Aara is Not Lara

Love of the Past

The incident of being trapped in a car in the parking lot with Mr. Kim has passed 2 days ago. Despite having played police-police with all manner of sneaking up to attach the body to the acacia tree and pretend to pick up the dry leaves Ara has done. Even Ara had to glare sharply when with no feeling Mr. Kim even sounded the horn to greet him. I want it to feel like Ara broke Mr. Kim's sturdy fingers.

Right now on the waiting bench in the hallway of the hospital Ara was sitting alone with Doctor Dion beside her. It wasn't Ara's schedule to consult, but she needed Doctor Dion.

"I saw him again. It's been 2 times. I think he's still the same as before. The way he talks until the eyes look at others is still the same. But.." Said Ara stalled, "I don't know how she looked if she knew that the moment in front of her was me too. What exactly am I wrong?"

"What's wrong if I like him?? Why do I like him so much?? I never even said out loud that I liked him, I just saw him enough. Where is my fault??" Tanya Ara was sad. There were no tears, only a sense of pain in Ara's chest.

"Dok, tell Ara how?? Ara.. Ara wants to take this pain back. But when I look at him, I can't seem to." Ara propped her forehead on both hands with the fingers squeezing her hair.

"As a human being I don't want to be hypocritical by saying forget him and start looking at other people around you who love you. I know even though you've been trying to look at people who love you, but still there is a pain that obstructs and needs an answer that must exist." Doctor Dion said very calmly.

"Everyone has their own way to calm their hearts and minds. Some can indeed be sincerely, even forgetting so. But I know you can't be like Ra." Doctor Dion continued while staring at the side of Ara's face which was partially still covered with the palm of that hand.

"Face your past if it's best for you. You need answers from your past, right?? Release him with your own hands. You are not a person who can take revenge, because you will also get sick. I also believe you are not the one who will take revenge. And remember one thing, I will continue to be there for you as a Doctor and as one of the people who love you." Said Doctor Dion who is currently really positioning himself not only as a Doctor for Ara, but also a person who loves Ara.

Doctor Dion's last words seemed to hit Ara who had done evil to others for the purpose of revenge. All Doctor Dion's words were true, Ara was unhappy and she felt extreme pain.

A booming feeling was also felt by a figure who was quietly observing at the end of the hallway closed in the corner of the building. He had been following Ara.

Regretting he used to say Ara could take revenge. The goal at that time was only to wake Ara who was very loyal to her dark world, but now it just plunged Ara into another suffering.

If only he had not spoken for Ara's revenge, perhaps the current Ara could have been much better. But all he did was for Ara to be able to deal directly with her past. Even secretly he also plays an important role in helping the smooth purpose of Ara. But now he admits he took a wrong step.

Passing away from the serious talk of Ara and Doctor Dion, currently in two places far apart 2 men of different ages are dissolving in regret.

Mr. Rava is in a one-story house that is magnificent relics of his parents. Yes, Rava and Dion, brothers who have been orphaned since 10 years ago due to the accident of both parents.

Opens a desk drawer that is always locked with a variety of raging flavors. Smiling, Mr. Rava picked up a small black bracelet exactly like Ara's true favorite color. A small bracelet that would no longer fit on his wrist like it used to.

"Dad, Mother, how should Rava be now?? Dion's happiness is also the happiness of Rava.. But it's hard that Rava has to take Ara off without fighting first. Sorry Rava if later selfishness Rava makes Dion sad. Rava loves Dion." Said Mr. Rava lirih while kissing the bracelet he had held.

He wants to have Ara, making Ara his life companion. Mr. Rava had even dreamed of a small family that he would build with Ara.

His silly love for the boy in the red and white uniform that Mr. Rava continues to bring to this day. But the feelings he has been protecting must be shaken. Mr. Rava felt unable if his love had to sacrifice his only brother who had gone through a difficult time just together with him. But letting go of Ara just like that was not an easy decision for her either.

Another man who is also upset with his feelings at this time is Hans. Honestly before the meeting at the Kejora cafe, Hans had tried 3 times to meet Ara, but he paused. Hans was only able to see Ara from a distance.

There was no reason even the bravery of Hans who had been covered in regret that he still thought was all because of Linda. But now Hans realized, Ara's attitude was not as childish as to avoid it just like that.

Only Ara was able to speak sincerely to him. Only Ara was able to position Hans as a friend, best friend, sister, brother and even lover with sincere affection. Hans wants to fight even harder to knit new stories and erase old wounds with Ara.

"Once again Ra. Give me another chance. This time I will prove that I am serious. I can definitely be happy for you." Hans said as he stared at the photo taken with Ara as they won the National Science Olympiad.

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Grabbing her phone from the top of the nightstand, Ara sent a short message to someone. The goal is round. It was enough that he wanted revenge. The pain that Ara also felt when deceiving her own tantamount has given the answer that this is not what Ara really needs.

Ara was already determined to meet the God Bang directly. He asked for all sorts of explanations for why he was hated. Is it because the liking of a bad person makes Bang God disgusted, or because Ara who often observes Bang Dewa makes him angry. But all that cannot justify the defense of Bang Dewa on Kak Dinda who has very clearly told people to harass Ara. Ara needs answers.

"Ouch!! So many thoughts that I forgot to chat Mr. Kim again." Said Ara while sitting rough and grabbed back the phone that he had placed again on the nightstand.

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^^^Ara^^

^^^Previously sorry if I interrupt the time of these nights Pak🙏 ^^^

^^^As far as the file I have provided previously, there are some things that still need to be discussed. So can I come to see you anytime soon*??^^^

Mr. Kim

*okay. Thursday afternoon.

Meet me after the semester exam in Management class1*.

^^^Ara^^

^^^Well sir, thank you and again I apologize for interrupting the time🙏^^^

"Well.." Ara sighed a sign of relief. One of her tasks will be completed soon, although she will have to wait a few more days because it is still Monday.

His meeting with Doctor Dion had truly awakened Ara. The way to be happy for him is not revenge. The desire to see the suffering of those who have hurt him is only an emotional boost. Ara must find another way to be happy and recover from her trauma.

Maybe this is what Ara was afraid of when she met Doctor Dion before launching a scam on Aunt Laura. Ara was afraid that she would falter and stop her plan.

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How's Bab this time?? Not enough yet?? 😁

What will Rava do with Hans??🤔 Guess dong😉

I still remind again, if anyone wants to be asked, let alone many I can later answer in the special announcement.well there I will review also the origin (Teng.. Teng.. Teng. ) gitu😂

Simply give code 'Tanya HANA' 😉

Create a cover, a visual of one of the characters.. Guess who yaa😄 is

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Previously there was a full name Doctor Dion use clue 'Tanya Hana', just how ya. had a plan to love leaks in this chapter, this chapter, so let my tweezers-loving finger in action yaa 😆

Doctor Dion's first name is taken from the name of the constellation which means 'Bear'. Although in the constellation there is a Big Bear and a Small Bear, but the first name of Dion is enough which means 'Bear' aja😊 So please ask around

What if all the names used here have a specific meaning?😳