The Ultimate Soulmate's

This Time, I'm Defeating for You

The sound of footsteps, slowly entered my room. With his white hands tracing one by one the neatly arranged rows of albums on the bookshelf in my room, until his fingers pulled an album from the arrangement. The first sheet of the album began to open the memories, leaning his tired body on the window of my room. Each page, engraved a sweet smile as sweet as sugar that adorns the face of his handsome. Until his attention was shifted on the arrival of a car in my yard. His two fingers flanked the window curtain blocking his view, figuring out who had come. Then, that sweet smile turned bland.

"So are you happy now?" muttered. "Finally, now you're happy, aren't you? Look, that beautiful smile of yours! And yet, what am I? It seems, I think, I'm the only one lost here!" he continued smiling bitterly. Yongju closed the album in his hand and returned it to the place where he took it, just as his heart was trying to get me out of it and return me to where I should be. "Hana, you're evil! In the past, you came as you pleased to say love to me, and now leave me who already loved you, without excuse. You know, I don't want to love something like this!" yongju said in his heart as he left my room.

My sweet vacation and Daehyun's over. Outside the house, it was getting dark when Daehyun drove me home after traveling in fond memories with him for the past week in Singapore. I also came home with a happy smile. Daehyun took out my suitcase from the trunk of his car, then slightly glanced at me who was still standing next to his car, not intending to step my foot into the house. "Why is my dear staying there? Come in first. It's cold here" he said.

Daehyun walked towards me while pulling and my suitcase in her hand. Arriving in front of me who was smiling sweetly waiting for him, he cleared the snow stuck to the top of my head, "Come, come in!" he said while taking my hand and intending to hold her. However, I did not budge in the slightest, so he turned his face back, looking at me in surprise. "Darling?" call him. Daehyun turned her body to face me who was smiling nosily at her.

Just now that Daehyun wanted to open his mouth again to invite me inside, I cupped his face with both hands, then pulled and kissed him gently. Daehyun who had been surprised, long returned my kiss. Even his hand took off my suitcase and pulled my waist tight. So did my two hands that were already coiled around his neck. With just one move, Daehyun lifted my body and carried me.

Still in the fused lip link under the orange sun, Daehyun turned his body slowly, taking me dancing shadowless amidst the snow that fell earlier in the year with the warmth of his pawn. What a beautiful happiness. As if, there would be no fixed separation that would separate the two of us. As if, the two of us will always meet in good memories, forever, like the romance of two young people who will never age.

"Does my dear not allow oppa to enter? Or else not allowing oppa to come home?" daehyun asked after releasing our link. I shook my head spoiled. Daehyun chuckled at him. Without lowering me, he set foot on my door. "Should we continue in the room?" whispered. I slapped his back, "Aren't oppa afraid of oppa's in-laws?" my answer. Hearing the words of the in-laws, Daehyun stopped his steps, "Is dear afraid of oppa's in-laws? Should the oppa alienate to a small island so that our in-laws have nothing to disturb our love, hmm?" daehyun said jokingly. I pinched Daehyun's back, "Don't fuck around!" I said, but Daehyun shook his head. "By my dear, oppa always wants to mess around!" say it with his naughty eyebrows. "Snake!" I said as I pinched his nose.

We smiled together, and Daehyun dropped me off right at the door. I took her hand, took her by the hand and led her into my house with a smile. "I am happy with you and I hope all this happiness will be eternal" I hope in my heart. Without me, there is no eternity in this world. So is a relationship. As solid and beautiful as any relationship is built, it will only be a sand castle if there is no red rope of God that strengthens it.

Without me knowing anyway, maybe tomorrow or whenever it is, a breakup that I never imagined at all, is lurking me like a suratan of destiny that will bring disaster in my life. If today I smile happily, maybe tomorrow I will cry. I don't know who knows tomorrow. Even a second later, no one knew. Neither I nor Daehyun were happy, nor was Yongju hurt.

