The Ultimate Soulmate's

If You Will Lose Me

Grab! Daehyun pulled my hand and immediately kissed me in the public, no matter the action became a spectacle of the crowd. I, who had been stunned by his actions, pushed Daehyun roughly. "What oppa did, huh! If oppa wants to play, just find Sooyun or another girl who wants to play with oppa! Don't you ever dare touch me again!" I snapped with a full fury and was as indifferent as all those here heard it. "Dear, relax! Oppa will resolve this issue as soon as possible. Oppa will have Sooyun abort her womb and we will still get married" Daehyun said, cupping my face with both hands.

I brushed off Daehyun's hand violently and looked at him pushyly. "What is oppa? Abort the contents? What a crazy oppa! What oppa thinks, I still want to marry oppa after all this?" I snore harder. "Whatchu mean? You want to cancel our wedding?" asked Daehyun who caught my hand so I wouldn't run away. I tried to let go of the grip of his hand, but Daehyun tightened his grip even more.

"Darling, oppa swore, oppa never betrayed you! Ever since we got engaged, dear is the only woman who oppa loves" Daehyun assured me. "Then, how could Sooyun conceive an oppa child? Now answer me, did Oppa sleep with her again after getting engaged to me?" my many. Daehyun fell silent, not knowing what to say. "My answer!" my snapping. Daehyun nodded slowly, without daring to look me in the eye directly. I closed my eyes, with a sick heart like being stabbed by a sword.

"But oppa was framed! Oppa only loves you," said Daehyun, holding both hands. "Where? Whahuh? Show me! Where is that love? I can't see it! I can't touch her! I can't feel it! I can't hear it! I can, but just a word and I can't do anything with that word!" I said looking at Daehyun with a broken heart.

"Whatever Oppa says now, it's too late" I said, letting go of his grasp. "Darling, don't do this!" pinta Daehyun hugged me for fear that I would leave and leave. "Now it's done. Unhand me! Oppa must be responsible for oppa's actions. Why else would oppa hold me? Release!" I said while still trying to let go of Daehyun's hand that hugged me. "Yes, I don't want to marry a fuckboy like you! I hate you, Kim Daehyun!" I continued by shouting at the end of the sentence with tears coming out.

Instead of letting go of me, Daehyun kissed my lips again to calm me down, who was already hysterical. Plakk! One slap I slapped into the face of his slap that always filled my attention all this time. Daehyun was stunned while looking at me in disbelief. "Darling, did you slap oppa?" he said slowly as he felt his cheeks that felt hot. "Have I been just a toy to you? Just like your cheap girls out there? Then why are you proposing to me, even promising to marry me, huh?" I said with a trembling voice looking at Daehyun who had bowed her face from not being able to see the hatred in my eyes that were soaked in tears.

"Miss!" call the newly arrived Junghwa, followed by Seojun and Namgil. "Come, home. Just leave him!" added Junghwa. "Hana, stop! Come on, let's go home first!" persuade Seojun, hooking his hand on my arm to take me away from Daehyun. "Seojun hyung, right, Hana! We'll talk about it at home!" added Namgil. The three men only focused on me, without caring for Daehyun who was standing listlessly. The three wanted to take me away, but I brushed Seojun off.

"Look at me!" I said quietly to Daehyun. "Look at me, Kim Daehyun! I'm like a fool who loves you and gives everything for you, hoping you keep your promise to marry, but you impregnate another woman!" I continued very hard. I cried out hysterically in front of everyone with my body slumped on the floor. It felt like all parts of my body had fallen from heights, shattered to shreds, scattered and separated without direction. The mounting anger made me lose control even more. "How can you do all this to me? How can! You took everything from me! Our relationship has come so far!" I said as I clenched my two hands that supported my body on the floor firmly.

"Noona, relax!" jonghwa immediately hugged me. "Daehyun, why are you quiet! Do something!" namgil who was also confused what to do. "No! Don't make Hana even more hysterical! Go first!" sela Seojun held back Daehyun who wanted to approach me. "Take me off, hyung! I have to finish everything!" answer Daehyun. "You, let go of Hana!" daehyun said, pushing Junghwa to the floor. "Dear, relax! Don't be like this! Oppa make sure everything will be fine. Stop crying! We go home first, okay? Whatever you love, oppa's gonna do, okay?" persuade Daehyun gently.

Hearing him, I raised my face and looked at Daehyun sharply. "Then, give me back the way I was before I met you! Can you do it? Because of you, I became ruined like this! You ruined my life, Kim Daehyun!" I said with my trembling lips. "I want to cancel our wedding. I don't want you anymore. I can't do it anymore. It sucks! Please, don't give me any more reason to stay married to you!" I continued with a voice that was starting to stabilize.

"No want! Honey, you can't do this! Oppa will assume not to hear it. Oppa only loves you and will only marry you. Come, awake! We're going home now!" said Daehyun who tried to rebuff, while helping me stand up. Again, I brushed off Daehyun's hand. I don't think it's okay if those dirty hands touch my skin again. "Ck! Everything you say is like a mask that hides the truth and ends up just tearing me apart. Do you think I still believe it?" I said grin. Daehyun did not answer. He chose silence because he did not want to argue with me anymore.

