The Ultimate Soulmate's

Which For You Is Ordinary, For Me Special

A gust of downstream wind started this morning. The servants seemed to be passing by in the dining room. One by one, the residents of the house began to come out of his room and towards the dining room, including Yongju who casually down the hallway row of bedrooms in the house. His steps came to a halt as he passed right in front of Seojun's room at the end of the hall. From the door that opened after a servant came out because he had finished tidying up the room, Yongju could see Seojun who was leaning against the balcony railing of his room. For a moment the eyes of the two brothers met, then Seojun turned his body back while propping his hands on the fence. For a moment anyway, Yongju stared at his hyung's wide back which looked like it was carrying a heavy weight in Yongju's eyes.

Taps... Taps... Taps... Seojun gasped at the sound of the approaching steps, then smiled as the steps stopped beside him. "I thought you'd never stop by my room" he said, and Yongju smiled in response. "Once again, it's the same. Hyung was wrong again to judge me," said Yongju as he enjoyed the morning view of Los Angeles from this beautiful hill. This time, it was Seojun who smiled in response. "No breakfast?" yongju asked as he intended to return to the dining room on the lower floor.

"What do you think I am? Am I a good person? Or a bad person?" asked Seojun who immediately made Yongju stop his steps again. "Depends!" answer Yongju flat. Seojun turned his body to look at the younger brother's expression as he asked, "you mean?" Yongju rolled his eyeballs with a puff. "The assessment can vary, depending on the choice you take, want to be good or evil in front of me? Clearly, I'm just an ordinary human being who wants to call you, hyung. It's up to you to consider me a sister or not. Just let it all flow like water" Yongju replied before leaving Seojun.

Seojun smiled bitterly at Yongju's indifferent attitude, "If only I could also care at least that much about all the eomma requests," he muttered. "I think I've lost to you. Why does that kid sound wiser than yesterday? It's not me who's hyung!" he murmured again with a small smile. Seojun started his steps towards the same place as his sister. As he exited the elevator, Seojun saw Junghwa and me arguing not far from where he was standing. Seojun decided to approach us.

A few minutes ago, I accidentally pulled Junghwa into a corner of this room as the naughty baby flashed in front of me. I reprimanded him for his actions last night who had dared to kiss my lips without permission. "Next time, don't repeat again, understand!" my orders pointed at his face. "Why so serious?" suhut Junghwa relaxed while grinning. "Yes, I am so serious!" sahutku too and looked at him with a screech. "It was just a kiss! It's common here like that" Junghwa continued, without the slightest bit of guilt that irritates me even more. "Here! I don't care if you're used to it. Anyway, I don't like it!" I said very firmly. "I mean, it's not like I'm used to it. I did it the first time too. Noona's mad? But, why didn't noona get angry at Yongju hyung as well? Why are you just mad at me?" asked Junghwa plain. "Don't talk to me! I'm mad!" I continued to be accompanied by a stomp of my feet which indicated that I was really angry.

Junghwa immediately lowered his face with puffed cheeks, but it didn't last long because a minute later, he looked back at me with his baby face and his bleak round eyes, "Noona, he looked back at me with his baby face, is noona really not going to talk to me? I am so sorry... Noona.." his whine spoiled while putting his hands together in front of his super cute face. At first, I who wanted to pretend hard in front of him, ended up completely leaking out in front of this baby, "Yes, yes! Noona's sorry, but promise don't repeat!" my spoken. "What's this?" ask Seojun who has approached us. "Noona was angry because." Junghwa replied cut off as I hurriedly covered her mouth with my hand and pulled her into the dining room, "nothing, oppa. We were just talking about breakfast this morning. Come on, let's have breakfast!" my answer.

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"Opa! What oppa knows, it was almost Seojun oppa again who knows!" my fad at Yongju this afternoon with a sullen face. "It's the wrong oppa! Can't oppa not mess with me?" I continued, grunting annoyed. Instead of answering, Yongju just showed his flat face as usual. Seeing him who had no reaction at all, I again grumbled, "oppa always messed with me and I had to finish it myself!" Yongju looked at me, "What kind of thing? Oppa just dipped you a glance. After all, oppa also did not know that Junghwa came out of his room again," he said, not accepting and his answer reminded me of Junghwa's answer this morning.

