The Overdose of Love

The temptation comes again

I heaved a heavy sigh repeatedly, while not out yet also the doctor checked.

But after a few minutes of waiting to be checked, I also immediately entered the room, after a call from the sisters. Now I can only sit on a chair in the doctor's office of my former college friend. Eyes had narrowed suspiciously, which immediately grabbed a pile of paper containing an analysis of the examination of Naya.

"What?" My surprise with wide eyes.

"Is this examination all true?" I just can't believe it.

"Yes, Adrian. This is true, Your child has a heart disorder caused by a combination of four congenital heart diseases at birth. TOF affects the structure of the heart, causing the blood pumped by the heart throughout the body does not contain enough oxygen. TOF is a rare condition that can only be detected after the baby is born, and your child has had Tof and appears to have had surgery as well" replied my friend named Lisa.

A terrible news managed to hit my chest, when I heard the initial information from the doctor. It feels weak all the supplies in my body, until this throat feels choked immediately, due to hearing the answers of doctors.

"Can't TOF disease be cured?" ask me if I know a few things about the disease.

"Indeed, there is always a chance to cure a disease completely, as well as congenital heart disease (CHD). But the healing ability of CHD actually depends on several things in the disease. Whether or not it can be cured depends on a few things. First, we must first look at the type of CHD experienced by your child, whether it is a mild or heavy type. Second, the effect of total healing is on the time of treatment, which depends on when it comes to checking the condition," explained a long-term friend.

"I really don't know if my son has suffered from this disease, because from birth I was never by his side" I said lethargicly.

"I know Adrian. Although you never tell a story, but the rumors about your love in the past, very, very warm news" explained Lisa.

"really that? I don't know about this?" confused answer.

"Maybe you are busy looking for knowledge and there are problems in your family, until time is just a gathering with friends, certainly can not at that time because it is confiscated," Lisa replied gently.

"The management of PJB is divided into two things, namely the administration of drugs and conducting heart examination connections. In general, it must be consumed by children every day, so that when done the connection can be smooth. The ability of institutions or hospitals to be a place of treatment and treatment as well, in order to be the next thing that can affect how the treatment of the child. Hospital facilities that are adequate and supported by medical personnel, both doctors and nurses who have been able and quite engaged. But why is this happening to my son Naya again?" obviously I'm back to asking.

"There is no shortage of medical skills. Perhaps the closest person had neglected to give something prohibited food, until the disease recurred. For example, fast food, mergarin and meyonaise, salty and high-sugar foods, fried foods, and instant noodles," Javan Lisa reminded.

"That's exactly it too. Heeh, why can I forget about this lesson. Maybe this is the effect of not opening a medical textbook for a long time" I said trying to remember.

"Maybe."

"How do you think to deal with this disease, which has been done even though surgery has been done?" I asked who was worried.

"We look at the progress of the test and the subsequent examination. What is important now, do not make your child too careless for his daily activities first," ordered the doctor.

"Yes, Lisa. Thank you, I'm giving it all to you. What is clear is giving the best care to my baby Naya" I said seriously.

"Surely it is, Adrian."

When parents know, if the baby is in severe pain, it can be ascertained there will be concerns in their minds. One of the questions that will certainly arise is whether the child will be able to recover completely forever?.

The long explanation is still not able to make me calm. Why did something like this happen?.

Yesterday I was unable to face the reality of love, but the heart now feels more torn to watch my sweetest child, when it has been fitted with various hoses and medical devices. Now I can only give up and pray day and night, asking God to save my little daughter at all costs.

"Astaghfirullah .. strengthen me, O Allah. I'll change my life for my son. I'm sincere about all this, but please heal him and bring back the joy of my son again" I asked in my heart to pray.

The most difficult times in love are the blessings of God which are very surprising, but now there is no match for the impact of trials, which is when the child lies weakly helpless.

"Not yet to know, but certainly there is a little relapse due to his old disease," I explained when outside the room.

"What's? What's that supposed?" ask Karin.

"You must have known that Naya had TOF. Why don't you tell me anything at all? You should be even more careful about this" I said lethargicly.

"Yes, brother. Sorry!" The answer to Karin.

"Can I come in now?" tanyanya.

"May, just go in."

Ceklek, Karin slowly walked into Naya's room and I just followed her from behind.

"What happened to you again, son? Mother cannot see your sick situation like this anymore," said Karin sad, as she approached the bed Naya treated.

"You must be strong, Karin!" I said as I clasped his hand tightly.

"Thank you for everything, brother. Including this room and all Naya's care now. However, I think this is a bit excessive as well," he said unkindly.

"You speak as if we were someone else. I'm Naya's father, so it's only natural that I finance everything by giving my best" I said understandingly.

"But, brother."

"It's okay, Karin. Don't think about the room or anything about Naya's treatment, because obviously we have to pray for Naya, just to get well soon" I said.

"Sister has helped me a lot, don't make me feel bad like this. Emm, but what else, besides I can only say thank you to you," said Karin unkindly.

"Yes, it's okay Karin."

Now make the two lovebirds separated relationship, must sincerely accept everything. Happiness for the birth of a child, but now it has turned into a cry full of sadness.

I looked into those foggy eyes. The breath had been stifled for a moment, then exhaled immediately upon that air. I understand Karin's restless turmoil in the chest. Without a doubt, I grabbed Karin's head to get stuck. The woman who was used to being tough now looks fragile. The cry of a hiccup now began to sound heavy in the embrace.

For a long time we held each other, explored each other's restlessness and gave each other strength. I feel comfortable and calm if I've been in the arms of a woman who is too much in love, so often make the chest continue to tremble.

The day was crawling towards the afternoon, because our business took care of all the needs of Naya so much, until time had forgotten to walk quickly.

"Rest! Let me wait for Naya here. Your face looks wrinkled. Mother Naya's face should not be grim and sad face like this. Steady, that's what you have to do. Perhaps this is the pleasure that God is giving us. Don't forget to always be grateful" I said trying to strengthen Karin.

"Yes, brother. Thank you! Sorry to bother you again," replied Karin smiling sweetly but looking heavy.

"Yes." Yeah."

I just smiled haru, staring at the charming spring. Karin's charming lips are clearly visible there are times when smiling is very charming. The black sphere of the net seemed to shine full of optimism. His sharp gaze implied a fortitude, as well as a high spirit of life. Everything in Karin feels stronger in life. The power of love for a child may be such a thing.

All the physical beauty of a woman is in Karin. Each inch is framed beautifully, on the owner of the sweet face serenity. Anything about Karin, has been carved sweetly in the heart of this heart.

"I'm sorry, Karin. To me, you are a gift. But, maybe for you .. I am even a burden in your life. Ii'm sorry. Hopefully we can go through this ordeal. May our child be healthy again as ever," I murmured in regretting myself.