Angan

Baby

For a moment we only felt the same feeling in that embrace.

"Don't go." whispered Toni.

I nodded slowly.

Toni grabbed my hand and we got back in the car.

Every now and then, Toni glanced at me.

"Yu, I'm not the same as bang Romi. And I won't be able to be a bang Romi. Can you try to forget it slowly?"

I just kept quiet. Can't say anything.

"oh yeah, tomorrow so we're going to KUA, which is the marriage license?" tanyakanya.

I smile.

"And after the business is over, we have a little party at our house huh" smiling at me.

"Then we go to the office first, right?" my many.

"No need. I'll tell papa, if I don't go to work tomorrow. And you'll give me permission" he said with a laugh.

"But the permission must be official."more.

"meaning?" much

Toni just laughed.

The trip was short with the jokes Toni made.

Toni is very different. In the office, he is known as a jutek boss, but, at home, he is a kind and loving husband.

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"Pa. I want permission, tomorrow I can't go to the morning meeting. I have to take care of the marriage license. Yeah, I'm trying to get done right to the office. But if it's noon, I'll let ya. Yeah pa, all right"

I only heard his voice from the living room, and I busied myself with preparing our dinner that had been purchased earlier.

"It's over?" Toni surprised me by hugging me from behind.

"Want to eat now?"

"Yes"

"Let go if you want to eat" said I who could not move because it was locked by his embrace.

"Hm" he said, kissing my head.

"Have you washed your hair yet?" his tanya..

"Why? Smell huh?" I haven't had a shower yet, as I'm preparing dinner. Anyway I thought, I'd take a shower before bed, all change pads.

Toni laughed at my behavior because I might look confused.

"Udah know ugly, why would want to live with me" upset to hear the words.

"I'm kidding. I was ah. I was hungry. Eat yok"

I prepared rice and water for him,

"I'm staying ya"

Toni glanced at me, though,

"I'm gonna take a shower. She said her hair stinks"

Toni pulled my hand.

"I don't want to eat alone. After eating yes. Why don't you eat?"

I shook my head.

"I won't eat, I'll get fat."

"What's wrong with being fat?"

"Yes ugly. Women need to take care of their bodies. To stay beautiful" I said as long as I spoke.

"If you are beautiful, there will be many who have a crush on dong"

I smiled at her hearing her words.

"No. You cannot be beautiful in the eyes of other men. You can be beautiful in front of my eyes" he said, raising his eyebrows.

"Open your mouth" he said a little forcefully

I shut my mouth.

"Want me a bribe with a spoon, or am I*****food, and I'll just give it straight to your mouth?"

I hit his arm.

"Come, open your mouth"

Ever since we got married, she used to feed me with the food she ate.

"Just like a baby" she said with a smile looking at me.

"Udah ah. I'm full" I said shutting my mouth.

"Again" his force pulled my hand and now I'm on his lap.

"Why not, baby. There was no need for coercion" and I finally passed from there.

"Just put it in the sink, then let me wash the dishes. I'm going to take a shower" I ran to the room, because the heart was racing.