Aara is Not Lara

Chicken Liver

"Tanteeee... Ara is that!!!"

Surging shocked Ara at the end of the stairs. The thundering sound made the feathers of Ara's clenching disco.

"Where?? How's it?? How's it??" Yuki tugged on Ara's sleeves. I don't know since when Yuki has been next to Ara.

"Successfully dated Mr Kim??" Ask Yuki spirit. Glowing eyes demanded an answer staring fixedly at Ara.

"Have you gone home yet?? Dimas too??" Tanya Ara switched the conversation.

"Dimas again ate in the kitchen with Rian. Where can I go home if I know food.. Moreover, Aunt Liz was resistant, added blooming hull." Yuki said excitedly, between annoyance and anxiety is indistinguishable. A moment of relieved breathing could distract Yuki.

"Why talk about the bird?? Dimas for what also asked Ra.. How is Mr Kim?? Emitting date??"

"Sister dating?? Whose same date??" Mama Lauritz came up with a small basin filled with mustard, tomatoes and celery.

"That's Auntie the Lecturer.. Gebetan Ara Lecturer on campus is aunty.."

"You're serious, brother?? He said he didn't want to get married.. Have you changed your mind??" It was sad that Ara saw Mama Lauritz's happy smile. Not that Ara did not like it, but she was afraid she could not imagine if Mama Lauritz's desire that one could not fulfill Ara.

"No Ma.."

"Yes Aunt.. Mr. Kim.. Dimas said yesterday he went home too." Yuki stroked Ara's rebuttal with a blazing fighting spirit. As if he was the main character, Yuki seemed ready to explain the chronology of the causality of the meeting he called 'dating'.

"Kim??" Frowning Mama Lauritz, Mama Lauritz's pupils moved to the upper left side. The wrinkles on his forehead gradually increased and ended with eyes glaring at Ara. Definitely not angry, definitely surprised.

"Sir Kim who came to the house to take you to Y City, brother?? Who often chat Papa??" Mama Lauritz. The basin has risen from the first limited to the stomach to be held in front of the chest.

"No dating Ma.. Just be told to take an invitation with Mr. Dean to his office." Denying Ara strong.

"Don't be shy, Ra.. That was really Auntie. Top markotop de guess Aunt, the guy who pepetin Ara mulu. Auntie want to know the news that Ara must have been in??"

"Come in the kitchen.. Ceritain while aunty cooks this mustard saute." Mama Lauritz said to Yuki, then looked at Ara who had resigned to all forms of testing that would be faced. "Mama wants to hear from other Mama's children, surely you deliberately do not want to share the story. You clean your body there, brother.. Do not forget to bring a change of clothes directly, there is still Dimas at home. Later screams of shame if caught ngibrit use a towel alone."

The match between Mama Lauritz and Yuki is beyond doubt. Is Mama Lauritz's daughter Ara or Yuki??

Shaking her head Ara smiled amusedly at the deduction that had just appeared in her brain. How could Ara even think maybe their spirit had gone the wrong way and finally switched. It really adds to the strange, out-of-the-box conclusions that Ara once thought.

In his room Ara threw rough his tired body on the soft mattress. His eyes closed enjoying the release of back load on the mattress that almost meets 3 per 4 parts of his room.

The series of events that he had passed was not erased in the slightest, from the grip of the hand, sitting together, solicitation to marry and lastly there was still a drama of detention so that Ara spent fried kwetiau deliberately ordered specifically for him. His stomach was full enough. All sorts of his favorite foods today can enter a lot at once.

If only Ara did not refuse hard, it could be that Ara's house will be more excited by the arrival of Rava who reasoned to deliver Ara. Luckily the office employee who wanted to pull his matic motorbike was successful Ara pelototiti and the Boss managed to persuade Ara. Even though she did not know the shame Ara had to whine in front of many pairs of eyes. The glint of shadows on Ara's closed eyelids looked like a pair of lovers with two characters who were stubborn women and who were possessive men.

Opening her eyes and standing up suddenly, Ara wanted to erase that laughable shadow for her. It could be that Ara still thinks of herself and Rava like a couple if in fact she just rejected the proposal of the man.

"Yet Dim at home.." Said Ara while squinting and smiling mockingly and slightly looking down to display the best expression angle. The expression on Ara's already conditioned face actually triggered Yuki's laughter.

