
After the three Jeon men died, I intended to follow Appa and Yongju to his room, but Daehyun held me back by catching my hand as it passed in front of him. "Where are you going?" tanyakanya. "Let go! I have to calm down oppa," I replied as I let go of her hand and immediately ran towards Yongju's room. Had it been for now, there was no eomma here, I'm sure, Daehyun would not have let go of his grasp.
"Oppa knows, you didn't mean to cause trouble. Appa also knows, you don't mean to hurt Appa and Eomma, but they're still guests. You shouldn't be rude to guests" said Appa to Yongju who was sitting on the side of the bed. Appa looked at me who had just entered Yongju's room, then said "now calm yourself first you can go out. Let Hana accompany you here." Yongju just kept silent while grunting in annoyance, unwilling to look towards appa. After he left the room, leaving me and Yongju, the atmosphere again felt so gripping, especially when my cousin said very coldly, "oppa doesn't even know where or when did it all start?"
The deg! Yongju suddenly looked at me sharply and continued his words, "oppa thought, we are sailing in the same ship and all this really surprised oppa. Is it necessary to tell oppa how oppa feels now?" With trembling hands, I grabbed Yongju's face and carried him into my arms. Silence, neither of us spoke the words. Just hugging each other in silence. "Oppa.." I finally relaxed my arms and intended to look directly into his eyes to say everything, but Yongju even tightened his arms around my waist.
"Std... Be quiet! Don't say anything! Oppa is fine. Oppa will only feel crushed for a little while and tomorrow will definitely only feel a little unlucky or maybe at least for the next week" said Yongju who leaned his head on my stomach. I suddenly stroked the soft tip of his head because it was very rare that my cousin Tsundere wanted to show his potent nature to anyone, but my hand stopped when he heard his words. "Oppa knows our relationship has flaws, but oppa will admit it to eomma and appa, then we can struggle to commit" he said, pointing his handsome face at me.
I let go of his hand circles violently. A few steps I retreated away from him while shaking my head, "No. Don't do it" I asked. "Why?" tanyanya who stood up from her seat. "You don't love oppa anymore? Have your feelings changed?" tanyanya stepped forward towards me. "Not that. I just can't imagine what if eomma and Appa knew. Just imagine it's bleak!" I answered while shivering in horror. "Oh, is that really gloomy?" ask her again who is slowly getting closer to me. "Or do you think getting engaged to her is more beautiful than oppa?" he continued as he managed to catch my hand and squeezed it hard.
Czechoslovakia! The door of Yongju's room opened and made us both turn towards the door at the same time. "What are you doing? Release Hana!" said Daehyun who had just entered Yongju's room, without permission. "You!" yongju said with a hardened jaw, "what are you doing here, huh?! Get out of my room, right now!" the expression of emotion again, without letting go of my already painful hand. "Alright, but Hana's coming with me!" daehyun replied as he pulled one hand from the other and a tug of interest ensued between Yongju and Daehyun, regardless of me being the object of the seizure, grimacing in pain. "Let go!" I shouted as I threw both my hands together and made both of them slip from the strong grasp of these two young men.
"As oppa said earlier, we will only feel a little crushed or a little unlucky. Oppa also said, we will find our strength when we are weak. Oppa will also find another love and it can be anytime," I said with a sobbing. "Stupid!" yongju said with a difficult look. He stepped up and wiped my tears. "You said that while crying, huh?" he said that even made me cry. "And I don't know, why can't I stop crying?" I said quietly while wiping my tears with my head down. Yongju again wanted to raise my face with both hands, but Daehyun held him back. "And I don't know how many more romantic scenes I should see between my fiancee and her cousin's sister!" daehyun said with his jaw that started to harden with jealousy. "For the future, I hope I know what's going on between the two of you" he continued, looking at me intently.
Seeing me who was just silently sobbing, Daehyun became even more annoyed. "God! I wish I knew from the beginning of your relationship!" she said as she brushed her hair back in frustration. "Are you crazy? Realize, you're cousins!" daehyun snapped at Yongju. "Damn it! You're really looking to die apparently!" sahut Yongju started attacking Daehyun again. "Stop!" I shouted while separating the two of them before starting to fight again as almost one fist landed on Daehyun's face. "You! And you too!" I snapped while pointing at Yongju and Daehyun alternately, "If you fight again, I will not consider you my oppa anymore and I will also cancel this engagement!" my threat. Yongju and Daehyun lowered their hands which had each been raised to hit the opponent in front of him. Yongju smiled bitterly at my angry expression which he thought was no joke.
"I don't like cliches. Oppa, Namgil and you. Lately, I admit, I've been in touch with all three of you. Even among the four of us, there are different stories, but still you all make me cry" I said again. "Whatever you say or want it's a boyfriend, whether it's a cousin or it's a fiancee, you still make me cry! So, stop making a fuss and let me live quietly. Especially you!" I said while pointing at Daehyun at the end of my sentence. "Why me?" daehyun asked confusedly. "Aren't you the one who promised to keep this engagement a secret and won't come near me until our engagement party?" I asked to go back to him. "Ah, that! But isn't that too long? Two years.." he said with his pouting face and was cut off by my words. "Two years is enough to judge you. So, the continuation of our engagement depends on your good manners!" I said.
Yongju silently listened to my conversation with Daehyun. From what Yongju heard, he concluded, "Yes, two years is enough to change things! Who can guess what will happen in this life, over the next two years?" thought. "Alright, this time the oppa relented, but we must agree on this, you two will keep your distance until the engagement party!" yongju said, stopping my conversation with Daehyun. "Can't!" sahut Daehyun fast. "Then what do you want, boy? You want Hana to cancel your engagement?" yongju asked with an evil smile. While I looked at Daehyun with narrowed eyes. "I mean, not just the two of us, but the three of us! From now on, you should also keep your distance from Hana!" daehyun replied as he returned evil Yongju's smile. "Because of you!" say thought in the heart.
Because I want to be fair, I also agree with Daehyun's proposal. "Fuck shit!" yongju cursed inwardly as he stared intently at Daehyun who was smiling triumphantly. "What's? You mind?" asked Daehyun defiantly. This time, it was my turn to look at Yongju and wait for his answer. Yongju clenched his hands together furiously until finally forced to say, "alright!". "Even though I didn't say when, I knew, love would find its way again, even if it was still a long way away" Yongju thought at the time, saying, before the three of us parted ways and began to live out the deal we made.