The Ultimate Soulmate's

I'll Leave Everything to You to Continue

While the others were busy preparing a live broadcast for Yongju and Junghwa, a commotion broke out in my room. I who was pensive, suddenly hysterical again when eomma lowered the curtain in my room, just allowing the light to shine on my dark face. Ever since I found out that I had a miscarriage, my engagement and Daehyun's aborted, Sooyun who was evidently pregnant with Daehyun's child, as well as the two of them who were about to get married, my mind was completely muddled and foggy.

I was shaken and for some reason, I suddenly felt afraid to see the sunlight as the curtain opened. I'm afraid to face tomorrow. Afraid to make sure tomorrow I really lost the figure of Daehyun, his love and attention. I am afraid because even today I have lost the fruit of our love. I who got a panic attack, was forced to calm the doctor with a sedative injection. I cried along with me who was panting like I was out of breath until the sedative worked in my bloodstream and kept me closed in my eomma embrace.

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"What's wrong?" junghwa asked Yongju who looked dreamy ever since the two of them finished broadcasting. "There's nothing. I was just wondering if I made a mistake today. I also guessed how the public would respond" replied Yongju. Junghwa opened his mouth and intended to say "i don't care!" as usual, but Yongju interrupted him first. "But I'm still happy with what happened today. At least, I was satisfied to beat up that bastard," he continued smiling with satisfaction.

"Then, I'm also happy for making hyung happy!" Junghwa. "What do you mean?" asked Yongju confusedly. "What else? If it wasn't me, who would have exposed Daehyun's mistake! At least I helped separate them, didn't I?" answer Junghwa. Yongju smile. "Yes, you're great!" praise it half-heartedly. Junghwa smiled arrogantly, but then glanced at Yongju, "Does hyung still like noona?" tanyanya doubt. "I mean, it seems, noona really already loves Daehyun. Even they've been.." he continued stifled. Junghwa noticed the expression on Yongju's face that was silent without answering any questions from him. The expression of his face did not change, only his gaze that he lowered. Yongju remained silent and simply replied in his heart, "In fact, I still hold the feeling that is still left behind!"

After a heavy sigh, Yongju stood up from his seat, walked towards the window and looked out behind his curtain. "Junghwa, every time after the concert, when the audience had gone home, I was standing on an empty stage that was still hot. For some reason, I'm afraid of that emptiness" he said slowly. "I also don't understand my complex feelings, like I'm living in a life or death crisis. Like I had to choose my career or my feelings for her. While I know, this feeling of mine will not be able to continue, but I also can't pretend as if I'm numb" she said. "It's not the first time I've tried to forget it. I always thought it was just a matter of time until I got used to it without loving it. You know, I tried to hide it myself, but I still couldn't" he continued, smiling bitterly at the end of his sentence.

Silent, the atmosphere became even colder with Yongju's blank look. "I always try to comfort myself by telling myself that a perfect world does not exist and that I am not destined to have it. That rose will forever not be mine" said Yongju as his gaze grew more and more blank. "Over this time, I shamelessly kept telling myself to forcefully possess it. To try harder to make it mine. Even if the world says my efforts won't last forever, I will continue to endure" he said with his eyes wide open.

A few minutes passed, there was only silence created until unexpectedly the slightest by Junghwa, Yongju suddenly said something that did not make any sense at all. "Junghwa, if one day I die, I want to donate all my organs to patients at this hospital" Yongju said. Suddenly, Junghwa turned to Yongju, "Did hyung want to kill himself?" he asked with a look of shock. Not only was Junghwa surprised, Yongju was surprised by Junghwa's question. "Omong empty! You think I'm a loser!" yongju Bent.

"Why are you talking like that?" junghwa. Even now he was already standing in front of Yongju. "My eyes, if! If I'm alive now, forget it, what a hard time!" sahut Yongju relax. Junghwa stared in wonder at his hyung. "Gosh, here!" yongju said as he threw a leaflet about the blood donation he found on a shelf near the window where he was standing. "So, hyung was silent, reading this? Not crying?" asked Junghwa who was suddenly getting annoyed.

"Do you think, I'm that crybaby!" yongju Snarled. "Ck, hyung doesn't know what kind of drunk hyung is!" sahut Junghwa. "I thought I thought I thought of Noona. Apparently, even thinking of dying!" his gerrick. "But I'm not wrong, right, everyone dies when the time comes?" sahut Yongju is defending. "Yes, then if hyung dies, will donate all the organs, right? All right, I'll tell Seojun hyung as the owner of this hospital. But it seems, that hyung brain will not be accepted because it is too spare change!" sahut Junghwa, nagging. "God! You should know that my brain is a genius!" yongju Sahut does not accept. For a moment, Yongju seemed to be at a loss for words seeing Junghwa who dared to nag him.

"If I really die, you have to look after Hana for me!" yongju said, once again surprising Junghwa. "What else is this? Why are you talking nonsense? Anyway, why should I? If hyung really wants to take care of noona, take care of it yourself! Hyung is quite alive, do not have to talk to death everything. Who would bother to take care of that spoiled girl? I'm his bodyguard!" namel Junghwa again. Yongju glared, making Junghwa speechless. "If I say you, yes you! Don't argue!" yongju said with his deep voice that seemed cold. "Rather than handing Hana over to another man, I'd rather hand her over to my own sister, wouldn't I?" yongju continued to relax.

Junghwa frowned because he did not understand the meaning of the way the hyung said this time. "But still, why should I?" ask Junghwa again with his upset face. The plot! Yongju snapped at Junghwa's head, "Don't ask too many questions!" his orders while cuefully starting to walk out of the room. Junghwa was silent on the spot as he stroked his aching head as a result of his brother's fate. Upon reaching the doorway, Yongju stopped his steps and turned to Junghwa, "Please, I beg you!" he said with a sweet smile. Looking at Junghwa who was silent and flabbergasted, Yongju again said, "Take this your hyung's first request, understand!" he said as he continued his steps, leaving Junghwa in his confusion.

After being caught off guard by his confusion, Junghwa chose to run after the smiling Yongju as Junghwa caught up with him. "Junghwa, come on, let's wander through this labyrinth. We will be young forever. Even if I fall and get hurt or die, you have to keep running in hope towards the dream, continuing our dream!" yongju said as he put his arm around his sister's shoulder. "Please continue my steps to get it. My dream, as well as my love, I leave it to you to continue," Yongju continued inwardly.