"Ma this is chili fried sambal huh??"

"From Mama's Yuki Kak.. It's a long way to get to our house that's fried sambal Kak." Mama Lauritz was busy rearranging her stocks of sugar, salt, refined coriander and many more friends.

"It's spicy.." Said Ara who had scooped fried sambal with many of her favorite potatoes, not forgetting the small pieces of innards that were also choked.

"Sister!!!" Be late. A full spoon had already shot into Ara's oral cavity.

"Huk.. Hoick.. Huk.." Closing her mouth tightly, Ara ran to the bathroom.

"Why Ra??" Yuki chased after Ara in a panic. Yuki fears Ara for food poisoning from her Mama. It is believed that her mother was prosecuted and forced to stay at a hotel that had to be paid handsomely for a crime.

"Toy.. Hoick.. Hok.. Uhuk.. Uhuk.." There was no answer other than the sound of vomit and Ara who coughed.

Byur

Byur

Byur

The shower on the bathroom floor ended the tragedy of Ara's vomit. Her stomach felt empty. Ara's sad face regretted that the digested fried kwetiau did not seem to be completely processed and had to come out.

"Look down Yuki.. Just this usual." Said Ara while taking Yuki back to the kitchen."

Yuki's panic has not subsided. It is proven that Yuki persuaded Mama Lauritz to take Ara to the nearest puskesmas. But Mama Lauritz just laughed at Yuki's panic, and so did Ara. While Dimas who just knew the reason Ara did not like to eat chicken liver just silently observe, pretending not to know anything but laugh at Yuki in the heart.

Dimas did not panic, but the words of Mama Lauritz made him cluck annoyed at the mouth of the elector Ara. Mama Lauritz could shout, although unfortunately it was too late.

"Yes, choose the potatoes, Ra.. Her heart loves Jona the same as Rian.."

"It can't be like that, too, Brother Yuki.. That brother wants a lot. Chicken liver oil does not want to be used anymore. He said it stinks." Jona's chirps suddenly in front of the refrigerator door that was already wide open. No one knows when Jona showed up. A bottle of cold sparkling water and spicy chips from Dimas has been fortified back to the viewing room, especially if not as a snack while watching cartoons with Rian.

"Pick your mouth Ra.. Not eating shrimp, natural allergy. But do not like fish even though fishery children, very strange pepper. Plus now I don't like chicken hearts.. Don't know tomorrow what else you don't like."

"It's even stranger that he's craving boiled garlic. Maybe let's not be hunted drakula times." Where cares Yuki and Dimas corner Ara in front of his own Mama. Even his entire family agreed with Dimas and Yuki. Ara is indeed a shadow child if the koplo drum duo visits the house.

"Have a son like Dimas, Auntie? Not picky when eating. Hehe.." Said Dimas with a crybaby.

"This Dimas is a bachelor son of aunty.. His taste is the same as that of youngest Rian.. What's in the gorge." Mama Lauritz said, who then passed to the backyard to see the clothesline.

Ara doesn't dislike chicken hearts. I liked it, but first. Ara's memories go back in time again. The look of hate for adults when Ara continues to look at chicken heart fried sambal as one of the food family gathering events. Continues with Ara's hands pressed when he wants to take the food even though Mama Lauritz has put a small plate of heart-fried sambal complete with rice in front of him.

The small plate that had been taken first was more willing to be thrown away in vain by the high-leveled pretenders than to go into Ara's small stomach. It was sliced into Ara's heart to remember that time. Bad memories that ultimately make Ara always nauseous if you want to eat all kinds of processed chicken liver.

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Hanging above the face on her between fingers, the shiny gold color of the necklace giving Rava teased for Ara to wear. If not for the heavy burden of the reason for wearing the necklace, maybe Ara had been wearing it since. Even Ara was very curious about the price of the tiny necklace given to her. Ara does not know fashion or many kinds of accessories, but Ara still understands which luxury goods and have exorbitant prices.

"Why did I start pounding??" Mumbled Ara softly while still staring at the necklace that was spinning slowly due to the movement of Ara's fingers.

"No!! Can't!! Learning from Hans Ra.. He's an example of a good man who ended up playing you. Your family doesn't want your presence, how does anyone else?? Haha.. Don't dream of being happy with another." Ara said to herself.

