Aara is Not Lara

A Betrayed Feel

“I-iya.” Answer Ara wrong. He was also confused to respond how else. Honestly, the previous answer was completely spontaneous with no filter filter in his brain. Ara who is usually full of consideration and fear only has one answer, ‘mau’, and that's how it finally said freely.

“Mas promise will always be there for you. They will always try to make you sure that your choice is right. Pray for Mas so that it can be the right skipper for you and our children later.” The utterance may sound stale, marketable and lack deep meaning. But it's not all about how beautifully the strings of the sentence are strung together, but how sincere and serious the accountability will be in the future.

“We'll walk away. It's not who should be at the forefront or who is more responsible. Because in fact Mas remains the leader, guide and role model for the future of Ara.” Decomposing Rava's fingers squeezing each other, Ara spoke softly without looking at Rava's face. Ara deliberately did that, he could have misbehaved first when he said while staring at Rava.

“We do not need to be too pushy equalizing steps. Just remember not to leave each other and give up, because there will be many obstacles. That's what Ara asked of Mas, can?” Now the iris of Ara's beautiful eyes fixed on the figure in front of her, the highlight is not sharp, but implied a very strong meaning.

“We can definitely. Thank you for giving me your trust. Thank you for opening your heart to me. Thank you for letting me into your life. Lovely with you.” Rava said quickly as if hunted by a ghost train.

“Maafin Ara yes who had hurt the feelings of Mas Rava.. Ara's just scared. Ara does not want to feel unwanted or just given pseudo hope.” Ara lirih. Ara's hand moved down until it slipped from Rava's finger grip, then clenched on the side of her body. He tried his hardest to throw away the stifling sense of tightness that accompanied his expression.

It would be a lie if Ara said she was no longer afraid. The trauma is slowly healing, though not completely. Determination and supportive people helped Ara recover quickly, but anxiety clearly remained lodged in the depths of her heart and deep within her imagination.

“Mas who stubbornly likes you means Mas is also ready to get hurt at any time. So it's not your fault that you've rejected the love that Mas has.” Soft Rava speech.

All are indeed the consequences that Rava must accept. He could have chosen to stop, but his heart could not turn. It even feels better that the feeling of love dies and buries him at the bottom of the deepest soul if he fails to find Ara back.

“Originally Bulk knew, because repeatedly Ara refused, apparently secretly the feeling betrayed Ara.” Taking a deep breath, Ara paused her words.

“Repeatedly Ara stressed that Ara might get hurt again. And repeatedly Ara thought Mas would not love Ara. But who would have thought that repeatedly it was also the one who carried the name Mas engraved in Ara's heart. The point is, when I deny 1000 times, then 1000 times the name Mas already engraved there. I'm stupid, right?” The tears had already melted, not the sadness that made it spill over. The sense of pleasure and haru that could not be defined made Ara immediately want to cry.

“Why are you crying?” Rava's eyes were already glazed over. He was too happy with one word ‘mau’ that was dripping from Ara's lips, but apparently Ara gave him an even more terrible surprise.

“Ara did not want to open this heart for you or others. But Ara was late. Ara fell in love with you first." Said Ara with tears still dripping on her sweet smiling face. There is no beauty that can match Ara's smile.

"Hi.. Aquila Ravandra Kim, I'm in love with you.” Say Ara again firmly. His eyes blinked in anxiety holding back tears that were reluctant to hide.

“Ka-you.” Rava had trouble speaking. His lips were only able to curl up, perfectly attracted until his white teeth could peek.

“Hahaha.. Why are you stuttering?” Ara's laughter broke out witnessing Rava's dazed demeanor.

“No, but this.. That, you.” Again Rava is still stammered, he still composes the pieces of the sentence that Ara has uttered. Afraid if all that is just delusion, or only his hearing is deceiving.

“Iya.. I've FALLEN IN LOVE with you.!!” Ara's strong words with emphasis made the Rava brain working system that had failed to operate. Suppressing the two magic words that made Rava instantly scatter himself on Ara.

In a place that Rava never thought, befriended the orange-turned afternoon sky, the stunning twilight was unable to disturb the two. The waterfront park is the silent witness of Ara's love. It feels like Rava will kneel proposing to Ara again, even without a super romantic feel.

But the embrace did not last long. Rava released his embrace, leaving nothingness in Ara who was just about to give a reply. Rava jumped up in excitement while hitting the air of anxiety.

“YES..!!” Let the world be a witness to his strange behavior. He even forgot to keep his authority or elegant demeanor in front of Ara.

Tub runner who managed to break the rope of finishing first, all seemed to be a victory that today Rava does not love alone. His love was reciprocated, even sweeter than he had imagined. One word ‘mau’ that he felt was enough to give him love was apparently just an appetizer.

“Hahaha.. Mas Rava crazy.” Ara's laughter troubled Rava, she stopped her small jump of excitement.

“Nothing crazy origin can be the same you.”

“Aaa.!!” Ara's body felt floating in the swirling Rava's decapitation. Both of his arms rested on Rava's shoulders, looking at the face that had become inferior with his crisp laughter.

“I don't want to be the same Mas if Mas crazy.” Say Ara while poking the tip of Rava's nose.

“Not unfaithful, Ara is just realistic.” Chuckling Ara denied Rava's remarks.

“Toooooooooooooooo. Make sure you can never leave it after this!” Rava again clasped Ara tightly, immersing the tiny face on the chest of his field.

“Hahaha.. Very funny anyway.. But fast FREELANCE!!”

“Mot.”

Bugh.

Bugh.

“Server!! MY NOSE..!!” Whiney Ara was upset. He almost got out of control to bite Rava in the chest.

“Sorry, dear.. Crimp on your nose?” Rava asked still with a smile, his countenance worried, but more happiness dominated.

“Udah know it again.!!” Ara grumbled in annoyance. Rubbing his nose strongly while scooping up as much oxygen as possible.

For a moment Rava recalled, why is everything not in a romantic place?

If in the past the sofa workspace Rava who became a witness, then now the waterfront park parking lot is a witness. It just changed from indoor to outdoor love disclosure session between Rava and Ara.

Off Flashback.

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What is the relationship between Ara and Rava after this?🤔

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Some say that if finally Ara is not the same as Rava, then Hana will be humped by the masses. Doesn't it?🤔

Still do not know in what chapter will be finished, but if it is soon okay?🙂

Honestly, Hana actually wants to embed the sign ‘END’ in this novel even though it is still ongoing. Moreover, it is still a severe re-revision process from the initial chapter.🤭

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Thank you for faithfully monitoring Ara's story and always giving her support for Han🥰