I don't know, if I can still hold Daehyun's hand up to the front of the wedding altar, which in order to reach it, I let go of Yongju's hand which had never let go of his. Or will I lose both? I don't know, but if that happens, I'll welcome each morning with longing. Each other went through eternity in loneliness and could only wait for a promise to meet again.

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After stepping inside the house, I was surprised to see Yongju walking down the stairs. I turned my gaze towards Junghwa who was passing behind him. "Noona, are you home?" said Junghwa who directly walked towards me, ahead of Yongju who was walking leisurely. "You guys here?" I asked as I let go of my hand. "Where's my order?" ask Junghwa. "Ah, it's in the suitcase. The suitcase is still outside" I replied, pointing to the door. Unasked, Junghwa came out to bring my suitcase. While I watched Daehyun and Yongju who were silent to each other.

"Yongju oppa, where's eomma and appa?" I asked Yongju. "Eomma accompanies Appa to meet clients in Busan. Hence, appa asked me and Junghwa to stay here to wait for you to come home" Yongju replied. He looked at my face with his furrowed forehead. "Are you not feeling well? You ill? Why is your face pale?" he asked as he moved closer to me. Hearing him, Daehyun also turned his face to my face and then he realized that Yongju's words were true.

"No, I'm not sick. Just a little dizzy," I replied as I stepped back as Yongju's hand wanted to touch my forehead. Yongju retracted his hand because now it was Daehyun's hand that touched my forehead. "No fever" said Daehyun. "If you're tired, take a break" Yongju said as he walked towards the kitchen. Yongju opened the refrigerator, occasionally glancing at me and Daehyun. "Oppa also go home and rest" I told Daehyun. "Alright, oppa's coming home. We'll meet again. Rest up!" daehyun said as he kissed my forehead, then smiled.

Looking at my familiar spirit, Yongju asked, "is this the time?" For a moment I was silent before answering him, then nodded slowly after confirming it. Yongju suddenly carried me and led me to my room. I draped both my hands to Yongju's neck tightly, while hiding my grimacing face in the recess of his neck. At first, Daehyun wanted to get angry, but when Yongju told him to open the door to my room and told Junghwa to get me a glass of warm water, the two simply obeyed Yongju's orders.

Arriving at my room, Yongju lowered me down and led me to sit on the side of the bed. "Oppa, this hurts!" I said slowly while squeezing my stomach. Yongju crouched down in front of me, while Daehyun looked confused seeing me in pain. Yongju stroked me gently and as usual, it made me a little more comfortable. "Hey, what are you doing?" daehyun asked as he caught Yongju's hand. "What's? I just want to ease the pain and calm Hana down. Then you're the only one doing it!" yongju said coldly as he moved away.

"What do you mean?" daehyun asked not to understand. "Darling, why does your stomach hurt? Do we need to go to the hospital?" tanyanya took over Yongju's position. "no need. Relax, it's not as bad as you're worried about. The pain will pass after Hana takes her medicine" Yongju said. "But actually, Hana's sick?" asked Daehyun who remained worried, especially now that I had changed my position to curl up on the bed while hugging the bolster. "Darling, does it hurt so much? We're going to the hospital, okay?" daehyun said while stroking my hair. Yongju let out a long sigh before answering Daehyun's question. "It's always like this when you're menstruating!" answer Yongju.

"Hyung, this is the warm water" said Junghwa, who had just entered my room. "Let it there. I'll get the painkillers. After drinking it, Hannah would fall asleep. Hana wake! Put on your sanitary napkin first" Yongju said as he began to touch the drawer, where I kept my medicine and sanitary napkins. Not only were Daehyun and Junghwa speechless, but Yongju himself was also speechless after realizing that he still remembered all the things related to me. "Gosh, what am I doing!" he thought with his hand that stopped pulling the drawer. "I haven't forgotten a single thing about you. Even after some time we parted and when you hugged me earlier, it was still the same warmth as before!" he thought as he reopened the drawer.

