Aara is Not Lara

Tofu Cabe Fill

"That's the neighbor brother, right??" Tanya Yuki, the mouthful of onion cakes was still chewing on the sidelines of the conversation.

"Cneighbor's gate??" Grinding her forehead Ara was still processing Yuki's sentence. The first glimpses of Dimas and Yuki getting acquainted with Bima back Ara remembered. "Ah yes.. That's my neighbor brother, Bang Bima."

"More handsome yes.." Said Yuki who was still staring at Bima's back until it disappeared. While Ara's mind was full of guilt.

'Please don't avoid brother anymore.. My family is just Grandma. Now, you've considered it like Brother's own sister.. Please grant this brother's request yes..' Such is the strand word for word that Bima said to Ara before saying goodbye.

Ara's excessive worries led her away from Bima. Knowing how Bima thought of him as a Sister made Ara really feel guilty. Though Ara also considers Bima as his Big Brother. He should not run away from problems just for fear that all the allegations that raged in his mind were proven, so regret Ara.

Even if asked, who was the first foreign man who dared Ara touch in the midst of her trauma? Bima Clear. Can be asked in the eyes of Rava who became a witness.

"Where is your Om-om??" Playing both of her eyebrows, Ara smiled meaningfully. Trying to remove the remains that come suddenly without knowing the cause.

"What the hell is it called Om!!??" Yuki said ketus, as if knowing who Ara meant.

"Kan emang Om.. Ahaha.." Ara sat back in the chair that she had been sitting with Bima.

"Udah is obviously the same Om-om. Ck! Ck! Ck!" Clucking Yuki shook his head. Hands crossed in front of the chest and eyes fixed on Ara, Yuki poked her lips.

"My dear is still younger than Mr. Kim.. Noh Mr Kim taken care of!! That's what's become Om." Yuki said fiercely, not willing to 'his love' called 'Om'.

"Sir Rava, Yuki!" Ara.

"Just like a time.. Kim wants Rava to be his name. The only one who was told to call Rava is you. We who have the skin of green chili on the teeth is not very important for him.. Want to be called Buyut even though it certainly does not care." Returning to being a rap singer, Yuki's chatty lips continued to move in one breath. Just listening to Ara was already crowded. It feels like Ara enlisted Yuki in the rapper talent search event.

But there was one thing that Ara disagreed with from Yuki's sentence, Rava's indifference was a falsehood. Do not know Yuki if now the sensitive level of Rava towering like the Burj Khalifa tower in Dubai, United Arab Emirates.

Along with Ara who said she was still 'kinyis-kinyis' made Rava secretly diligent facial care. Afraid of looking so old next to Ara. Didn't Rava realize that his face belongs to the baby face??

"Ehhh wrong.. Not us, but us. If we are you in the category, then this is where special people can be ignored by Mr. Kim. Haha.. Ahaha.." It was fine for Yuki to laugh at him though, but this time Ara was almost bonyok was hit by a spoiled blow of Yuki who could not hold back her laughing energy.

"Don't get me into Yukiii hospital..!!!" Ara's taps were strong on Yuki's palm that was about to touch her arm again.

"Hehe.. Excuse me.. Kebablasan." Poking out two fingers of peace sign, Yuki's eyes blinked at the cute pretentiousness.

"Specialty people can't be angry.." Tempt Yuki while pinching Ara's cheek.

"Curtain!! Special says.. What martabak wear special everything!!?" Ara threw out her face. Lazy looking at Yuki who was being met strangely for Ara.

"Sir Kim shot Ra?"

"Shoot what? Birds?" Answer Ara at her.

"Shoot the love!! Don't pretend to be stupid, even though it's not smart, it's also a love affair." Yuki ketus said, starting to get bored with Ara's pretense that looks very clear.

"I don't think he's stupid, either.."

"No, yeah.."

"Keep if not why are you still chasing that Om?" Singing her lips, Ara wanted to take revenge on Yuki who had dared to tease her.

"Ouch!! Yuki's sick." This time it was not an anxious pinch, but rather a hot pinch. Rubbing her left cheek, Ara still glared at Yuki.

"Udah said don't call Om!! My dear it's.." Striking his annoyed legs, Yuki glared back at Ara.

"There's no way I'm going to go with you, too, baby.."

"Can you be Ra.. The important thing is not to be mad, someone will be angry." Yuki's grinning at Ara. The mocking speech at the end of the sentence managed to make Ara again lose. It seemed that in terms of teasing and mocking Ara at once was indeed Yuki's skill.

