Aara is Not Lara

Unleash You

“God.. Wait..!!” Running hard forces the tingling feet to go wide. It has been almost 75 minutes Dinda awaits Dewa in the office parking lot where Dewa works. If you have to wait in the lobby, Dinda is afraid that God will dodge when he realizes his existence.

“Don't go first..!! Give me a chance to talk.” Holding the arms of the Gods as strong as possible, Dinda tried to keep the Gods from escaping.

“Lease!!” Slashing a little rough yet failing to come off, the Deity stared intently at Dinda who was smiling at him.

“Iya, I'm off. But please don't avoid me.” The god frowned astonished at Dinda's unusual demeanor. As long as they were together, Dinda was always stubborn and wanted to win by herself. It is in stark contrast to his current actions. A gentle sentence with a smile even though the God has been rude.

“We're looking for a place to chat?? Or do you want to be here?” Dinda hesitated, afraid of rejection. He also hoped that God would decide on the first choice. He really wants to buy time together with the God who has not been very popular so far.

“We look elsewhere. Coincidentally there is something I want to convey to you as well.” Dinda's eyes sparkled. The happiness of the eyes that are still swollen is clearly visible.

“Then I wait for a taxi first.. I didn't bring a vehicle here.” Said Dinda while turning around quickly. He wanted to take a taxi on the side of the road. He thought the Gods definitely did not want to spend the journey together on the same mount.

“Get my motor aja!” Holding Dinda's hand in his grasp, the Deity also gently pulled the ex-lover close to his mount. Dinda just smiled. Apparently a small thing if appreciated it will feel very different, without realizing it immediately Dinda sighed disappointed. There have been many things that both passed, but all full of selfishness Dinda. Now all that is left is Dinda's desire to remain friends who will either be supported by God or not.

“Good!” The voice of the God broke Dinda's daydream. Calls came for Dinda to quickly occupy part of the seat behind the body of the God. It's been a while like that not happening. The two parted with a furious rage, yelling at each other and hurling various words to hurt each other.

There are no waist twists like before. Dinda still knows herself even though she wants to embrace God. The distance that can be eroded when the motor brake is interested is also not used for mode. He was afraid that the gods would feel increasingly uncomfortable with him. The palm of the hand that is not attached but is able to feel the warmth of the back of God is involved in exploring various old stories.

“Down!” According to God's orders, now Dinda increasingly felt the distance that God made. No attentive sentences, just words that seem lazy and sloppy.

“We are here. I can't take you to the fancy place you used to tell me to come as you like.” Finally the utterance of the long God despite striking hard on Dinda's arrogance. He used to always be prestige if God invited him to enjoy time in a restaurant that is fairly simple, especially now both are actually pulled over at the edge of the city park. Dinda recalled her recent humiliating actions on Ara.

“What do you want to talk about?” Ask the God without further ado. Sitting side by side facing an artificial pond with a fountain in the middle.

“Can we fix our relationship?” Said Dinda. Twisting the tip of an innocent shirt while bowing your head.

“Our story is enough, Din.” God answered without looking at Dinda. There was a feeling of discomfort that hit his chest.

“I beg.. We try again our relationship.” Pinta Dinda. His fingers were linked to each other squeezing not daring to grasp the God as he pleased anymore.

“Our story better we close, Din. You and I can arrange each other on different paths.”

“But I can't.” Said Dinda rahu. His breath was already choked as if he was holding back all the sounds he wanted to say.

“We can. You just need to be sure. Our relationship has never been good so far.” The words that God spoke were true, Dinda felt even worse. Both relationships are very unhealthy.

“I realize that we have been together not based on mutual love. You with your obsession and me with a sense of responsibility to you.” God said steadily, there is no doubt in the slightest. In fact, that is the reason why Dewa and Dinda are pinned as the longest-serving couple by their friends. The truth that even God only realized after his separation from Dinda.

“Honestly there is no sadness when we part.” The statement of the Gods successfully hit Dinda's consciousness strongly. His soul seemed to crash and detached from the body. His hands drooped weakly against the iron chair. Not strong, but able to attract the attention of Gods.

“But I was disappointed. Though for a long time when I thought about it again apparently I was just disappointed in myself. I was disappointed that I tied you up too long. I should have taken you off a long time ago. You can seek happiness with others, not force bound to me. I'm sorry.” Obviously the God with a calm voice but tore down Dinda's obstinacy.

“Do you not feel sad in the least?” Ask Dinda pilu. Lifting his face adorned with tears. Rest assured the eyes are already very swollen.

“Little bit Wa.. Isn't there any sadness left over for our farewell?”

“Sorry.” The short answer that hit Dinda got. He should not ask again if it finally cuts his heart.

“We are together not a few days, weeks or months. We've spent many years.” Honestly, the God did not have the heart to hear the utterance of the thin lips that seemed to tremble. But again the God strengthened his resolve to ignore Dinda. They better end it all before they hurt each other again.

“Now try asking yourself. What kind of sadness do you feel? Sad to take off the me you love, or sad that something you think is yours will break from your grasp???”

“I..”

“You're confused right?” The god chuckled small. Enforcing his body that had been leaning on the back of the chair.

“There is no love between us. Just a sense of complementarity without a strong Foundation.” Without emphasis or sentences thrown ketus, God actually deliberately spoke soft words. Hoping that Dinda realized on his ego that must be immediately lowered. If indeed that way did not work, then it was forced that the Gods would simply disappear. But not disappearing ala super strength fantastic four members.

“But why.” Tanya's words were stuck. Dinda breathed a rough breath, staring fixedly at the side of the God who continued to look straight ahead.

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Hasn't the farewell chosen by the Gods?🤔

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Until the next chapter there is still the story of God and Dinda.😄

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