The Ultimate Soulmate's

On Top of Two Hearts That Are Cracked

The heavy rain made my ankles start to sink in the rain that was inundated on the uneven road. After the arm that was wearing the bracelet pulled me into his arms, my eyes began to sink back into the tears that I had been holding back. I cried so much in his arms that it felt so comfortable. Whether because I was cold or indeed a very comfortable embrace, I hugged him tightly when I felt the warmth in it. "Stay loving me like this forever because I don't feel alone when you stay by my side. Please, stay by my side forever" I said inwardly as if praying to the Creator that I would never lose this warm embrace.

Besides the warmth I got, I also enjoyed the scent of her body. A distinctive aroma that calms me as I inhale it again and again. "Is this perfume?" my thinking. "The smell is soft as the smell of a baby!" thought again. The deg! It was only then that I realized, "he's not Yongju oppa!" my thinking.

***

Meanwhile, a few minutes earlier, the sound of the clock seconds in Daehyun's room sounded as if they were in an empty room. And at the same time, there was a raging rain that touched the roof. After finishing his bath and getting dressed, Daehyun stared silently at the clock on his wall. He still hesitates if he should come after me or not. His pride was too expensive to do so, but his heart had also since been unable to calm down thinking about it. It took a while for Daehyun to regain his car keys. Finally, Daehyun left using my hand-drawn coat for the first time as well as our engagement ring which I unknowingly missed on the resort bed earlier this afternoon. The memorable memory of the incident this afternoon came back to her mind and seeped into her lentic fingers that were clutching my ring. "I'll never let you go!" said.

While outside Daehyun's house, without feeling, the night has begun to appear in this Seoul city. Yongju and Junghwa have circled the street around Daehyun's house several times to check if Daehyun and I have gone home. "Come on, hyung, let's just go! What time is it, it's too late!" Junghwa. "alright. Here, please keep this bracelet for me. It was in a hurry that I forgot to let go" Yongju said, handing Junghwa a bracelet. "Cool bracelet! Just for me, yeah!" sahut Junghwa's. "Don't! That's Hana's gift. I'm not gonna give it to you!" yongju. "Ck, then why don't you just wear it that important?!" satir Junghwa with his manyun lips. "Keep it first! I'm afraid I'll lose it at the concert" Yongju replied. Junghwa put the bracelet in his jacket pocket, "Ah, hyung, I'll put it on first, okay? I'm afraid I'll fall into a mess if I keep it in my pocket" Junghwa and Yongju said, nodding their heads.

When Yongju turned his car around and tried to give up looking for me, he went to the airport like Junghwa had told him to. However, Yongju suddenly saw me walking at the end of the same road. At the end of the road, with a puddle of rain that was like a small mirror as I walked while looking down, the gaze of Yongju who wanted to make sure it was me, was me, blocked by Hyuwon who crossed the street with his umbrella. Until I fell down to be the last sight of Yongju. "Hana! Is he tripping?" he said he was surprised when he immediately drove his car to get to me.

After pulling his car over on the side of the road, not far from where I was, Yongju saw my slightly bleeding knee. He rushes to open the door, but when one foot gets out of the car, he closes the door again. "What's wrong?" junghwa asked confusedly. "Junghwa, you go there! Wear an umbrella too and give it to Hana! Why are you quiet? Hurry on! I have to go to the airport now!" his orders. "Didn't hyung himself look for noona? Why don't you just give me the umbrella?" junghwa grumbled again while taking the umbrella in Yongju's hand. "Because it hurts." - said Yongju slowly. "Yes, yeah. I'm leaving!" suhut Junghwa came out with his umbrella, while Yongju only observed the situation in front of him from inside his car. "Yes, it hurts without you. I'm like a chair with odd legs, limping!" muttered.

Yongju frowned when he saw Hyuwon, a man he did not know, helping me wake up. Yongju was trying to digest what he saw, including my appearance that looked soaked and chaotic. He was confused when he saw Namgil get out of the car that stopped in front of me. "Actually, what happened?" muttered. Then, he who was just acting as a spectator, was surprised when suddenly Junghwa hugged me in front of his eyes. Curiosity finally defeated Min Yongju. He intended to follow out, but before the car door opened, he was again surprised by the appearance of Daehyun who ran beside his car and passed him towards me and Junghwa.

