Aara is Not Lara

Not Me, But Them!!

Accompanied by a glass of espresso macchiato, Ara is annoyed to have to be in the cafe kejora. Not wanting to reminisce about his last memories with Hans, but he had an appointment with someone else.

The vow that was thrown did not want to return to the cafe Kejora must be licked bitterly, as bitter as his espresso macchiato. If you can choose Ara will definitely enjoy a glass of espresso without steamed milk, but the hull will not be able to control the intake at that time. Even though one shot steamed milk will not change anything.

Ara's fingers knocked on the round wooden table with two chairs opposite each other. Still enjoying every sip, this time Ara's emotion control was pretty good, her head was not throbbing twisting the disgusting memory of the past. At this time such conditions are more kind to him so that Ara is able to reduce her trauma.

But the calm does not last long, the anxiety he muffled made his stomach cramp or maybe stomach acid rose suddenly. Ara's annoyance at her brain was actually working to provoke her entire limb into not being an absolute pro at her.

Drek

The sound of the chair being shifted shocked Ara. Apparently from earlier Ara was daydreaming.

"Sorry long. Just got out of town." Looking at the figure that Ara was waiting for.

"So what's up? Don't make any fun of it." Ara said ketus ignored the apology and the actual conditions Ara wanted to know.

Srakk

Some photos and documents are displayed in front of Ara. He thought one by one the stacked sheets were scattered.

"What do you mean??" The sound of Ara was a bit high. If Ara had not forgotten her existence back then, then it was certain that the glass on the table would have flown and landed chaotically on the black ceramic floor.

Ara's eyes turned back to look at the photos of people she hated. Even some photos show the figure in front of him was with people he hated very familiar.

"It turns out he was quite a person, his family was almost entirely public officials. It's easy enough to get evidence of their crimes if they have to drain money and a different approach, like this." The tip of the forefinger touched a sickening piece of photo. How not to be fed up if that displayed a friendly embrace decorated with happy laughter from people he hated.

"Oh.. I understand now. So someone wants to play Mas me again that's the story here.. Ckck." Poking aside, Ara knew now the meaning of the rigid meeting, "So, what can I do for me your A-DIK has been thrown away?" Smiling cynically Ara looked at the figure who was apparently Mas Ega. Ara intentionally suppresses the word 'sister' as a form of satire.

"They'll decetin him. Make him as if there is an affair. Part of the info also he had an affair. Moreover, we can destroy his family from evidence of corruption."

"cheating? Ha ha - ha.." Closing her mouth with her left palm, Ara laughed crisply. Laughter for her already insulted bitch and cheesy. Another laugh he aimed at the stupid God Bang, for the sake of his very stupid love he closed his eyes to the crazy behavior of his lover in others. The good news is that they are still together. What a disgusting couple.

"They're smart cunning guys who play pretty. It's hard to get him into our trap if he doesn't get into the nest first. We need to get him out of his zone."

"Surely can? What if there were seeds of love? Pretty much her." Flashing a slanted smile, the corner of Ara's right lip was pulled upwards.

"Although she is beautiful will also make people who know the foul ilfil."

"Be careful. No one knows where or when we will fall. This time I will be trapped." Standing up and leaning his body forward Mas Ega, Ara pressed down on every word spoken. Ara can't trust anyone, but Mas Ega's idea can be tried.

"Do we need to make a video of her sham?"

Deg

Tercenung Ara processed the sentence he had just heard. Ara did not believe Mas Ega could have such an idea. Ara's common sense seems to stop working, Ara wants to agree with the idea of trapping it. But there was something stuck that refused him, again Ara's heart was too weak.

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In suburban B, precisely on a brick house that has not been plaster let alone in the paint gathered 6 adult men. The dark-colored clothes of the six did not dominate the dark aura emanating from the figure of Mas Ega.

"Urus all. Don't let my sister know." Say Mas Ega to 5 adult men in front of him.

