The Ultimate Soulmate's

Among Sweet Smiles, Cute Smiles And Warm Smiles

When the moon came in place of the sun, Yongju gave her sweetest smile as she opened the door of my room and saw me sitting on the patient's bed. Instead of replying to her with a smile, I cried accepting her genuine smile. "I beg you, don't smile so sweet and sincere... Don't make me ashamed of myself for I've tried so many times to remove that smile, but oppa still always gives me the same smile" I said in my heart while turning my face away.

"Why crying? Can't oppa see you either?" yongju asked while standing beside me. Because I did not respond, he placed the red carnation flower he carried on the table beside me. The cup! He peeked at my head from behind, "Alright, oppa came home. Rest to quickly recover," he said, turning around and intending to go home. Grab! I caught the end of the hoodie he was wearing. Yongju turned to look at me and fell silent as I suddenly hugged her waist and started crying.

"Sorry.." I said softly. That's the only word I can say because I don't know how to explain how I feel right now. What is clear is that now I really feel like I made a mistake and apologizing is the only thing I can do right now. Yongju was silent a thousand languages, only his hands were playing gently caressing my aura. Yongju's silence made me feel even more guilty about everything I've done. I realized, I had hurt him and now that I was hurt like this, this man was still willing to smile like that.

"Three years have passed since you said that you love oppa." said Yongju in the end and I just fell silent waiting for the continuation. "Honestly, oppa doesn't know how much effort oppa has put in to avoid you and just keep you from afar, but what are you doing?" continued slowly. "What is oppa's attempt wrong? Supposedly, oppa didn't give up on you. Supposedly, oppa protected you up close. Yes, this is the wrong oppa. So stop blaming yourself. Blame it oppa" he said with regret. "Hana, stop crying. It's okay, it's not the end or the bad start. What happened, let it happen. Let's just say this is all a nightmare. Now, you have to wake up from this nightmare and start putting your life together again" Pinta Yongju said, tightening her arms.

Then, Yongju let go of his embrace, "you've eaten, hmm?" tanyanya while wiping my tears. I nodded slowly. Yongju smiled slightly, "Is it boring here?" ask again. I looked at him confused with furrowed brows. "Because your face looks bitter from earlier!" he said while touching my nose. I put my face away and looked at her in annoyance. Yongju smiled at my reaction. "This is Hanaku!" he said as he pinched the second squash of my cheek. "Better to pout than to cry, ugly!" said, melekku. I immediately brushed off his hands and said, "oppa, it hurts!"

Yongju smiled broadly at me who was getting annoyed, then suddenly hugged me furiously while wagging his body to the right to the left. I remember when we were kids, he used to do it every time he made me cry because he was bullied. "Hana, oppa understands that now you are angry with reality and lazy to do anything, but do not hate your life. Whatever you do and you like, oppa won't ask why and how because oppa believes you just want to be happy" she said gently as she stopped her body.

"But it's not going to go back to how it was. I thought I would get happiness easily when I was with him. I thought, I really made a fool out of him because everything is fine, even too beautiful" I sobbed. "But.. hiks... What happened? Why... hiks... everything.... hiks... so it's like this? What is this.. karma.... because it hurt oppa? Sorry.." I said stammered in between my sobs. "Ssttt.." said Yongju, tightening his arms. "What karma? There is no karma for you. Don't talk like that anymore, understand!" said. "It's been more than 10 years we've been together, don't you know oppa well? When did Oppa ever really get angry at you or hate you, let alone swear at you who didn't? To oppa, you're too valuable for that!" he said while stroking my hair.

Yongju let go of his embrace and slightly pushed me so that he could see my face. "Now listen, oppa! Fuck Kim Daehyun. Whatever he's done to you, you're still the precious Hanaku, understand!" he said with great emphasis, then pecked at the tip of my head and once again smiled sincerely at me. Smile as soft as the moonlight at dawn. A smile that is still just as genuine, even though between us has changed a lot and it is clear that the change is now inevitable.