Without anyone noticing, Daehyun parked his car right behind Yongju's car when he saw my figure from a distance and when he saw me being hugged by another man, his anger was re-ignited. Moreover, the umbrella that Junghwa was wearing, was so small for both of us, that our bodies were so close to shelter underneath, as I tightened my arms around the thin body with the scent of the baby. The sight that was seen in Daehyun's eyes, was like an island in a cold world and there was only me and Junghwa, both inside sharing warmth. "I'm jealous again, Hana!" muttered.

Daehyun who had reached behind Junghwa, immediately grabbed the umbrella that shaded me and Junghwa, then threw it into any place. Daehyun immediately pulled my hand to go under the umbrella he was carrying, also into his arms rather than the embrace of Junghwa who came to paddle me first. Daehyun who originally wanted to get angry, so shut up when she saw me who was soaking wet. Daehyun hugged my shoulder to get closer to her when she saw the rain still hitting my left shoulder.

Looking at Daehyun's face again, making me suddenly feel burdened again by the memories of last day, I lowered my head. Then, I realized something, "Did he rush after me until he didn't have time to put his shoelaces on!" my thinking. My attention turned to the umbrella Junghwa that Daehyun had thrown earlier, coincidentally the umbrella moved towards me after being blown by the wind that was blowing around us. Seeing that no one picked up the umbrella, I picked it up and held the umbrella up for Junghwa who was still standing silently looking at me and Daehyun with an angry look.

"Junghwa, this is your umbrella!" I said, handing over the umbrella to Junghwa. "Take, hurry! You'll be soaked later!" I continued while reaching for his hand to put the umbrella algae in his hand. The srekk! Junghwa instead pulled my hand again until I switched from Daehyun's embrace, back to Junghwa's embrace. "What'sthis? What have you done to Noona?" asked Junghwa who sounded angry at Daehyun. As Junghwa approached me earlier, he became more and more aware of my chaotic appearance, especially when I was walking in the rain.

As I approached, Junghwa saw a wound on my knee. Then, from a closer distance, as Junghwa stood around me, he saw the scars on both of my wrists, as well as my white skin that left reddish patches that grew blue. Moreover, I cried as much as I could, as he hugged me earlier. "What'sthis? Why does my heart ache to see a noona like this? Is it because I have already considered noona like my own noona and become accustomed to the existence of noona by my side? I can't see noona crying alone in the rain like this!" Junghwa.

"Junghwa, what do you mean?" yongju's voice suddenly made me freeze again. Finally, what I was most afraid of, came as well. At first I was breathing a sigh of relief, because the one who was seducing me was not Yongju, but Junghwa, "it turns out, there is indeed him here!" my thinking. Looking at me who was silent looking towards Yongju, Junghwa said, "noona, I just want noona to know, since this afternoon hyung was looking for you and when hyung saw noona raining here, he said, hyung can't let noona go like this, so hyung told me to give this umbrella to noona."

"Junghwa, quiet!" yongju said as he poked at Junghwa with the umbrella he was carrying. The frightened me saw Yongju, coming back to shed tears. I don't know how many tears my eyes have become one with a puddle of rain, like the tears of heaven that fall to earth. The moon shining on the stars that covered the clouds, plus the quiet sound of the shoes along the way, made me turn around uneasily, a very clear feeling reflected in my movements. Even my visible shadow was afraid to see Yongju looking at me suspiciously. "Oppa, let's go home!" I said slowly as I walked towards Daehyun, without daring to raise my face in front of Yongju.

"Are we going to split up like this in the end? You still haven't answered Junghwa's question! What have you done to Hana?" yongju said coldly stopping Daehyun's move that was taking me away. "It's none of your business!" daehyun replied no less coldly. I quickly thought of an answer that was drawn in my mind, "Oppa, I'm fine. Stop worrying about me!" said lying. "Do you think you're good at lying to me?! Lee Hana, answer honestly!" said Yongju who already looked angry.

If Junghwa was innocent, thinking I had already beaten Daehyun, not with Yongju who knew what was on my skin. I bit my lower lip, holding all the raging feelings in my chest. "Lee Hana!" yongju snarled loudly. Seeing me who still did not dare to answer, Yongju took off the umbrella in his hand and directly walked over to Daehyun. Bugh! Yongju punched Daehyun in the face. "Suckers! What have you done to Hana, huh!" ask Yongju again. From everything he saw, he could already guess the answer.

