Angan

Go with a smile

"At that time, Romi's emotions were very high. Papa calls bang Romi to meet him. Papa is very angry, because bang Romi chose you over your friend's son.

That night, when it happened, bang Romi showed me the ring you were wearing."

I'm appalled.

"meaning?"

"Bang Romi had saved up with his own sweat to buy the ring. And bang Romi showed that seriousness. Papa slaps bang Romi. Papa does not accept the decision bang Romi. Until we were told, if bang Romi had been in the hospital. 6 months, bang Romi was in a coma. Before bang Romi left for good, bang Romi had regained consciousness. And he left you to me." Toni said, closing her eyes.

*flashback

"Ton, I'll take Ayu. Take good care of him. I am sure you will love him easily. When you get married, put this ring on her ring finger. I'll be happy when you're together. I'll calm down, if you take care of him"

"And not long from that, bang Romi left with a smile." Toni stopped the conversation, she left me alone.

I'm speechless. My tears are pouring down. I don't make a sound. This very surprising gift, I never expected, would receive it. I'm still silent. My eyes are empty, my mind is floating. The answer I had been waiting for was finally revealed. I don't know how long I stayed on that couch. Until I finally felt a very tightness.

Lord...

Am I up to all this?

I peuked the couch cushion, which I know remorse without limit. If I had known, I would have stopped Romi from meeting his father.

I'mawakened.

I wish this was all a dream.

But why am I in this spacious bed? I looked around the room.

Where'sme?

Yeah, I'm at the house that's been prepared for bang Romi.

"Away awake?" toni's voice surprised me.

I'm silent.

"Much more will I tell you. Get up, and wash your face.

I was still silent, looking at Toni's back that was starting to drift away.

I held my own hand, and hugged my folded legs.

"Dude.."

"Yeah... Come on quick" Toni pulled my hand.

"I'm waiting for you here" he said, closing the bathroom door.

I came out with puffy eyes, I don't know how many tears came out. Toni took my hand and we walked to Papa's house.

And sure enough, Nadia approached me straight away.

"Sister.for a long time, my stomach was hungry. Come brother"

I kissed the hands of the old man sitting. Papa is still silent.

"Let's go ahead, please" said the mother while taking a side dish for papa.

"Sister, eat, brother just got out of the hospital."

i smile. Toni patted my hand.

What made Toni marry me. Is this the way of marriage that is not based on love, and this is not a marriage that is my wish.

Breakfast together, will remain. This tradition existed before I came into this family.

"I'm leaving. Rest up. I'll try to have lunch at home. Don't cry too much." she said as she blinked her eyes.

"Kaaakk" Nadia shouted.

"I can go to your house, right?" ask with passion.

I smiled, and held her hand, and then we entered the house.

"Nad.."