"Hyung and his sister are the same! It sucks!" grumbling again. Irritated, I turned to sit on top of Yongju's bed, then hugged a pillow. Even a little squeezing it out strongly to channel my frustration. Still standing in his place, Yongju asked, "Then, what do you want to oppa?" Again I snorted in annoyance, "Oppa pretended to be stupid or did not want to remember?! Didn't I say, we should keep our distance! Me, oppa and Daehyun. Remember?" I said. "So, you blame oppa? What about the people who meet you often? Looks like, you let that guy roam around near you! Among the three of us, who would try, the one who broke the agreement first? You're the one who didn't pull away!" yongju Protest. "So, it's my fault now?" I got up from my seat. I was angry because I did not take the blame. "Oh my God, why is this getting so annoying! If you know this, I shouldn't have come here to accompany oppa!" I said. "You're sorry? Besides, oppa doesn't force you!" the truth is, don't lose.

"God! It was like I wanted to hit him in the face!" I said in my heart while holding my hand that had been raised towards the pale face of Yongju. Whatisthis? You want to hit oppa? You mad?" yongju asked, catching my raised hand. "Let go!" I snapped while pulling my hand. "No way!" he said, "say, you want to hit the oppa, don't you? continued. "Yes, I want to hit oppa because I'm angry oppa always blames me! I met someone else, wrong. Talking to others, wrong. Close to others, wrong. Even I was betrothed to someone else, and I was wrong!" I said with eyes that were getting wet.

"I expressed my feelings first, wrong. I want to erase my feelings after oppa himself told me, wrong. I got close first, wrong. I held myself back, wrong. I'm the one who stayed away because I realized this was wrong, wrong too? Oppa is so annoying, you know!" I said with sobbing. Seeing me crying with a bow, Yongju pulled my hand and took me into his arms. I, who was only as tall as his neck, was sobbing more and more in his chest. "No, you're the one who sucks!" he said, raising my face and kissing my lips.

At first, I pushed Yongju to have him stop kissing me, but instead he pulled my nape to deepen his kiss until finally, I replied to him as well. For a moment, he let go of my lips when he saw me having trouble breathing. When I catch my breath, he bows his head again. He put his forehead on my forehead. From such a close distance, I could feel the warm roar of his breath touching the skin of my face. We stared at each other softly, subconsciously with the surroundings.

"Actually, what are we? Our relationship is not a lover. Just a cousin, I think it's too close. But. lover was not because there was never a commitment between us, let alone you already have a fiancee. Can't oppa have you? Oppa loves you, Hana." Yongju said it with a soft voice that shook, then after that brought his lips closer with tears flowing from his eyes that he closed. However, our two lips were almost fused, back away as a voice shouted the name, "Yongju!"

"Yongju!" yelled eomma who had already opened the door of Yongju's room and heard Yongju's last words, before returning to kiss me. Not only eomma himself, but also Appa, Mr and Madame Jeon, Seojun and Junghwa who are looking for me and Yongju to be invited to go for a walk. "Eomma!" I said no disbelief while directly pushing Yongju. "Are you both crazy, huh!" snarl the eomma hard. With big strides and anger ignited, the eomma approached us and immediately pulled my hand away from Yongju.

"Yongju, tell appa! Did you hear wrong, you love Hana?" ask Appa as he stepped forward to approach Yongju who was sculpting. "Experts answer appa, Yongju!" snapped and Yongju nodded. "Yes, appa, I love Hana," replied Yongju with a face he raised boldly. Plakk! One loud slap from Appa's hand, landed on Yongju's cheek for the first time. "The child does not know himself! Hana's your sister, Yongju!" snapped appa. I who could not see it, increasingly felt weak until sitting on the floor and finally fell unconscious. "Miss!" said Junghwa frantically looking at me who was unconscious and instantly helped Seojun hold my body. "Hana!" said everyone in the room and came straight to me.

Similarly, Yongju who immediately ran towards me and first arrived. Yongju was intending to move me to the bed, but eomma hit his hand. "Seojun, please take Hana to her room," said eomma to Seojun who was assisted by Junghwa. "Yongju, where are you going? Stay right here! We have to talk" said Mr Jeon, holding Yongju's shoulder to follow his two brothers. "No need, Sungjin! We're going back to Korea right now. Let Yongju stay here," said Appa, staring intently at the flabbergasted Yongju.

Although a sharp look pierced, but Yongju realized that the hearts of the two people who had raised him were much more pierced because of this act. "But, there are two things I have to say to Yongju. First, remove all your feelings for Hana because they will never be allowed to happen" says eomma. "Secondly, from today stay away from Hana because Hana will marry Daehyun. That's if you still think of us as your family!" eomma continued before leaving the room. After Appa and Eomma left his room, Yongju was sitting limp on the side of his bed while covering his face with his hands. "I'm sorry." she cried with tears shed for a moment. Without saying anything, Mr Jeon patted his son on the shoulder, then went out with his wife, following my parents.

