The Overdose of Love

The funeral is over

White frangipani flowers have fallen over all funerals. One by one the people present delivered the body Adrian now home. Now it's just me and Adrian's family. Many times the sadness could not disappear from their faces.

Hugs after hugs do not escape continue to occur, to strengthen each other between them. Karin was already sitting in front of the mound of land that was still reddening the land. His messy face did not come off shedding tears continuously. His hands continued to gently caress the wet ground, which was already heavily strewn with flowers.

"Oh my God, what should I do with Karin? I could not bear to see him, who would be constantly in sorrow left behind. It is better to see him grieving when he is heartbroken, than in such a bad condition" the murmur that now follows shed tears.

The situation began to quiet, when the Adrian family began to return to their respective homes. Only Karin is now reluctant to leave the funeral, although some people have tried to persuade her.

There was sadness from the adoptive parents as well, when they could not watch their children who were already crying.

Mr. Karin has given me a warning so I can take Karin away, by patting her shoulder slowly while passing away. Just a small nod I gave, while removing the melted tears that continued to wet the cheeks. Steps began to approach Karin, who was still fixated on sitting down not wanting to leave.

"Take him. Praying her. Don't get too late in this sadness, Adrian doesn't want you to keep smiling and happy even without him by your side again" a speech that tries to calm karin, while his shoulders continue to slowly slide.

"Yes, Chris. I know that very well. But why is this happening so quickly, while I haven't had the time to return her love?" Regrets that come at the end.

"Adrian will understand that. Heart problem yesterday, I also understand very well when you have a hard time accepting it, when he is the one who has incised the wound."

"Enough by exercising her last trust, you can repay her love. Don't be sad anymore, there is Naya that you have to think about as well, because in Adrian's soul rests with Naya," he added trying to resuscitate Karin.

"Why when I want to get his attention. When you want to get affection and love, but must be separated by this world. Is it my destiny not to be with him. We've always been apart even though fate keeps bringing us together?."

"How sad and heart-sliced is this. Seeing her love me wholeheartedly, but I could only repay her by ignoring and hating her," Karin hugged the wet burial ground.

"Everything has been outlined, so you must accept this destiny. Only God knows the destiny of man, so we must continue to be grateful for that destiny, even though it is in a bad state," Still trying to open the way Karin thought.

"Yes, Chris."

"Let's get out of here, it's getting dark now" I asked as the clouds began to turn dark, which seemed like it was going to rain.

Karin's shoulder I pulled slowly, so that she would rise up not to hug the mound again.

"I'm going to get out of here. I'm sorry I can't accompany you any longer. Only my prayers from afar can accompany you. Don't forget me, brother. My heart will remain with you, even if we are separated by the space of this world" Karin said.

The shoulder of his hand was already held, so that he could support the body and stand strong. I started to slowly walk him. The face continued to look back, which seemed as if Karin was still not willing to leave this nutritional area.

Whose heart is not sorrowful, if the person closest to us breathes his last. The person who accompanies us everyday suddenly stiffened. Moreover, death was something that was kept secret. No one knows when and where a person is called by Allah SWT. But certainly, everyone is destined to come to the place of death, following the way and time according to the provisions of destiny.

Sobs will surely burst. Sometimes the sobbing gets stronger when someone we love dies in a tragic way. Can we be sad when we lose someone we love? Can we keep lamenting? Maybe the answer is no.

Lots of chairs lined up now in front of Adrian's yard. There are still many mourners coming. Karin's body was already weak and I could only break her into the funeral home.

Tiredness that hit Karin, making me have to take her into the room of the deceased, in order to be able to momentarily rest the heart and mind.

Many beautiful photos on display of Adrian, so all that as if we can not forget the memories of all our time together.

"Sleep for a second. Calm yourself. I know you are so sad and heavy to live in the future," asked me who had fixed the blanket for Karin to the stomach.

"Thank you, Chris. You're always there for me" he replied weakly.

"Yes, you're welcome."

"We are friends, there's no way I'll let you be in solitude."

"Hm."

"Yes, already. I want to go downstairs first, to help Adrian's family."

"Yes, Chris. Thanks again."

A sweet but heavy smile to be made, is what's on my lips now. In front of him I had to pretend to be strong and strong, when I saw the woman I love was in a state of drop.

Maybe I'm the only one here who should be his savior now. The adoptive parents could not calm down, instead making Karin even weaker when they needed their loving embrace.

Speech is always present for him so that he is stronger, hopefully can open the eyes of his heart which is now completely torn by grief.