Aara is Not Lara
Ugly Baby
As the sun began to grow anxious to hide herself again, Ara had just arrived inside her inn room. Tired, dizzy, achy and crumpled, that was what Ara was feeling right now.
The long and jammed ride yesterday made it to the inn at night. Not to mention at 3 am Ara had to wake up to learn and re-examine the presentation material owned by Bu Dian.
Although Ara's name is only listed as a member of the field team Bu Dian, but Ara's duties also concurrently as a personal assistant and data processor. If one of Ara's coma put it, it could be that he will be immediately cut off various kinds of questions great people in a refrigerated room at that time.
"When is Miss Dian coming home?" Ara asked herself when she saw the 2 packs of grilled chicken and rice sitting on the nightstand. For almost 50 minutes Ara in the bathroom doing the ritual of soaking is not heard at all the sound of people entering the room.
"Hello Ma'am?" Sapa Ara initiated the call she made.
[Yes Ra, why?]
"Where is mom?" Ara asked as she looked at the package that had been insolent to tease her.
[Mom forgot to tell you, Ra. If you want to eat now directly to the stall in front of the inn, yes Ra. Mother is here with the other Lecturers.]
"Yeah.."
[Ehh.. Mr. Kim.] Cut off was Ara's remark who wanted to ask about who the roasted chicken in Ara and Bu Dian's bedroom was.
"Hello Ma'am?" Sapa Ara again to wake up Bu Dian that Ara is still faithfully spending quota for the phone connection.
[D-yes Ra. Just a minute, Ra. Anyway you to the mountain meatball stall in front of aja, straight the same inn. Yes, yes, Ra.]
"Yes.." The call was interrupted before Ara could finish speaking.
"Basar Dosen bucin!! The elders are flirtatious, weird, really cool!!" Ara's grumbling was upset. Tiredness plus annoyance makes Ara want to curse the person she usually respects.
Ara did not not know if Miss Dian must be busy with Mr. Kim. Ara's annoyance suddenly increased when considering the 2 more days he will go home with the same formation and position.
"That!! Oh, that stupid shit!! Just eat it." Ara exclaimed as she sat on the floor and opened the 2 packs.
Nyams..
Nyams..
Nyams..
"Uhuk!! Uhuk!!" Run to the corner of the room approaching the mini refrigerator that has filled Ara bottled water. Hungry and angry factors make Ara grimace when chewing cucumber pieces to choke.
"Damn it!! Because remember must be a car three again so choking!!" Said Ara rising while returning to finish her dinner until the toilet.
"The fragrance is still mending, he is still being felt. If I am, there are but invisible eyes. I'll sleep in that car, it's up to the same bad taste." Gumam Ara was full of confidence. At this time Ara was already on the mattress with her eyes closed completely, but still able to mumble.
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Ara's stock of consciousness seemed to be drained out, so the blazing sun at 8am appeared and made Ara blink her eyes. It was seen that Bu Dian who was compiling several maps that Ara remembered very well that contained sheets of improvement points, additions and original drafts of research.
"God!! Sorry Mom, I'm bad luck." Surprised in shock Ara spoke while grabbing her towel. Ara's behavior was only laughed at by Ms. Dian. Actually Bu Dian deliberately did not wake Ara first, he knew Ara must be very tired. After all, the meeting with Mr. Damar's team will be held in 2 hours or exactly at 10 am.
As fast as lightning Ara tried to get ready. Ara is grateful because she is not the type who needs to wear thick face polish, enough moisturizer, powder, liptint and eye pencil alone as camouflage so as not to look sleepy.
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"Ra, can you sit down first?"
"You what?" Ask Ara ketus.
"I have permission from Ms. Dian. I have something to talk about about Ra about us." Totally sick of Ara hearing the word 'we' that was so easily spoken.
"Hans, there's no more of us. Me and you!! Not us!!" Ara's voice still lingered with her thin tone, but Ara's fingers were already shaking not because she was hiding in the backpack worn in front, facing her chest.
"There's a lot we need to get right. We're.. I mean, I'm the same you can't stay away from each other forever. We can still turn into ordinary friends, right, Ra?" Hans asked.
Drek
Pulling her chair back, Ara sat leaning on her back. Ara's eyes glanced at Hans's figure she had just met today. Ara was so thankful yesterday that she didn't see Hans.
"I'm the same Linda's nothing."
"Udah has discussed. Skip it." Speak to Ara quickly. Tired of hearing that talk again.
"It was just a challenge at the time. I was fascinated by Ra, but my heart is only for you." Hans.