"So how? Did you express the feeling of love??" Yuki's eyes look very enthusiastic.

"Udah." Answer Ara flat.

"Certainly??" Spreading her eyelids, Yuki was able to clap her hands like a Sea Lion.

"Keep what??" Ask Ara lightly, as if the thing discussed is not important at all.

"Accept??" Holding Ara's left shoulder, Yuki still felt at home widening her eyelids. If it is not held in the nerve vein, maybe Yuki's eyeball can fall down from earlier.

"Don't know." Yuki smiled at Ara's reply. If Yuki will always hear the word 'no', then Ara's answer this time is a form of progress.

'Keep on packing, sir!! Pol gas support during the Mr!!' Yuki's cheers are smoldering, but Rava won't be able to hear either. Yuki is sure that Ara will fall in love with the clamps if Rava abstains from retreating, putting aside the shameless veins, thickening his face and not wavering with Ara's refusal.

"That means there's a chance of acceptance, right?" Yuki's fishing rod on Ara. Shaking her head, Ara did not refuse, rather Ara was worried. There is a sense that is difficult to describe and unclear. There was a sense of unwillingness when the word 'no' wanted Ara to throw, but to say 'yes' was also very unlikely.

"There is no dugun-dugun like that Ra??"

"There's.." Replied Ara brief unfinished precisely cut off Yuki's ambush speech.

"Seriously??" Jerit Yuki girang. Sneaking Ara looked at Yuki who was like a fidelity even she had not finished saying.

"Dengerin first if people talk about it until it's done.. I'm obviously pounding if it's the same Mas Rava even to the point of wanting a war, but all that's because my mind will be raided by my phone. Tired of just deleting their chat." Ara complains to Yuki. The newly-hyun lips suddenly gaped in shock.

"DORCH!!! IT IS ALREADY!!! MAS RAVA!!!??? AAAAAA..!! DIMAS MUST KNOW THIS!!" Yuki was screaming hysterically. It looked like an eel fed with salt. Jumping in all directions is unclear. Whether it is excitement, pleasure or trance.

"Damn!! Don't be like a tacky person, a little spread out. Here!! Sit again!!" Pulling Yuki back to sit, Ara's tail caught Jona and Rian giggling amusedly hiding behind a glass window. Doyan once his two younger siblings become eavesdropping agents, inner Ara. Ready Ara will be the months of her house people, flexible lips Jona soon must report to Papa Yudith and Mama Lauritz about the results of the reconnaissance.

"Okay, but the condition is tell all your heart's content. How's it??" Poking the pinky finger of the covenant sign, Yuki had already forcibly linked Ara's little finger.

"Yes, yeah. So what do you want to know?" Want to avoid even Ara will not be able to. Ara is better to prevent the damage of the eardrum from Yuki's malignant chatter if it is not obeyed.

"Are you sure Ra didn't fall in love with Mr Kim?? I've yes, in the early days, see Mr. Kim likes seliweran in our faculty that already want screams. I also usually follow the senior mode nyari the economics faculty, even though I want to wash the eyes of Mr. Kim cold. Ahaha.."

"Halaahs.. So the reason for helping first was to mejengin Pak Rava?? Crazy really, this is a kid!!"

"Kok sir again Ra??"

"His tongue is still stiff."

"When it was so sweet to call him.. No dear Mr. Kim who is horrified must be immediately smoother." Supporting her cheeks facing Ara, Yuki was twisting the ludicrous scene between Ara and Rava.

'Heh! Smoothest..' The corner of Ara's lips was attracted slightly holding back a smile. The memory of the moment Rava slapped his cheek back twisted, silly. But the blink of Ara's eyes faded when his consciousness invaded suddenly.

"But seriously, Ra, do you not have a little bit of liking? I just heard your story how Mr. Kim's attitude can be baper." Trying to divert the conversation, Yuki had muttered inwardly begging Ara not to continue her frustration.

"Maybe if I used to be easy and immediately in love. Who can refuse if given attention and sweet treatment constantly? Not to mention that even though we are quite far away he still remains handsome, not less the same as children our age." Suddenly Ara's low and sad voice changed the atmosphere into melow. There is a distrust in Ara that Rava actually revealed 'love' to her.

"But with my current state, is it still possible that I could fall in love again?? No Yuki. It will not be that easy to color my heart that is like this charcoal.. It feels scary."

"But there's no harm if you try Ra?" Grasping Ara's fingers, Yuki wanted to channel her kink.

