
Our closeness is no doubt, especially the children are now asking to meet to play together. If it is about any child I will definitely do, even though I actually feel shy as well as Chandra invites to meet. Fortunately, he did not mind our request.
Again had to meet Chandra, when Naya whined for a walk together again. Work while I hand over to the officers. A lot of work actually, but lazy if not obeyed surely Naya will whine constantly.
"Where are we going for a walk?" chandra asked, looking at the faces of the two boys from the rearview mirror.
"As for Dad!" answer Naya.
"Yes, it's up to Papa. We just want to play," said Rara.
Chandra immediately looked at me, like someone was confused as well. The hand can only move up, while moving up the sign of not knowing.
Naya already understood my explanation for Adrian's brother, but she could not eliminate Dad's call to Chandra, because she said Adrian's father must have been present in Chandra. Maybe because it is used to it so it is difficult to immediately eliminate it. Chandra does not dispute that, and hopefully in the future the relationship between them will be more familiar even though it is someone else.
Hoping that the love that has been lost from brother Adrian, can be replaced by the figure of Chandra so that Naya can feel a warmth of togetherness and happiness with her father.
The car stopped at the parking lot. A lot of people are enjoying the beauty. It seems that the purpose of our arrival is a flower garden, because the surrounding area is only filled with plants, beautiful and colorful flowers.
The little angels have descended by running towards the field, which has been overgrown with green grass. Hands have lined up a bag containing food, snacks, and drinks. It's a school holiday, so we can all play at this park.
Chandra could only step alongside the footprints, which slowly walked towards our children. Many families enjoy the park as well. Even young people are also constantly milling about showing their affection. Envy but self-conscious.
"Wish I felt like them, but what is the power of togetherness with brother Adrian now just a memory? Suppose we were still here, surely we would be as happy as a young couple who kept showing smiles of their happiness, "an envious murmur towards them.
"What's up, Karin?" Suddenly surprised by Chandra's voice.
"Ehhh, there's nothing, really."
"Not lie. I see you are looking closely at the young men, who are holding their partners. Do you miss the person you have always loved?" What a silly Chandra question.
"Little bit" I replied shyly.
"Means you're still not sincere and can forget the figure of Naya's father."
"Maybe. He was so impregnated, until I wanted to stand forward even though it was difficult and heavy," I said issued an uneg-uneg.
"But it's not good to think of someone who's gone and we can't touch anymore. Try to get up now for Naya's sake, and don't think about anything else. It's hard at first, but don't you feel sorry for Naya if she continues to fall into that sadness" advises Chandra.
"I admit it's true, but it's really hard. Many memories that I think each of those events can't just be thrown away."
"I know that, because I've experienced it too. Had fallen and slumped for a few months, but when I heard Rara's cry I realized immediately that there was a child to be happy now. If you can throw it and try to throw it all away. Just a few sweet memories to keep."
"Emm, it's true what you said. Hopefully in the next few days I can do what you say. It's really excruciating, but what to say when those memories keep getting stuck in the memory."
"Yes, slow down. Even if forced later will affect your health as well."
"Yes, Chandra. Thank you for your advice. I wish I could live the truth you said."
"Amen."
We could only respond to smiling back, upon seeing the cheerfulness of the children who were endlessly laughing cheerfully. Hand held canned drinks to gulp. Chandra was already in the middle of the children taking her to play. Parents must be good at taking children's hearts, even though they have to follow and act pretending to be small children as well.
"Huufff, tired!" luh Chandra was approaching my position sitting lesehan.
"Take this!" Giving soda cans.
"Thank you."
"Emm."
Both of our throats have been fed sweet drinks with grains of soda. The children now come to me, their faces full of sweat and I immediately wipe them with a tissue, while Chandra drinks a bottle of tea.
"Murray!" Greet a middle-aged woman.
"Mama!" Turn greeting Chandra surprised.
"Take your grandson's walk."
"Geez!" shouted Rara who was now asking to be hugged.
His wrinkled hands warmly welcomed Rara's arrival and now stroked the soft black and elongated hair.
"Then, what's your mom doing here?" Ask Chandra.
"So I met my friends. Arisan bias," he explained.
"Oh."
He looked at me with strange eyes. From top to bottom he noticed all, and I only responded with a wry smile.
"This ... this, who?" tanyakanya.
"Did you know, my name is Karin?" hands are outstretched.
Hands have been floating in the air, without any kind of welcome from mama Chandra.
"Emm, greetings too." On the contrary he replied.
"Yes, Aunt."
"Ma, why don't you accept Karin's introduction, she'll try her best to introduce herself" Chandra lamented.
"Silent you."
"It's okay, Chan."
"But, Karin."
"Here, don't talk to you much, Chandra."
"Oh yeah, are you single or married? Are you a career woman or a housewife? It looks from your appearance like a lower class," he said he had looked strangely.
"I'm alone now. My son's father is dead. I'm a bakery worker."
"Ooh, that means you are really from the poor" he said.
"Ma? What the hell, I said that."
"Shut up, Chandra. You really want to be friends with women like gini, want to put where our family face."
"Well, this Mama. Don't say that. I don't care about making friends with rich and poor people, the most important thing is that Rara is now happy, you know!" refute Chandra.
"You!" Her mother seemed emotional.
"Let's go you guys. We're gonna get out of here!" tell Chandra to the kids.
The children actually follow Chandra's words. I also have to clean up supplies that we have not had time to open or eat.
"Eeeh, where are you going?."
"We'll move places looking for tranquility. Than here to hear Mama's babble make my ears hot."
"But, Chandra. Mama just came and wanted to join you guys for a while."
"Better Mama just go home, anyways the business will be done. I want to continue to make the kids happy, so don't interfere let alone follow us, okay!" firmly Chandra.
Mama can not dwell anymore, when there is a rebuttal from her own child.
"Come on Karin, we're out of here! It's not good if someone is bothering you.
"Yes, Chan."
Finally, the hands of each of our children were clasped. Sure enough, Chandra invites to move elsewhere. It would not feel good if he had denied his own mother, but for the sake of the children who had seen us earlier, did not want to have a bad influence because his speech was so spicy and not worth imitating.