The Ultimate Soulmate's
One Name to Give Karma
At midnight, at dawn, Daehyun, unable to control the sadness of his heart, slipped out of his locked room, leaping from his bedroom window on the second floor of the Kim family mansion. While waiting for the right time to escape, Daehyun survives in his room pretending to be asleep, though his eyes never want to be closed because they think about my situation and how to meet me in the hospital. Even now, the young master Kim still had to hide in the dark night, despite having to wait until dawn was almost up, a time where the guards would switch tasks and be caught off guard.
While in the hospital, without seeing my desperation that only fell asleep all the time because of the sedative, Yongju and Junghwa faithfully accompanied me to sleep in my room. Until the morning that greeted, inevitably woke Yongju. Yongju woke him up Junghwa slowly, without wanting to wake me up. "Hey, get up for a second!" pinta Yongju slowly. "What's up, hyung?" ask Junghwa. "I'll go home first. You wait here until eomma and appa come. Take care Hana, understand! Listen, no?" yongju said as if whispering. Junghwa, who was still very sleepy, just nodded with his eyes closed. "Go home! Let noona take care of me," he replied. "Yes, I'm home!" yongju said leaving Junghwa and me.
Not to forget, in front of the room Yongju also woke Hyunwo to say the same thing. Hyunwo forced himself to get up and move into my room. "Junghwa?" call him wake Junghwa. "Hmm?" suhut Junghwa, without opening his eyes. "I'm going to buy coffee up front. You want?" ask Hyuwon. Junghwa nodded still with his eyes closed. After getting an answer, Hyunwo washed his face in the bathroom, then sauntered away leaving me and Junghwa alone, without any bodyguards to guard because last night, Junghwa felt enough of the three of them were looking after me.
Junghwa fell asleep again in his sleep. Without him knowing, Daehyun who had been scouting the situation, saw Yongju who left and went straight in after Hyunwo also came out of the room. In silence, Daehyun observed me and Junghwa who were very deep and unperturbed. Slowly, he approached me, kissed me on my forehead, then glanced briefly at Junghwa who was sleeping on the sofa. Very carefully, Daehyun stopped the flow of connected infusions in my hand, removed the bottle from his pole and placed it over my stomach. Then, Daehyun started carrying me, intending to take me away somewhere.
The deg! I opened my eyes as my sense of smell caught Daehyun's familiar scent as he carried me. I memorized the fragrance of his body that has been providing warmth for me. I looked him in the face, making sure he was Daehyun. Surprisingly, when I realized the fact that it was Daehyun, I immediately revolted until I almost fell out of his trunk. This time, Junghwa awakens when a surprised Daehyun calls me "honey!" when I almost fell. Junghwa, who had opened his eyes to digest the situation, was finally surprised to see Daehyun.
Seeing Daehyun who was also surprised to see Junghwa wake up, I immediately got down from his sling. I intended to stay away from Daehyun, but Daehyun immediately held me back by catching one of my hands. "Darling!" call him. "Let go!" I said as I pulled my hand with all my might. "Daehyun, you!" junghwa rushed over to us. "Darling, listen to me first!" pinta Daehyun very much pulled my hand, then continued by pulling my waist. "Let go! Don't call me baby again! We have nothing to do!" I said as I turned to beating his chest with one hand because in fact, Daehyun still did not want to let go of my hand held by him.
"No, I don't want us to be apart. Stay by my side. Stay with me. Don't let go of me holding your hand" Daehyun said, releasing her hand to hold me. That's when I pushed him hard, until his embrace came off. I retreated my steps, but Daehyun followed me. "Daehyun, stop you!" junghwa said as he pulled Daehyun's hand. Almost, Junghwa threw a fist at Daehyun again, if only Junghwa did not see me shake my head with a pleading look at him. "Ck!" decih Junghwa is upset while releasing Daehyun violently.
Feeling given a chance, Daehyun came back to me, but I reverted back to my steps. Daehyun was stunned, then smiled painfully looking at me who was avoiding him with an expression of fear. "You remember, before we got engaged, every time you took a step away like this, avoiding me like this, I could only take another step to chase you and that was enough to take your heart," daehyun said with her eyes starting to water.
Seeing the broken-looking Daehyun in front of me, made my eyes water too. "And a thousand times a day, all I repeat is remembering your handsome face that made me fall in love, but everything you did to me remains unforgivable," I returned with tears falling. "You make me happy with your love, but you also hurt me with it. I even had to lose my baby. I don't know, losing it is good or not, but still my heart hurts, Daehyun. You satisfied? Are you satisfied to have ruined me this badly?" I said slowly with tears.
"No, you're wrong. I never intended to hurt you or destroy you like this. I swear, I was framed! I never betrayed you!" daehyun. While Junghwa was watching the two of us, not a second to release his gaze from me. "Stop repeating it. All these reasons are meaningless. Now, leave. I don't want to see you anymore. Thank you for giving me this pain and traumatizing me!" I said as I passed by Daehyun and walked towards Junghwa.
"I told you, I don't want to part!" daehyun said stubbornly while blocking my steps by standing in front of me. "Lord, I have one name for me you give me karma, Kim Daehyun. Now that I know, I hate you!" I said with a cold look and expression directly before him. Daehyun was stunned to hear it, but a moment later she again smiled bitterly, "even you are still amazingly beautiful despite being sworn at me! Don't be like this to me. You know me well, I can't without you. Don't say hate is this easy, as if our relationship is as easy as it's over" she said.
Rather than end up wobbly with his face, I chose to leave him. I deliberately stood behind Junghwa to ask for protection. "You sure you want to be like this?" daehyun asked without turning her body towards us. "You sure you can do it without me? Are you sure you can be alone?" ask Daehyun again. I just kept quiet and didn't answer. "Would you forget me?" daehyun. I didn't answer, and squeezed the end of Junghwa's shirt with my face down.
