The Overdose of Love
N2=My Missing Wife>> The Sorrow of Pain That Is Present
When my mother-in-law drove me home to the apartment, without feeling the tears were now dripping on my cheeks.
"You must be patient first Ana, Mama will always support you, so you do not be too sad and taken heart," he said while stroking my shoulders.
"Yes ma, Ana knows. This will really test Ana's patience in the face of Adit's mas attitude" he said.
"Ooh yeah, Mama's gonna help you figure out a way to get Adit back to you as soon as possible" encouraging.
"Thank you, Ma. You are my second parent who understands my heart the most" I said.
"Together, Son. Do not think too much about the problem of Adit, the most important thing now is to take care of your health condition, so that your grandchildren can grow healthy," he said.
"Good, Ma."
In the afternoon began to crawl to concentrate the black color, the sign of the night has come to welcome.
"Mama won't stop by, for tea first," I asked.
"No, Ana. Thank you, next time Mama comes by. Mama wants to rush home because papa Adit has arrived from a business trip," Explanation.
"Oh, yes, that's it."
"You're really fine at home alone, aren't you?" affuh.
"It's fine, Ma."
"I don't think so if you're home alone. Emm, or you're just going to spend the day at our house" he bargained with concern.
"Thank you, Ma. But Ana's fine living alone."
Answer is just flat. The spirit gradually began to break apart.
"Yes, ma. It must be."
"Yes, my mom came home first. You be careful at home. Bye ... bye, Assalamualaikum," said to him when he wanted to leave.
"Guil, bye .. bye."
My world felt so crumbling, with my body slumped behind the apartment door.
It was quiet atmosphere of the house, and I could only be stunned for a moment, which is when the shadows of the face of Mas Adit suddenly milling appeared. The thought returned to mind when his face was always smiling widely, when I was welcoming him home, and he always replied to me by giving a kiss of love with a lot of cheeks. I could only give up and take a deep breath, which now my days would begin with a sense of loneliness and emptiness, as was the case long ago.
Tears of sadness are no longer held back, to burst out of the eye.
"Aaahhhkkhh, why did this have to happen?" I cried sobbing, beating my chest.
What's happening to me now, really makes me fall helpless.
The body began to feel weak no more strength, accompanied by hands holding the head for the knees, due to dizziness that throbbed violently no longer because it felt.
Now the steps have been dragged with the lesunya, which is to go to the bedroom mas Adit. Arriving inside immediately threw the body just like being poured.
My eyes tried to close, but it was hard. And now the face was pensive staring at the ceiling of the ceiling of the ceiling of the room ceiling, due to the shadow of speech for the sake of the adit mas speech at the hospital, which is now so disturbing the mind.
My dead-end brain no longer knew what to do, because Adit's now really no longer recognize me.
"Oh Allah, what shall I do. Give your guidance and path so that the Adit will remain mine. And keep the woman named Salwa away, so that I may more easily take the hand of the Adit mas back," My prayer in heart with the drops of dew that began to plunge again.
"You must be strong, Ana. You're the one who's the choice to get through this. Don't just give up. Adit is your husband, so you have the right to take it back, if Salwa wants to take it as it was."
The dewdrops have rubbed rough. The spirit of four five has risen. Blazing like a fire ready to devour anything if anything gets in the way, including a mortal opponent like Salwa.
The heart hurt so much as it was sliced with pain by an indelible, but I was still trying to smile in front of him, because I wanted to show that I was a strong and not crybaby woman, let him not continue insulting and trampling me.
