Angan

Separate with memories

"Let's go back to the office" Toni said firmly.

"We said goodbye to Yu. Hope you get well soon." said Toni pretending not to know anything.

"Thank you, boss. I'm sorry if I have too much permission" I said in the play.

"Yu, how are you?" Aca called me

"I can go home this afternoon"

"Go to Toni's house?"

"No, I'm going back to the boarding house. My residence is in the boarding house." I said while looking at when the exhaustion of infusion liquid.

"You're this, yes, then, I'm home, and waiting at the boarding house" Aca turned off her phone.

The last medicine I took. And I'm getting ready to go back to my boarding house. My bed. My pillow, I miss them. Although not as good as in this hospital, but my pillow is very different. Magic in it who knows how I dream.

Tony has completed administration.

"You strong way?" tanyakanya.

I nodded slowly. Why take off my infusion so weak like this. I was already feeling healthy. Toni pulled my hand, and wrapped it in her hand.

"We go home" he said when he got to the car.

"No, I'm going home to the boarding house"

"But, mom.."

"I'm going home to cosan, please"

"But, you..."

"I want to go back to kosan" I whine.

"Mama's waiting for us at home. What should I say if I go home alone without taking you"

"I'm not ready, Ton. Some of my equipment is still at the cost of everything"

"Your equipment? I asked for those things, Aca tidied them all up. And maybe, it's been brought home."

"What?" my yelling.

"So Aca didn't say anything" I muttered.

"But take me to the boarding house first." I asked again.

"Good, madam. As long as the lady comes home. I can't answer anything if you ask me where my wife is"

At the boarding house, I went down, but because my body was still weak, I stopped occasionally.

"You're wayward. Said to take a break first" Toni let me into the boarding house.

And it turned out to be true. My bed, my pillow, my clothes, my books, everything, no more. I'm limp. Especially my reasons for avoiding it.

"The material has been moved" said Aca smiling widely.

"I want to tell you, Yu. Me, will mutation into the area. I'll leave this room, too. I have to be there next week."

"So.. Aca... I'm alone?"

"Yes, you have a new family. Look at the man sitting in front of it, he. He's your husband."

"But I don't love him"

"Learn to love him. Forget about your past. You'll be happy with him. He's a good man. I know all. In time you will understand, this path is your destiny. Go awayl. Poor him. Your in-laws must have been waiting for you."

"But, promise me, before you leave, you must tell me first. I don't want to be left by someone I love anymore. Promise" I said hugging Aca.

"I promise. Go awayl. Don't regret everything. Look at him, he's not an ugly person, he's handsome, has a position, what a lack he is"

I'm silent.

"But I don't love him"

"Yet. But you'll learn to love her, promise me."

I didn't answer.

Toni's been agitated, so many times I heard her phone ring, but she just saw it. He just got up and kicked the rock in front of him.

Aca drove me to Toni's front. I cried hugging him. We hugged each other and cried.

She wiped my tears, and smiled.

"It has. No cry. Our friendship won't break up until here. Ton, take good care of Ayu . He's like my own brother. Don't you hurt her heart." The message made me hug Aca even more.

We got out of that boarding fence.

I saw the costan of the former bang Romi.

"I'm sorry, bang"

It's hard, I have to part with the memories of this place. Only these tears could decipher everything.