"I'm afraid of Yuki.. How about if the one I live later like eating to know the contents that already have chilli inside without me knowing, continue still I added another chili bite?? It must have been shocking, making me more spiciness, my tongue burning not according to plan or my imagination.. If I only know the contents of the same chili I can still overcome, what if it's my feelings and life?? Am I up to it?? I don't think I'll be able to face it." Being pessimistic is not Ara's desire, but what else if it is that continues to haunt her.

"Don't be pessimistic Ra.. Just like what you intended, not the beginning also can not eat tofu with chili?? You can definitely get over the spiciness of getting used to it, right? I think so do you feel the same way Mr. Rava. You can try to open your heart to Mr. Rava." Speak full of softness back Ara hear. If this is the case, Yuki is clearly in a very serious condition.

"Feelings are not for Yuki to try. I'd rather not feel anything than finally Mas Rava feel the pain of being dumped. Making her happy does not mean accepting her love. It hurts more when he finds out that I have half a heart, not even a heart." Staring at Yuki full of despair, Ara's head started pulsing. The pain in his wrist grew.

"I hurt a lot because of men, but I don't have to follow the same wound for others, right?? I also have a little brother, only to think I'm scared. What if karma turns to my sisters?? I don't want them to get the same hurt from the women out there. So, I'd better stay alone now, right??" Ara's smiling lips looked very happy, but in stark contrast to the already teary eyes did not want to blink. Ara with all her might held back the tears that suddenly had already welled up. His heart was sliced like a thin piece of tempe chips.

"Don't cry.. By the way, I called Mr. Kim no more, but Mr. Rava." Ara dings on Yuki who still had time to remember the way her call changed on Rava.

Drrt.. Drrt..

Trings

Fell already tears Ara due to the surprise notification sound message from her phone. An eye fertilizer that holds the puddle in one blink is directly able to pass a lot of fluid.

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Mas Rava

Today don't take a shower tonight, later rheumatism. I want to get out of the city, pray that my work will be smooth and tomorrow I can go home.

Curved over Ara's lips. The happy rails seemed vividly painted. Looking up at the still bright sky, Ara's mind was empty.

"Dad!!" The strong thrust on the arm shocked Ara. It was almost forgotten that Yuki was still loyal beside her. Looking at Yuki at a glance, Ara closed her eyes. A great confusion disrupts Ara's mind path.

"Who?" Ask Yuki lirih.

"Mas Rava's.." Still closed, Ara's lips moved out two words in a strand that troubled her heart.

"Consider the mature Ra.. Don't let regrets." Yuki said as she rubbed the back of Ara's hand. The same warning Ara had clearly planted long before Yuki said it.

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Dear Mas Rava's

I'm happy to know you.

Your dear words gently sweep over my lonely side.

Your attention is breaking down my lonely fortress.

I happy..

But.. Till when??

When are you going to stop staring at me??

Justjust please..

If our footsteps are not the same, just leave me.

Don't take my hand and look me in the eye..

Go as far as possible so that I can no longer reach you.

L'm.. Maybe you already like you.

"Huh!!" Ara's rough breath covered the scratches of black ink. A hidden little book that Ara had not greeted back stored at the bottom of the drawer. Like a pandora's box that holds a million vices, the book is a silent witness to all of Ara's wounds.

Slumping down lazily, Ara rolled up curled up inside the blanket. His encounters with Yuki and Dimas can be counted on the fingers. Moreover, Dimas is busy working and Yuki who somehow becomes difficult to contact. Lucky not long ago it was Yuki who visited Ara at home.

'Do I accept it..' Fisting Ara's gusar bite the nail of her right thumb.

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Rheumatism : Rheumatism or Rheumatoid Arthiritis is an inflammation and swelling of the muscles or joints that occurs when the immune system mistakenly attacks healthy cells in the synovial tissue or joint lining to cause pain and pain.

Shower at night to make rheumatism?? MYTH!!

Rheumatism is not caused by bathing at night or even due to a cold shower. However, cold temperatures can cause the capsule in the joint to become wrinkled and can trigger rheumatism.

👆Link :https://www.lifepharm.co.id/landing/data/Blog/Article/cara-mencegah-agar-rematik-tidak-kambuh-lagi.aspx

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What will Ara accept??🤔

Sad or happy with Ara's heart??🙂

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About the contents of Ara's heart, if Hana is mixed with hodgepodge.. Ehh 😳 Means jumbled🤭

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