Highlight on Ara was sad, but her heart was pounding with pain. Ara's hardened jaw restrained her anger on many people, especially men. Enough is enough Ara used her heart to sincerely learn to love others and end horribly. Ara will stick to her words since graduating High School happily in her solitude.

"I don't need a man to make my life happy. Even if I want a child, I can adopt. If you want to be born from your own womb where can insemination of baby tubes in Indonesia if there is no legal partner." Ara grumbled that had placed her hand on the side of the body with a necklace that was still in her grasp.

"Hopefully Mama and Papa can accept my choice." Snuggling to close her eyes, Ara just wanted to be happy according to her own version. He had no choice and did not want to choose which men he wanted to be with committed to spending the rest of his life together.

The fear that was able to make him lose his mind, headache and shortness of breath really wanted Ara to disappear. Dear thousand dear, the statement of love and the impromptu proposal of Rava actually made Ara's fear shoot up until it felt like killing her soul slowly.

"Now you say love me.. Now you say love me.. Now you bring me to live together, it's hard to be together, keep trying to make me happy.. But I knew I was bored and thrown away.. I know it's just pity must be the same for me.." Ara's voice sounded like the flapping of a bee's wings, it was unclear to hear the strands of his sentence.

"I just want to be happy.. I'm fine myself. No need to come to men for me God, love me happy even though it must be alone.. I beg. Please dispose of this tight-fitting pain. I'm having a hard time breathing. If I could just go home.. Call me now, Lord.. I'm going home.." Holding back her cry, the voice of the raucous Ara.

Ara has not healed. In the silence of the night his life felt empty and empty. Ara has no meaning in living for herself, but honestly she is too tired to live for the sake of her parents. Only her job of keeping Jona and Rian is still holding Ara back from actually ending her life. The attempted suicide was not for his death, but for the sake of physical pain that he thought was able to disguise the pseudo-pain all over his body.

Opening the eyes that already held tears, Ara looked at the incision scar on her hand. A little gives room for Ara to be able to breathe normally, but the persuasion in her head as if telling her to add new work on the part of the body that will continue to be closed.

"I just want to be happy!!" Said Ara with a heavy voice held back.

Plaques

Plaques

The pants that were already short in the ascending roll displayed the entire smooth thigh of Ara who was already flushed red. His hands did not hurt or just hot. The thin iron ruler Ara had already grabbed. A fierce punch with a wide grin satisfied Ara's troubled mind. The sound of a blow on the bed ended Ara's crazy behavior.

"Haha.. Haha.. Maddened.. Why go crazy again?? I'm totally nuts.. Doctor Dion seems misdiagnosed." Rubbing her face rough, Ara then grabbed her hair with all her might.

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Tok

Tok

Tok

"Sister.. Brother's girlfriend downstairs!!!"

"Sister!!! I'm waiting for your girlfriend!!"

Jona's voice disturbs Ara's dark dreams. The small open eyes were still trying to adjust the light of the sunlight. Walking gontai Ara up to the door that already wants to be so violent in knocking constantly.

Chequelek

"Why the hell??"

"Bak brother's girlfriend already menggapelin tuh early in the morning. Bring another meat egg martabak.. It's delicious." Face pillow Ara listening with frown.

Down the stairs with a disheveled face, Ara waltzed leisurely not taking Jona's words. Thin green nightclothes with pants half thighs it feels directly buffeted by the wind from the outside of the door. Opening her eyes wide Ara made silent sculpting.

"Yeah..." Jerit Ara was surprised.

Dukes

Brugh

Damnit. Intention to escape just hit his head against the wall of the living room and fell. Don't know what else to say shame or shame. Visible face pillow, hair disheveled with an inappropriate suit that alone has made Ara embarrassed.

"Oh my goodness, Ara. So be careful, do not like to run away again. What a habit you have if you see I like to run away." A gentle swab on Ara's forehead alleviates the pain and adds a shy hue on Ara's cheeks.

"Why are you here early in the morning??" Ara asked the male figure called 'father', of course who else if not Rava.

"Ma.. Sister hug!!!" Pushing the rough Rava that seemed to hold him from the back to the topple, Ara glared sharply at Jona.

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