Daehyun tried to retaliate against Yongju's attack, but the attack hit my face that ran to protect Yongju. "Darling! Hannah! Noona!" they said the three of them were in unison. Daehyun rushed to hug me, "sorry, oppa unintentionally! Does pain? No, this must be sick. Here, oppa look. Honey, I'm sorry oppa. Why does love stop him?" daehyun said in panic. "Don't hit Yongju oppa! Yongju oppa will be performing for the concert!" I answered while grimacing in pain. "Are you stupid! You were thinking about an oppa concert! Here, let oppa see. Bloody, no?" yongju said approaching me, but Daehyun further distanced me from Yongju's reach. "Don't come any closer! If you hadn't hit me, Hana wouldn't have gotten hurt like this!" he blamed Yongju. "You hit noona yourself!" sahut Junghwa defending Yongju.

"Three of you, stop! When are the four of us going to rain like this?" I snapped loudly and instantly made the three of them shut up. "Oppa, let's just go home!" take me to Daehyun. "And Yongju oppa, oppa go home! Doesn't oppa have to go for an oppa concert?" I told Yongju. "And you, Junghwa, thank you for giving me the umbrella. But you wear it for you. Let me wear Daehyun oppa's umbrella" I said with a smile. "We've got oppa, it's bigger than hers!" yongju said, handing over his umbrella. I smiled blandly at her, without welcoming her.

"Yes, the umbrella that grew big, like the distance that I had to and the oppa guard," I said, smiling bitterly at Yongju, with my tears returning. "Don't cry like that! You know, oppa loves you even more if you see you like this!" yongju said suddenly. "What?" said Daehyun who was annoyed to hear it. "Give me an eternal promise, that oppa will stop loving me after today because I belong to Daehyun and that is my answer!" I said that instantly made Yongju who understood my point, immediately shut up. I left while pulling Daehyun and, leaving the heartbroken Yongju for the umpteenth time because of me. Now the umbrella wept over two hearts that were being broken. I continued to walk under Daehyun's umbrella, without wanting to turn my face back. "Go, oppa! Ii'm sorry. Supposedly, oppa was never there even though I turned around to want her!" I said in my heart.

***

"From today, wherever we meet, I want oppa to walk freely, without seeing me again. Even though my cheeks are cold, even though I'm wet in the specks of rain, just ignore me!" type me in the message I sent to Yongju when I was at Daehyun's house. "Why can't oppa just ignore me? I opened my heart to Daehyun, but the oppa kept telling Junghwa to watch over me. Is Junghwa now a shadow of an oppa to stay close to me?" my thinking.

Yoke! Daehyun placed a glass of warm milk in front of me, "Drink!" said. I drank it too. Daehyun turned to stand behind me and started to dry my hair with a hairdryer that I had just placed next to me. Only the hairdryer sounds. I just kept quiet, receiving Daehyun's sweet treatment. Similarly, it was Daehyun who did it in silence until my hair was not too wet anymore. After returning the hairdryer to his place, Daehyun hugged me from behind. "After this, if we have a fight, if dear can't stand to stay longer on the oppa side, don't go in the rain like this again!" said gently. He turned to sit next to me, "Whatever the rage, baby, you better not go or wait while turning your face out the window. If you leave, bring an umbrella!" his grunts ruffled my hair.

"Sorry.." I said slowly. Daehyun turned to me, "why is that sorry darling? Supposedly, oppa apologizes. Does it still hurt?" he said as he touched my cheek. I shook my head slowly. Daehyun stroked my cheek gently. "Don't make oppa worry!" he said while hugging me. "And don't ever think of leaving oppa again! Without affection on the oppa side, the world is only half because we have become one. From today on, baby can't keep going without oppa because we'll always be together." Daehyun looked at me, "Here!" he asked, then kissed my cheek very slowly and carefully. "Well, the pain must have gone!" he said smiling. "Ah, here too!" he continued, kissing both my wrists, alternating. "Don't mode!" I said coldly and immediately replied Daehyun with a big box smile.