Daehyun was annoyed to hear Yongju's words, and saw Yongju's attention firsthand, but he ignored her and chose to lie down next to me and began stroking my stomach as Yongju had done earlier. "Hana, why is the drawer empty?" yongju asked, turning around. His gaze turned soft as he looked at the affection Daehyun showed in front of him. Junghwa looked at Yongju as well.

During the last time, the two brothers have shared the sad story of the hyung's love clapping one hand. "Patience, hyung! I just hope, there's no sad ending between you guys!" Junghwa. "Honey, he said the drawer was empty" Daehyun told me. "Hmm, it seems like it's running out," I replied slowly while enduring the pain. "Oppa, can oppa please buy me a pad?" I turned to look at Daehyun."Huh? That is, oppa himself who bought it, what was his name? A bandage?" daehyun asked in disbelief and I nodded slowly with a clear face.

"Buy in a mini market near here!" I said. "Honey, how could you love to tell oppa to buy a sanitary pad? There will be a lot of people looking there! Isn't that a girl's thing? Definitely located... Would you like to be seen by many other girls?" daehyun said, smiling with force. "Just a second!" spoiled whinekku. "Alright, if dear is willing, oppa buy it now. But kiss first!" daehyun continued, pointing at one of his cheeks. Not that, obeying Daehyun, I was even annoyed to see the behavior of the mode.

"Junghwa, you buy it!" I told Junghwa. "Why me? Not want! The shame! Later laugh, idol time buy pads!" sahut Junghwa, but seeing me pout, "How about buying it with noona? I'll just accompany you later. If it hurts, I'll hold it, "he continued. "Let oppa buy it," said Yongju after rolling his eyes panted when he heard the reason of the two men earlier. Yongju walked up to me and asked, "What brand? What length? Who wears wings or not? Did you guys buy him a cure for his pain?"

I nodded spoiled. "Thank you, Yongju oppa! Oppa is the best!" I said as I glanced in annoyance at Daehyun who also seemed annoyed at seeing Yongju's attention towards me. "Wait, let me go buy it!" daehyun said while waking up. Yongju looked at Daehyun's astonishment. "Are you jealous?" yongju asked without further ado and left Daehyun speechless to answer. Yongju chuckled at Daehyun's reply which read from his facial expression. "I'm the one who bought it and you're with Hana or do you want it the other way around?" yongju said as he began to step on his feet.

"Hana, in return, make a coffee oppa, okay?" yongju shouted in front of my room. "Me too!" junghwa said with a big smile. "All right, I'll make it," I said. Daehyun looked at me and Junghwa alternately. "What's? You didn't know that Noona was good at making coffee?" junghwa said to Daehyun. "I don't like coffee!" sahut Daehyun. "Pity! Noona coffee is the best!" junghwa said softly while sitting himself in my study chair. "Why are you still here?" ask Daehyun. "Indeed, why? Can't you?" ask Junghwa. "Go there! Just bother people!" daehyun.

"Whisper! You two, can be quiet no, anyway! Just been peaceful for a while, start making a fuss again! Why are you three so hard to get along with?" grumbling. The two of them chose to keep their mouths shut, until Yongju came to bring me my order. The three of them were busy helping me. Daehyun led me all the way to the bathroom, Yongju and Junghwa prepared medicine and drank it for me. I silently watched the three men in my room, "This just got along!" my words made the three of them look at me at the same time. "Every time you meet, it's always been like a nightmare to me! If it's like this, isn't it peaceful?" I continued with a sweet smile.

The three threw eyes at each other, then tried to keep their mouths shut so as not to ruin my mood again. "Alright, this time I'm giving up on you!" said the three of them in each other's hearts without my knowledge. "Hopefully in the future, the three of them can be close because I don't want to lose any of them. But if this wish of mine is just a nightmare like before, I don't want to wake up forever from today!" my thinking.