
Vean woke up from his daydream.
In fact, even looking at herself in the mirror, she would definitely always remember Dhea.
If time could be replayed, then none of this would have happened.
Dhea's own expression changed. It is like remembering memories that have passed. All that, making this girl grow into a strong girl, maybe even stronger than women whose age is far above her.
Dhea had no regrets at all about her fate. He was happy, and very grateful to get to know Vean. Can feel like a man since he was very young, the rich people love monkeys.
He smiled remembering the things he used to do. At the very least, he would keep those memories deep in his heart. No is that if Vean forgets her, Vean will live on in her heart, and she will remain in Vean in another form.
It's enough to get here at the end of the wait.
It's enough up here that he survives.
He gave everything he could give.
If asked if he regretted it? Of course the answer is no.
The sky is getting darker because of the rain. The sound of lightning twitching together loud and deafening.
Dhea endured the pain she felt at this moment. He then looked at Vean, who was currently staring out the window. Dhea wanted to satisfy herself looking at the man. Painting Vean in his memory.
Dhea wanted to scan that face in her memory. It felt like he was happy to be with Vean in this room, even though the man had turned his face away.
There's no one, there's just them. The sound of lightning boomed, and Vean felt it was nothing.
Vean then looked at Dhea. Still not accepting the reality. They stared at each other, everything Vean wanted to say, somehow always stuck in his throat. Always flying from his mind.
How can he feel happy, if the woman was—because she—malah slammed sick, with a condition that is getting weaker and weaker.
If something worse happened, Vean swore he would not ....
It won't be what?
Will not forgive himself?
He and Fio both made a mistake with this girl, but what they received was not karma, but kindness that they never dreamed of, even in a dream.
No, honestly—for Vean and Fio—that blood and kidney giving was a punishment for them. A life-long punishment they will always remember, if in their bodies, there is someone who has sacrificed himself for their safety and happiness.
Dhea stared at Vean's bead eyes. Eyes that he did not know whether tomorrow-tomorrow could still see him again or not.
"Maybe, you think I'm stupid. But you know what it's like to love someone. I want to always see Brother Vean happy. I'm also willing to let go of Brother with Fio. I want to give my best to Brother, whether it's prayer, or whatever. I want you to survive, I want to, and I want to always be a part of you. Then I give you what I can give you. Which cannot be rejected or returned, that is, my kidney. Because that's the way .. the way I love you."