Angan

I'm on my own

Tonight, Aca couldn't keep me company. Because Aca had to visit her family.

"Sorry Yu, suddenly the meeting. My parents are also waiting for me there" Aca said in a short message.

Since noon, after the doctor's visit, I've only been alone in a room this big. Only the nurse went back and checked on me.

Why am I having a fever again tonight. This afternoon was normal. Aah.Himself, no relatives, far from the parents, made me need them back then. My hot eyes, or my sad feelings, feeling alone, make me cry. I myself.

It's cold, I'm cold.

I pulled out the thick blanket myself, crying. I don't want to get sick. I don't want to get sick.

The door to the room opened.

I just thought, who else, these nights would have been visits if not from the nurses, the Aca couldn't have accompanied me either.

The steps were getting closer, the man touched my forehead.

"It's hot again?"

The sound made my eyes wide.

Whatisthis? Why is he coming tonight?

I turned my body.

"Tons"

"Your body is hot again. Why is your eating less? I bribed you again yeah"

"I'm not lustful, Ton"

"But you must eat, let it heal quickly. I don't want you to get sick like this" He wiped away the tears that were still left in my eyes.

"You want to cry? This chest is ready to receive your hugs and cries" Toni approached me and spread her arms.

I hugged and cried in his arms.

"I'm alone. I'm scared"

Toni just gave her a hug, and occasionally wiped away my tears.

He was not as usual with overflowing emotions.

I was drowning in that embrace.

"You're not alone" the sentence was clearly heard in my ear, even though it was very small.

I let go of that hug.

"Oh, you don't think much. Do I have to call your parents, and ask them to come here soon?"

I'm silent.

"May I have your father or mother's number"

I gave you my phone.

He got out of the room and called my parents. I don't know what I'm talking about, I didn't hear clearly.

"I put it in the bag again" he said.

Then he took the biscuit he was carrying.

"You?" tannya

I glanced, my stomach was hungry, but, my mouth was bitter.

"Try."

When they were about to give me biscuits, the nurses came in, they checked me out, and replaced the nearly exhausted infusion.

"Rest yes, ma'am." said the nurse was friendly.

"But why is she having a fever again, sus? That afternoon, he looked healthy" asked Toni.

"Yes, sir. This fever usually comes in late afternoon and ends at dawn. But we'll keep the health check, mother yes" explained the nurse.

"Just lock it sir, the door." they continued smiling.

"Eat"

Tony got up and locked the door.

"Already, Ton. This"

Toni got rid of that biscuit can, and tidied up my bed.

"Rest," she tidied my hair.

If only he were bang Romi.

I took a deep breath, and closed my eyes.

The garden I used to see, was still the same as before. The flowers are also still beautiful with butterflies flying here and there. I saw beside me not bang Romi, but Toni. He walked next to me.

"Well.." call bang Romi who shows 2 thumbs up. Then he disappeared from my sight. Where's she.

"Bao.. Bang.." I can only scream.

I looked for him, until my feet were stumbling, and I almost fell on the lip of the bridge. I'm yelling. Toni comes up to me and pulls me, I see a smiling Romi bang watching me with Toni's help.

Toni wakes me.

"Well, wake up Yu.." I woke up and Toni handed me my drinking glass.

"Nightmare?" tanyakanya.

I'm nodding.

"Until when do you have to be like this, Yu? What dreams?"

I told you my dream. Toni smiles. "He let you go with me, and I'll take care of you" he said.