"Rather than you being noisy here, you better just go home! Tonight, I'll take care of Hana. Take Hyunwo to my apartment. Pity him to sleep outside constantly" Yongju said. "Hyung kicked me out? I just came!" jonghwa pretended to be surprised. Yongju looked more and more at his sister. "What else do you want?" ask Yongju. "Ck, just say you want to be alone with noona!" grunt Junghwa slowly. Yongju just put on his flat face and chose to ignore the younger brother. "God! At least, let me sit down and just kick me out!" junghwa said annoyed at being ignored. "No need, just go home! Who told you to come here? Didn't I tell you, don't come here?" sahut Yongju told me to sit on the bed.

"But I'm bored in the apartment!" sahut Junghwa pouted. "If you're bored, take a walk there!" yongju Sahut who turned his back on Junghwa. "Rubber!" sahut Junghwa brief. "Vocal training?" yongju. "Lazy!" sahut Junghwa again. "Dance training?" yongju said again. "Lazy!" rehash Junghwa. Yongju also turned to look at the brother. "Then learn to write songs!" his orders. Junghwa glanced at his eyes, "I'm not hyung! Even though I learned to write it, the contents of my head won't come out!" said. "Just the same! You just haven't tried it!" yongju Sahut. "Oppa, stop! Let Junghwa here. After all, he was still a baby to make a song," I said as I held back my laughter from earlier seeing the brother-sister debate.

Yongju was stunned to see me finally smiling. Junghwa protested with me. "Who's the baby?" tanyanya did not accept. "Who tried that last night crying while hugging me like a baby!" grunt Junghwa slowly. "It's no relationship he's a baby or not, but it's a matter of choice, he wants to develop or not!" yongju. "Well, if I grow up, hyung will lose to me!" chirps Junghwa origin. "Good, then, prove it!" challenge Yongju. "Gosh, shitty!" grumble Junghwa again. "Yes, I'll be a great idol beyond hyung! My name will forever be a legend! Hyung, look at me later!" he is like a child who does not want to lose. I laughed a little at it. "Ah, noona laughed! Am I funny?" jonghwa asked doubtfully. "You clown!" answer Yongju. Junghwa looked at Yongju. "Abadi, you say? You don't know how heavy that position is!" yongju continued, chuckling. "It's up to hyung and noona!" sahut Junghwa.

"Junghwa, can I go now?" ask Hyunwo. "Ah, hyung wants to go now?" junghwa asked back while turning to Hyunwo who opened the door. "Yes, if you can," Hyunwo replied as he walked in and smiled at me and Yongju. "Where are you going?" ask me with a voice that still sounds raucous. Hyunwo hesitated to answer. "Hyunwo Hyung wants to practice dance with his friends here!" junghwa replied casually, while Hyunwo immediately blushed in embarrassment. "Can you dance?" asked Yongju surprised. "Not really. I just like it, like you guys like music. I rarely practice either. Only when there is free time," Hyunwo replied, humbling.

"Ah, so. Hannah also loves to dance. He's a jago!" yongju said again. "Opa!" I said while hitting Yongju's arm softly in embarrassment. "really?" hyunwo and Junghwa said together. "Lied!" added Junghwa who did not believe. "Not believe it, yes it is!" yongju cuek said. "Then, if you're better, we can practice together" Hyunwo asked with a smile. Yongju and Junghwa who heard it, suddenly glanced sharply at Hyunwo who did not pay attention to the two because he was smiling warmly at me.

"Ehm!" Yongju sneered loudly, making Hyunwo distract him from me. "Young hyung!" call Junghwa too. "Yes? Is there anything I should do?" asked Hyunwo who did not understand the two were jealous to see Hyunwo's smile on me. "Come, let's walk!" take Junghwa while getting out of his seat. "Huh? You coming?" hyunwo asked confused. "Why? No can? If you think, only hyung can dance, you have to train harder to beat me!" answer Junghwa ketus. While Hyunwo increasingly confused made.