Not long after, Seojun and Junghwa returned to Yongju's room. "Hyung, noona was taken home," Junghwa said, who was immediately followed by Seojum. "Aish, you insensitive brat!" seojun grumbled softly and made Junghwa silence his mouth for a moment. With his head bowed, Yongju cried without a sound. Seojun chose to sit next to her, then slowly his hand grabbed the shoulder of the sister. Seojun who felt Yongju's back tremble, lowered his hand and patted Yongju's back softly. "It's okay. There's hyung here. Cry, if you're not ashamed to see it, but if you're ashamed, stop crying" Seojun said.

To Junghwa, that sentence was a mantra sentence that Seojun said whenever little Junghwa cried. Junghwa recalled how Seojun had calmed his cries, doing the same. Junghwa sat down beside Yongju and immediately hugged his hyung saying, "If hyung can't stop crying, just hide hyung's crybaby face here." Junghwa did the same thing Seojun did first, hugging little Junghwa until he stopped crying and fell asleep. Somehow, receiving warm treatment from his two brothers, Yongju smiled between his tears and began to stop his sobbing.

Yongju brushed his face and let his sister and hyung treat him like a child. After Seojun felt Yongju had calmed down, Seojun said, "Love? I've never been in love! Eomma said, Those who live, those whom you love and love, they will be lost, then forgotten. Everyone can change. Nothing is eternal in this world. Everything that happens will pass like the wind. So did you. You yourself know very well that your relationship with Hana will never exceed your relationship as cousins. So, you better forget that feeling. I'm sorry, if I say this, but this is the reality you have to accept."

"Yes, nothing is eternal, neither happy nor hurt. What if everyone was just a wind that would pass, not just me, but Daehyun, hyung's cousin as well? What if that chosen person is painful for Hana?" sahut Yongju. "Eitherway. Who knows the future! Even if what you're worried about is true, it might hurt. Sometimes, anyone may feel disappointed and cry if the future is not as expected" replied Seojun.

"Then how?" asked Junghwa innocently. From now on, the youngest was just listening to the conversation of two hyungs, without really understanding what they were talking about. Seojun let out a heavy sigh looking at his sister. "If life is like that, how else?" seojun said, "Yongju, as you told me earlier, just flowed like water. Maybe at the end of the day there will be something special waiting for you two" he continued. "Yes, hyung. Who knows what will happen in the future? God may have arranged in his own way. Just do'a everything will end beautifully" Junghwa said, smiling sincerely.

"Everything that happens doesn't always go as you wish. It must be difficult to remove the feelings that already exist, but from today, learn to hold it back so that it does not get bigger, even if it is uncomfortable," Seojun suggested. "You don't know, hyung. During these 7 years, I kept trying to endure it repeatedly, sometimes even this feeling also made me tired," said Yongju sounding desperate. "I am like this, when Hana is near me, I hope I don't cross the line between us. But on the contrary, when I knew Hana would stay away, I crossed that line myself" he continued.

"Geez!" seojun said in disbelief. "7 years, hyung?" said Junghwa who was equally surprised. Yongju remained silent and chose to lay himself on the bed by placing his hand on his forehead. Right now, his head felt extremely heavy. "See this! Have you lost your spirit because of this? Where was my wise-ass brother in front of me yesterday? Who says humans are wise creatures! It's clear in my eyes that you're selfish and regretful" said Soejun, who suddenly grumbled.

"Hey, Jeon Yongju, everyone can change, so can you and Hana. If you can't be with Hana, there are still a lot of women out there who want to be your lover. Why do you have to be like this just because of one girl?" namel Seojun again. "Now, awake! You're a man, don't be weak like this. Don't embarrass Jeon's name, Yongju! Do you need to find a girl more beautiful than Hana? More special than Hana, huh! " he said, pulling his sister's hand.

Yongju brushed off Soejun's hand which forced him to get up while saying with his savage, "which for ordinary hyung is like Hana, for me is special. Similarly, with the position of hyung as the first special child in this family, for me it's normal." Seojun was flabbergasted, "Hey, are you starting again to be so wise in front of me?" he said, releasing Yongju's hand. "Aigos! Looks like you're framed! Junghwa, let's just leave this lunatic here alone!" he continued while pulling Junghwa out.