The Overdose of Love

His cruelty is hostile

# FLASHBACK ON PART 8 #

Although pain medication has been taken routinely, but the pain in the hand is still felt, until now writing lessons even to use the left hand. There is no word I can not do even though the disaster has come to me, because it has been since in foster care this self has been taught to be independent.

"What's your hand, Karin?" ask a classmate.

"It's just a small wound" I replied....

"Oh, may you heal quickly," said tem.an.

"Thank you."

"Yes." Yeah."

Lesson after lesson was over, until the time of the ringing bell had come. Abdominal pain wrapped around the pain of mules has stepped my feet to quickly go into the toilet, until the hunger that had whack to eat baginpun not so.

"Wah .. wah, the beloved shoots arrived. It turns out that I didn't waste my energy looking for you, it turns out that you have come alone to face me," said Yona, who seemed to want to do something to me.

"What do you mean, sister Yona?" my question is not to understand.

Yona's eyes were already watching all the people coming in and out of the toilet. It looks like sister Yona has given a code by moving her head, so that her friends immediately close the meeting and lock the toilet door when everyone is no longer there or quiet in the toilet.

"Hold her hand" tell her sister Yona to rule with her friends.

The confused me can now only resign, when my friend Yona has held my right and left hand firmly locked.

"You don't have to pretend to be stupid" said Yona, who had gripped my cheek strongly.

"I really don't know, sister. What do you mean?" answer honestly.

"Alaah, you're an acting whiz. As long as you know, Adrian has scolded and hated me because of your actions yesterday doused in hot water," explained Yona who looks upset.

"I really don't know that, brother. If Adrian's brother has reached you, so I'm sorry and let me go if something is wrong with you" I pleaded.

"It's not that easy, haaah!" answer sister Yona.

"What do you mean, brother?" I ask who does not understand.

"I warned you not to do the same to me, but what is it now? Adrian hates me because of you. You cheap woman, I will do more cruel than this, haaah! Feel this" said brother Yona, an emotion now pressing firmly on my wounded hand.

"Aww .. aaaaa .. sick brother .. aaaaaa, release brother .. awww!" my door grimaced in pain, as a result of the hand wound it felt so slicing it throbbed to the bone.

"It's nothing compared to my heartache, you know!" the threat of pressing the hand.

"Aaaaa .. understand ... understand ..aaaawwww," my voice was blocked from closing my eyes, because the hand pain was no longer restrained.

Tears instantly dripped nonstop, with the mouth making no sound at all, as the mouth was tightly closed to endure the pain. For a long time the hand was pressed firmly, accompanied by the sharp eyes of Brother Yona who seemed really angry with me.

"It's Yona .. already, pity her. Lookie! She endlessly continued to cry" said Yona's friend who may feel sorry for me.

"Haaah, shut up!" snapped Yona's sister while throwing my palm strong.

"You don't get mad, Yona. We just want to warn you, because if this woman's wound gets worse then Adrian will be suspicious and maybe later Adrian will be more angry and hate you," another friend who was busy holding my hand.

"It's also what you said. Remember Karin, you never talk to Adrian about this. If Adrian finds out, you'll know what I'm gonna do to you? Surely your life will not be peaceful and I will make a lifetime of regret, understand!" threaten Yona's leg that clenched my cheek back.

"Understand, brother!" my weak answer that still tears with sobbing.

"Let's leave this whiny girl before everyone knows it" Yona told her friends, wanting to leave me alone.

"Benefit Yona, come on!" symbatan.

"Karin ... hey Karin?" call Adrian when I pass him by.

Mouth was silent with no answer, with feet running around to leave immediately.

"Hey Karin stop you .. hey Karin stop. Don't you hear me, stop you!" said brother Adrian calling who is now gripping my shoulder so that I stop stepping.

"You why? Didn't you hear me call you?" ask me, brother Adrian.

"I didn't pa-pa and I heard. I'm sorry, brother, I have some business I'm in a hurry to do, so let me go!" I answered ambiguously while bowing my head.

"You why the hell? Raise your head" tell him who's getting suspicious.

"Sorry, I have to go!" I answered who was trying to leave.

Unhindered by brother Adrian again, now I try to walk away from brother Adrian.

"You why the hell? I'm not done talking, stop there!" threaten brother Adrian while standing glued.

For fear that if the foster brother will be angry, the final step gave up also to stop. Without feeling the cheeks have been wet by tears, until quickly the hands immediately rubbed it so that Adrian did not know it.

"Say? What the hell is going on?" ask Adrian again who is now approaching me who is standing.

"I told you, brother. That I'm fine," I answered lying.

"Don't lie to you. Your face seems so messy, you say honestly, is there anyone who's been nosy to you?" ask for an interrogation, brother Adrian.

"There really is nothing and nothing" I replied.

"Hey Karin, how are you?" said Brother Yona who suddenly came to embrace my shoulder trying to get along.

"Sorry, I have to go!" I said trying to stay away, because I don't want any problems to widen again.

"Hey Karin wait, we're not done talking!" shouted Adrian trying to prevent me again.

"Already, Adrian. He himself wants to go, anyway why do you bother to talk to people who don't want to talk to you," said sister Yona preventing brother Adrian from chasing me, when I was far away but still heard in the ear of their words.

Even the tears were unstoppable which continued to flow by hand many times busy to remove them. The move has now stopped at a storage warehouse for unused goods from the school. The hand has been pounding strongly on the chest to eliminate the feeling of tightness, when the tears from just a while held can not come out.

"O Allah, where is my fault? Why do I who just feel happy for the family and loved by brother Adrian, now have a heartache to get an enemy. Am I really someone who doesn't deserve to be with them? I love Adrian so much, but why now I have to be faced with the fact that he can not be approached and reach. Is this a path that I should really stay away from him by the way of the presence of Karn's sister?" I asked in my heart while still busy crying.

"Wouldn't this poor me be too close to, brother Adrian? Don't I deserve their affection, after all these years I haven't had the affection of anyone, not even my own parents? Do I deserve to be this despicable person, so that the people who love me are more and more unapproachable? O Lord, guide me whether I should always be shackled not to receive affection from others, or should I rise from the obstacles that come my way? I'm sorry, brother Adrian, if someday we'll be even further away from the familiar. Not that I don't want to, but it's all for our good so that everyone doesn't get hurt including me and you, i miss you, brother!" my words hurt in my heart when I promised, which from now on will not talk much and be familiar with foster brother.

Dert ... dert .. dert, the device has sounded which already indicated the name of brother Adrian making the call. But I did not immediately lift, because I promised from this moment on I would avoid it.

Dert ... dert, for the second time brother Adrian has made a call. It's time for lesson time to be over, maybe he's looking for me to take him home soon.

The call had stopped, until now the fingers tried to type something, so that the foster brother quickly left me.

[I'm sorry, brother. I forgot to tell you, that today there is a group assignment at a friend's house, so brother Adrian now can go home first no need to wait for me]

Kling, a reply message from Adrian's brother has now entered my court.

[What do you really say? Why did you lift it so long ago? Show me the address so brother will pick you up there]

[So, really, I have a group assignment from school. I'm sorry I didn't pick up, because I didn't know I was in the toilet. Not bad to pick up brother, because the task is a lot, must be a bit late afternoon home later. Let me go home by taxi]

[Alright then. Be careful when you go home later]

[Yes, brother]

After replying to a message with brother Adrian, now I want to take the school bag that is still left in the classroom.