
A little flasback before I met Adrian.
Thank God, even though I was only an employee at Chris's bakery, but the salary that I could help and meet the needs of Fatimah's family and myself, who especially now can send Naya to school.
Cring ... cring, the shop phone suddenly rang.
[Good day, can I help you]
Hands are now busy getting calls, which seems to be a customer from Chris' store.
[Built the cake later. As usual in my workplace, but there are additional friends who want to also order bread with peanut butter and cheese pia content]
[Ready, ma'am. I will deliver it soon]
[Don't forget as always, at my workplace]
[Ok, sipp' is mbak]
Thank God, again get orders from customers. Now dressed in a typical shop uniform, I will deliver the order immediately.
"Hey Karin, wait. Where are you taking you?" asked Rohmat when I was sitting on the motor provided by the store.
"You go between the cakes, where else but that," I said casually.
"Yes, I know. Just want to get you to what area does that mean?" tanyanya.
"Ooh, that's what you mean. I want to take you to company xxx as usual," I replied.
"We happen to be the same. What if we just take him with us," Rohmat's idea.
"Hmm, ok. But you're the badass."
"Siip, boss."
The motor has been moving slowly, with Rohmat actually driving the vehicle to the same company destination.
"Later when it's done, call me, ok!" the commandment of the centil of Rohmat.
"Yes .. yes, rembes dech."
Feet as usual go directly to the place of work of customers who order. There are so many employees in this company, even though they get tired of seeing it.
"This is mbak, the order and this is the bond" I said, handing out a cake and a sheet of paper.
"Oh, yes. Thank you." Thank you."
After making a payment transaction, now I immediately take a device to call Rohmat who has not seen bat*ng his nose.
[Come fast, come here. I've been waiting for you, no]
[Ok .. ok, I'll be there soon. My work is done too, though]
When busy with the device, suddenly suddenly blind to see a small child who seemed to me familiar.
"Isn't that like Naya? Aah, where could he be here? But--? I didn't really look wrong. I gotta make sure he's my son or not?" the worried heart.
As soon as the foot stepped trying to chase a small child has been held by women.
"Hey wait .. wait?" call me to them.
"Mother?" naya answered as she looked at me.
"Is this really you, son? How can I run around here, not school?" manya suspect.
"So we went to school, Mother. But the school has told me to go home, because the teachers have interests, and fortunately there was a father who had come, who tried to take Naya?" answer the light of Naya.
"Dad? Where's she?" I asked myself to try to find who the real father called.
"He's in a meeting, mother."
"Owh. Yes, yes, no pa-pa. Now you come home."
"Emm."
"Sorry, madam. This is my son, so let him go with me now" I asked the woman who had held Naya.
"All right, miss."
"False, aunt. Already willing to accompany Naya to play earlier, bye ... bye!" pamit Naya to the woman.
"Yes, bye .. bye too."
For a long time Rohmat did not appear too, until it felt like the heart began to goiter
just pissed off it's a guy.
"Hey, honey. How come it's here?" rohmat's greeting to Naya.
"Yes, um. It happened to accidentally meet the mother here," said the sweet Naya.
"Oohs. Come here ... here, let's just carry you, 'will the mother tired of carrying your weight, the longer the longer the longer the frown in the growth period," pinta Rohmat.
"It's really pa-pa, Rohmat. If Naya you're carrying, how heavy is she?" I'm not feeling too good be careful.
"Really, Karin. No pa-pa, really."
Now the body of the beautiful Naya moved carried by Rohmat. I, who was not burdened and relaxed, tried to walk first and they just accompanied from behind.
"Mother wait. Wait, mother, don't hurry the way!" call Naya when she's far ahead.
I turned my head straight back, and tried to wait for them as Rohmat began to slow down.
"You just go downstairs, to walk alone. Kasian om Rohmat who seems tired, "let me know.
"Yes, honey. Oh, no pa-pa."
The three of us have finally walked quickly outside the main glass door of the company, which is lobbied the lowest floor once aka the first floor. My attention now shifted when the net was looking back, when people wanted to get out but were blocked by the guards, who seemed to have a sudden order.
Because it's still working hours, I had to take Naya with me to work.
Sheet, when the motor has finally arrived at the work destination.
"Eghem .. hemm," The strong voice of someone deheman, who was cornering me while still busy taking off the helmet.