Daehyun still stubbornly invited me home by pulling me. I managed to escape, after biting his hand to the point of bleeding. I ran away from those who were chasing me. I ran while crying, not caring about my surroundings at all. "Miss!" jeered Junghwa, as the sound of the car's brakes squeaked long. I took a quick breath when I realized that almost a car had grabbed my body. Unknowingly, I had already dashed out of the airport. I don't know what would happen, if this pair of hands that were hugging me was late in grabbing me.

The hunting breath from the owner of the hand, blew in my ear, along with the two of our heartbeats that spurred, as if to put each other down. "What a crazy darling! You're gonna die, huh!" snapped Daehyun loudly after turning my body to face him. The sound of her snapping seemed to pierce my chest and increasingly make my chest tight. "Yes, am I crazy, satisfied?! You're driving me crazy! I hate all this! I hate you! So get rid of this filthy hand of yours!" I shouted right in front of Daehyun's face.

"Let go!" I said coldly. "Please go finish your business with Sooyun. I can't accept any of this anymore. It's too painful for me. You should marry her, not me!" I continued without moving because it hurt too much to say it. "No! I'm not going to marry her. I'm just gonna marry you! Honey, I beg you, forgive me.." pinta Daehyun without letting me go. "I told you, I hate you!" I said with tears that I could not stand.

"No. I love you and I know you love me too. You don't hate me!" sahut Daehyun was stubborn. "I hate you!" ulaku again. "I hate you, Kim Daehyun!" I continued full of emphasis, like my heart was firmly depressed when I said it. "I'm sorry.." said Daehyun who finally shed her tears for the first time in front of a woman and it was me. "I need you! We need each other! You can't lie to me by pretending to hate me!" continued.

"Yes, I'm in love with you. Yes, I need you. Yes, I can't be away from you. But that was before you hurt me this deep. Now, let me go. I'm tired." I said in a voice that had begun to weaken because I was tired. Seeing me getting weaker, Junghwa, Seojun and Namgil helped me. Seojun and Namgil let go of Daehyun's hand which hugged my leg and held Daehyun. Junghwa took over my body, embracing me.

"Why do I feel like I'm in love alone? Why am I hurt alone like this? Why do I give you a chance until I feel like I need you? Though I already knew, it was possible that I would get hurt like this." I muttered and sobbed back. "Noona, come on, don't cry anymore! You're beautiful, but you're so ugly when you cry!" said Junghwa trying to cheer me up. "We're home, huh? Look, noona's body is already trembling like this. It seemed, noona was very cold," he continued softly.

I just kept quiet without responding to Junghwa's attempts to comfort me because suddenly my head felt like it was going round and round. Daehyun who managed to escape from Seojun and Namgil, came back to me and Junghwa. Daehyun realized that both of my eyes were slowly getting smoother and my body was getting down and down, to the point that my body was drooping in the embrace of Junghwa, as my consciousness began to decline.

"Until the end, I was just a stupid girl in your eyes." I said as Daehyun cupped my pale face, before my two eyes that stared at his panicked looking face, closed perfectly. "Darling! Awake, darling! Don't scare me! Honey, I beg you!" daehyun said as he patted my cheek. "Stop! Where are you going to hurt noona, huh!" junghwa brushed off Daehyun's hand.

"Shut up! It's all because of you! If you hadn't interfered with my business, Hana wouldn't be like this!" fight Daehyun. "Whatever I do, I cannot help it! That's for sure, my heart aches knowing you're just playing noona!" sahut Junghwa's. Daehyun and Junghwa focused on their debate without listening to Seojun who had since asked Junghwa to take me home, as if Seojun was just talking to himself. While Namgil said nothing but looked at me, the girl who left him for Daehyun, with a slick look.

***

Junghwa and Seojun brought me home, along with Namgil and Daehyun who also followed. Junghwa had already banned Daehyun from entering and expelled him, but Daehyun remained stubborn and chose to wait for me to come to my senses. "Please, wakeup! I swear I'll treat my darling well after this!" daehyun said alone as she clasped my hand and kissed him. The worried look on his face was still not gone.

Daehyun turned her seat, facing the window of my room. His head ached with all the unexpected today. Daehyun looked out the window, looking at the blue sky and the shady sun. The test! A speck of water fell down on the floor as he sewn the two spaces between his eyebrows with a slight bow to his handsome face. Tears that came back out when his heart admitted that all this was wrong. Daehyun wiped the edge of his eyes, but suddenly his attention shifted when he realized that I had changed position to back him. Actually, I woke up when Daehyun turned his seat around. I even saw him when he shed tears.

Daehyun again turned her seat towards me and was intending to hug me, but her hand came to a halt when she realized my back was shaking violently. Daehyun knew, I came back crying without a sound, hiding my tears from her. "Stop crying." she said slowly. "Say, what do I do to stop crying and forgive me?" he continued that sounded resigned and did not dare to touch me. "So, my tears are even more noticeable?Why you? Why should you? Why can't I leave you?" I said slowly when I found out, Daehyun realized my crying.

Daehyun was silent without a sound, just looking at my back. "Just tell me, you really want to end our relationship! You want to break up! You don't love me anymore! You don't want to marry me!" daehyun said in his heart and did not have the courage to say it directly. "If it is, if it should all end like this, give me my last gift! That I may never return to you forever. Say it again honestly, if you want me to marry another woman! If you're willing to let me go! If you're really willing to lose me!" the door with a vibrating voice.