the archives and left here. Nevermind"


I went back to my room.


I grabbed my phone.


Slender. In the past, every weekend, we spent time together. But, now...


Our photos are still stored on that phone.


It's old, but I still love that phone.


What did my dream mean?


Bang, I hope you're okay.


I will wait, even if I have a long wait.


But, what if..


What happened to my dream?


I told the story today to Aca. He's my only place to tell stories.


"What dream is that? How come? Udah, positive thinking, the important thing is you doain aja bang Romi, hopefully nothing happens to him."


"Aamiin"


"Trus, did Toni say that? That's his car right out in the parking lot up front. How can?"


"He asked me to pick you up tomorrow. Then he took an online taxi. Weird right?"


"The strange man. But, I think, he likes you. You don't mind that?"


"I never thought of that"


"Yes, you won't be sensitive. Because your love and affection beat everything. But yeah, you realize, why did you bang Romi leave?"


"So, I never knew why he left."


"Any yeah. So your relationship is hanging. There's no certainty when he'll be back?"


"I've met bang Guntur, a friend of bang Romi. But when I asked him, he dodged, or indeed he was when we met very busy. I don't know."


"Aren't you going to open your heart again?"


"My heart is already padlocked. And the key is held by bang Romi." I laugh.


"That's it. Tomorrow I have to pick up the boss." I continued to pull the blanket.


"What if Toni really loves you? How you gonna do?"


"He knows, I have a girlfriend. Just know that. So coming near me is wrong"


"Jeez Ayu, you're just being played with a feeling that doesn't know the answer yet"


"I'll wait for him, even if it's wishful thinking. And enough with him coming in my dreams, proving that he still misses me" I was a crybaby. With the words I let out myself, I shed tears.


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