"Daehyun, stop!" junghwa said as she realized my reaction behind her. "Go, before I do anything to you!" threaten Junghwa's. Unexpectedly and without a fight, Daehyun stepped out of my room without a word. Bruk! I slumped on the floor. I suddenly felt alone after witnessing Daehyun's back disappearing behind the door. I let her go, not knowing that not "get used to being alone" is scarier than anything. I don't know, Daehyun heart sincerely loves me or not. All I know is that my heart aches with all this and I want to end it, until we finally part ways without saying goodbye with regret.
Junghwa crouched down in front of me, staring inside me who was crying in front of him. Slowly, Junghwa grabbed both of my hands that covered my face. I raised my face to stare at him bitterly from my stupidity and my weak heart. "Why is noona crying like this? I feel like I want to take responsibility for all of noona's tears" she said softly. I was stunned as I blinked my eyes at him. Yoke! Junghwa flicked my forehead, "but I don't want her to be this bad! Wash your face there!" said. After doing so, Junghwa immediately stood up and left me out of my room. I gaped with that strange demeanor while stroking my sore forehead. At least, Junghwa managed to make me stop crying. Without me knowing, behind the door of my room, Junghwa was covering his reddened face for not consciously saying his silly words that wanted to be responsible for my tears.
***
In another corner of the room, Daehyun was sitting languidly in a waiting chair. He looked straight at the long hallway he had just walked through with shaky steps. The waiting room that is still quiet because it is too early feels to be bigger with its solitude. "Damn it, I still vividly remember all of our wonderful memories, even every time that I went through with your body! How can I be without you! Is everything we've been through, meaningless? Does everything have to be a memory and a loneliness?" daehyun said in his heart.
"If I can see you again, if you forgive me, if you chase me, I want to show you everything I have, even I'm willing to lose everything for you," daehyun said again while still staring at the end of the hallway, hoping I would appear there. "Do you not know, my heart is beating to hold you tight. I want to tell you everything, I really don't want to lose you. I hope that you will accept this reticence in your arms once more" Daehyun said in his heart.
"Run me, Lee Hana! I love you." said Daehyun, closing his eyes. Daehyun waited for the miracle of my appearance with a lonely and restless heart in a long silence until a voice came to surprise him. "Kim Daehyun's! What are you doing here, huh!" said Mr. Kim who finally managed to find his son who escaped secretly. As a result, Daehyun was brought back home with resignation.
***
A few hours later, Junghwa entered my room. Slowly, Junghwa sat beside me. In silence, he looked at my face that had fallen asleep peacefully after taking the medicine. "Pity.." he murmured very slowly. Unknowingly, Junghwa's hand touched one end of my eye, just wiping the rest of my tears inundated there and suddenly flashed through his mind my beautiful smile. "I shouldn't have underestimated hyung's words to keep noona!" mumbling again.
"It seems, Daehyun really couldn't let go of noona. But I promise I'll protect noona. I won't let Daehyun bother noona anymore. It won't! So, sleep in peace, noona.." she continued, who suddenly gasped when she realized that her hand was touching my cheek. I, who felt his touch, opened my eyes slowly. "Nona? Sorry, did I wake up noona?" junghwa said that feeling guilty had disturbed me.
Seeing me raise my hand that I pointed at him, Junghwa brought his face closer, thinking I wanted to say something. But apparently, he was wrong. Both of my hands grabbed his arm. Realizing that I wanted to wake up, Junghwa helped me by grabbing my back and resting my head on his shoulder. "Noona what do you want? Does noona want a drink?" the question was gentle, but I just kept quiet while opening my eyes. "Is this a dream?" ask me with a loud voice. "No," Junghwa answered briefly.
Slowly, I put my hands around her neck. Junghwa was stunned as I hugged her. He did not even move as he felt my warm breath blowing around his neck. I lay my head on his shoulder, buried my face in the recess of his neck and closed my eyes there. "Is noona asleep?" junghwa asked inwardly when she realized there was no movement at all that I was doing. Slowly and with great care, Junghwa wanted to break down my body, but his already declining back, stopped as I muttered softly, "you're evil!"
"Huh? I'm evil?" junghwa asked confusedly. "Why did you betray me?" lirihku slowly. The deg! Junghwa was stunned for a moment until he realized, "Did noona think I was Daehyun?" thought. Junghwa patted my back gently, trying to calm me down. "I'm sorry. Now, sleep!" he said he pretended to be Daehyun. "No want! If I sleep, you'll leave me!" my mouth started sobbing. "No. I promise, I'll stay here with you until you wake up, okay?" he continued, gently stroking my hair.
"Liar! Hug me! Just hug me for a second! Don't say anything more!" I said again as I straightened my arms until Junghwa jolted because my chest was sticking with his chest. "Oh, now what do I have to do? Did I wake up?" thought, jumpy. "It turns out, Yongju hyung was right, making the man unable to dwell it was indeed your glory! Even when you hold me this tight, I can't resist it. But I'm not like this because I like you! I was just afraid to wake you up" he said in his heart, choosing silence.
Moments later, "Noona?" call Junghwa a little hesitant because I feel that there is no more movement that I am doing. "Darling?" he said slowly to make sure I wasn't delirious anymore. Seeing me not reacting to anything, he let me down slowly. After successfully releasing himself, Junghwa instead of leaving still looked at my face. "Well, why do I like to look at noona more! In the past, I didn't like it when noona left Yongju hyung for Daehyun. But right now, I also don't like to think about it, it's possible that noona is back at Yongju hyung!" thought.