"YOU!! Correctly atone for your sins." Pointing full of anger, Mas Ega high-pitched speech aimed at one of the five men. There was no voice answering, only a caught nod.

"You know Ra, you must be hard to choose to retaliate or let go." Mas Ega said in his heart while reaching for a cellphone from his cotton pants pocket.

^^^✉^^^

^^^I kangen. At 7 am I wait at the Cempaka palace hotel restaurant.^^^

Okay sweetheart.. I miss you too.

Seeing the reply from his message calling out disgust, disgust and indignation adorned the face of Mas Ega with a solid jaw that hardened. He held her cell phone tightly. Retaliation for his sister will soon begin.

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Exactly at 7 pm a woman, whether girl or not is walking with a waiter to a table that has been reserved gracefully in a knee-length lilac dress. While in the blue sea space at the same time Ara was on a rampage. His arm was full of scratches, even his neck was already flushed from the screech marks.

Not knowing clearly why, Ara will laugh briefly then he cried without tears and still interspersed with a bitter laugh. Medicinal tablets bearing the names Rizodal-2 Risperidone and Merlopam Lorazepam splattered on the floor.

Crossed his hands in front of his chest, Ara did a butterfly hug. His emotions and his common sense fought a great battle.

Until consciousness begins to win the battle, the folding knife between the books catches Ara's attention.

“It is not me who should die, but those who hurt. I'll kill them all!!” Snarling with a hardened jaw, his breath stuck in the throat. In the corner of the room nuanced blue sea Ara gripped tightly knifepoint knife in his right hand.

"HA HA HA HA'S.. HAHAHHAS.. HA HA Haa's.. HUU.. Huo.. Huua.. Hix.. Hix.. Haha.. Ha ha ha.. Hix.. Hicks.." The sound of laughter or crying again escaped from Ara's lips. A crazy shadow appeared in Ara's eye cracker. It was as if he was watching the people he hated being stabbed so many times, lying covered in blood.

......Kill......

......Die......

......Kill......

......Kill......

......Kill 'em......

The whisper of hallucinations reverberated. I want it to feel like Ara swallowed all those white pills, but she still realized not to die silly.

Lower doses of the drug really tormented her. Insomnia, anxiety and hallucinations are getting worse. Even suicidal thoughts are becoming more and more common. But Ara can what if only to surrender to accept his condition or lose by dying silly.

The confusion of Ara vanished long ago. Ara's eyes darkened, her consciousness disappearing. As if already immune Ara remained in a curled position on the cold floor.

"Gapain didn't bring any money? Want to ask for it?"

"Mas Yudith should have left a woman with her son. If not sure it's been the ghost of Saint Bu."

"The son of a rich man is troubled by his husband. What if it can't be used. You're not gonna be as lazy as Lauritz is Kar."

"This is also his son, how can it be so ugly, Mom? Don't be Mas Yudith's son anymore."

"His sister got pregnant first. This may not be the son of Judith."

On the floor that remained cold, Ara's sweat-filled body trembled. The outer side of his index finger was already scratched by his thumb nail. Dreams that Ara naturally seems real. Her childhood is repeated in her dreams. Ara felt slumped, feeling no one wanted her.

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Rizodal: A drug containing Risperidone as its active substance is indicated for acute and chronic schizophrenic psychosis, another psychotic condition in which positive and negative symptoms predominate. 

Risperidone: A drug with a function to overcome certain mental/mood disorders, such as schizophrenia, bipolar disorder, and irritability associated with autistic disorders.

Merlopam: A drug to overcome anxiety disorders (anxiety) by providing a calming effect and overcoming sleep difficulties (insomnia). Merlopam tablets contain the active substance lorazepam.

Lorazepam: A class of benzodiazepine drugs that act on the brain and central nervous system to produce a calming effect. 

Butterfly Hug: A form of self-stimulation to reduce anxiety and make yourself calmer by placing the palms on the shoulders/shoulders cross to reflect the effects of such a hug.