"You think I'm angry just because of that? There's no real job. We have nothing to do with Hans. It's not my right to be angry in that position." Ara said firmly looking into Hans's eyes. It didn't seem that trembling or fragility of Ara, but the palms clenched above her thighs were in a deep sweat. One of his thumb nails had already managed to injure his index finger.
Ara thought she was already able to overcome and erase the shadow of the past with Hans. During this time Ara was fine if she met Hans with a group of Lecturers and other students. However, facing the two with Hans was still not able to fully pass Ara.
"What do you mean Ra? If it wasn't for that, why would you suddenly get away from me? You must be angry and jealous of me, right, Ra?" Hans asked who still did not understand.
Brakes
"Jealous? That's kind of Hans? I like you Hans, but that doesn't mean I'm stupid. I deserve to love even though. But remember, it's not the duty of the person I like to reciprocate. I know that and we can still be friends if that's all." Ara's right fist was no longer hidden. A rough crack at the table as if it didn't hurt Ara's hand.
"You think I don't know if I'm just betting you?" Grinning Ara Hans's cynical look.
"Ma-You mean what Ra?" Hans said a little.
"I know everything with my own eyes and ears. I'm ugly Hans. You even know if I ever told you how bullyan and insult people I once liked to my own family?? Are you content to laugh at me when I tell you?" Ask Ara with teary eyes.
"From baby Hans I just accepted Mama Papa. Do you know why my Papa's mother doesn't accept me?? Because he said I was an ugly baby. My mom's crying I still remember Hans.. The crying that was just shared with Papa. The truth I accidentally heard." Speak Ara with a raucous voice. His nose was already stuffy, his eyes were sore from holding back the crying.
"You also agree with their insults?? Why don't you let me alone in the bus?? Why are you always trying to talk to me?? Why are you so good with me??" Ara continued again which made Hans avert his gaze.
"How do you appreciate our closeness Hans?? 500 Thousand and your self-esteem made me comfortable, but also sad, disappointed, huh.." Ara was no longer able to continue her words, Ara's tears were already unable to be contained anymore.
"I'm sorry Ra." Hans's words surprised Ara, Hans' voice suddenly hoarse. Hans' watery eyes almost shook Ara.
"I'm a jerk Ra. At first it was all a bet, but I really love Ra as much as you. I'm really in love with you Ra. I'm sorry Ra. I feel fucked up when you start to get away from me, Ra. I beg Ra, I'm sorry. We're back as if Ra?" Hans' tears dripped from both of his eyes. It seemed that regret really Hans felt. If only he knew his behavior even turned around to hurt himself, he would not re-approve the betting agreement that had been forgotten.
"I can apologize to you through Hans. But pain, disappointment, anger it's hard to forgive Hans. One thing you need to remember once again, there is no affection left for you in my heart. We can still be friends, but not like our old closeness." Said Ara steadily while wiping away the remaining tears on her cheeks.
Ignoring Hans who was sobbing even more muttering an apology, Ara passed leaving Hans without saying goodbye. Ara's destination this time was a small garden near the inn. It is impossible for Ara to return directly to the room, she is afraid to cross paths with many Lecturers and of course Bu Dian who is rooming with her.
In the white-painted iron chair Ara's bones smiled full of satisfaction despite the still radiance of sadness it was more clearly very visible. Ara had just realized that all this time that was left behind and stuck in her heart was not love for Hans, but pure disappointment and anger that she thought love.
"Ha ha ha.. I managed.. I can.." Ara said proudly to herself while smiling.
"I can Hans. I-i can. You're just an ant that goes into my drinking glass. When I dumped it, I could still drink Hans." Again Ara spoke for herself.
Buccancy
Buccancy
Buccancy
"I can.. Hix.. Hix.. Could.. Hix.. I'm biss-saa.." Said while sobbing, Ara beat her chest for a long time it felt stifling. His head seemed to be tightly gripped, while his breath seemed to be cut off because it was unable to scoop up as much oxygen.
Brugh
"ARA..!!"
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Note :
For those who ask the background author what Doctor, Prospective Doctor, again Koas or other medical students really know about medical (said reader yes, not myself who said loh.. Do not be bullied if it turns out there is something wrongð) the answer is NO.
Everything that is related to the same purely medical results of self-study from google before making a story, so there is the same research analysis before being poured so that it is not in the same expert plausibility.ð
If about the laboratory equipment was indeed my food when I was in college, even I could every day lecture in the Lab that even beat students majoring in Biology or Chemistry at my campusð What college??ð€ Guess it Yesð
The next long explanation will be posted in a special chapter of the announcement.. Possibly before/after episode 29. Why 29??ð€ Wait aja laterð
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