Instantly his face turned back, trying to see who had voiced a man had disturbed my activities.
"Chris? You?" my surprise when I saw him standing straight in front of the store, with a smile dimples typical sweet.
Immediately I ran over and tried to hug. And without hesitation also Chris' hand turned around to hug me tightly.
"You're home already? Why is this sudden, not telling?" my sigh has let go of the embrace.
"I'm sorry, honey. I know you're busy, so don't want to bother you. It's not even a surprise to tell you, anyway" he replied casually.
"Now it's getting naughty and a lot of ideas, making a surprise secretly. How are you doing now?" I just pinch my belly darling.
"Aww, thank goodness. As you can see now, I'm definitely fine."
"Well, boss. Finally you return to Indonesia, after four more years you feel at home there," said Rohmat who was happy also for the arrival of Chris.
"Yes, Rohmat. Biasalah, as long as I feel at home there must be due to parents," replied Chris lethargic.
"Who is this, mother?" ask my heart's fruit.
"Oh, he. He is Chris."
"Hey, um. Meet my name, Naya," sweet-cute babble.
"Well, baby Naya who used to have tiny hands, now your palms are almost as big as mine, om nih. Greetings too, dear!" reply Chris kindly, while scooping Naya's hand.
Dert ... dert, suddenly the device sounds.
Not wanting to catch the happy moment of meeting Chris and Naya, now I try to pull a little away from them. It is very upset that this, while busy wanting to see Chris longer, now must be faced with the problem of sending the wrong cake, and the customer asked to change the cake immediately.
Because I did not want to disappoint the customer, now I also go by riding a motorcycle alone, which of course has been pleased with Chris, and try to leave Naya a moment to him.
Flasback off
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It felt really strange when entering a dark room with no lighting at all. Heart had hesitated to enter, but according to the direction of the company employee, this is really the place. Not wanting loyal customers to be angry again, the legs tried to enter with courage.
Unprepared, I am now shocked by someone blocking the hand, and managed to make this body hold the padlock and lock the hand so that it can not run.
What a surprise I was, when I found out that the main culprit was the person I hated and did not want to meet him, Adrian.
"Take me off, brother. Let go," I begged continuously.
"Well what's on your mind now, I obviously want you to come back like the old Karin. It has been a long time this self tired of looking for you, but when you meet it turns out you reject me sadistic with hatred that is in your heart. I know once you are angry, disappointed and especially unable to forgive again the mistakes that have dared to tarnish you. But obviously, I really, really hope that I can correct the mistake," said soft brother Adrian full of joy, who still locked my hand.
"There is nothing more to forgive and forgive. I've forgotten that painful past, so please let go of me now, because there's no point in fixing it all. The fatal mistake of the past was buried in my deepest heart, and now I do not want to experience it again, when all these wounds could have loomed again, so that it would continue to gape torment me. You don't suck at regretting it that way, because everything has happened and there is no need for improvement, which to me buls*t is useless," I replied rudely.
"But Karin. I'm really sincere this time to correct our relationship, which was destroyed by my stupid mistake" he said.
"Already, brother. I feel so sick of your drama-filled words," I said back to feeling annoyed.
"Sir .. sir, this is a file that should be in-?" Someone's voice is holding.
There were about three people suddenly entered the hall just like Adrian, until now they accidentally saw the scene of brother Adrian so close to my body, while locking my wrist.
"I'm sorry, sir. Sorry .. sorry!" employees say.
Because of being caught by the staff themselves with a scene that is not worth seeing, immediately Adrian's brother's hand was released too, until the freedom that had come I did not waste the opportunity to run away. The legs are now trying their hardest to run, to stay away from Adrian's legs which I think are no longer controlled by the emotions of longing.
"Hey Karin .. hey wait, hey?" call him who is trying to chase me.
"Sir, wait. Don't go, because it's important that something be signed, "prevent the employee.
When I heard that Adrian's staff tried not to pursue, making fate now really on my side, so as not to linger with the man who had destroyed my teenage years.
The fear that struck, made this self immediately hide to a safe place for a while. My body was tightly hidden behind the wall of a dark room inside.
It sounded so strong that Adrian called my name many times, but with a strong sense of self smothering his own mouth, so as not to make a sound at all.
"Oh Allah, brother Adrian. Don't let you find me now. I'm really not ready to face you right now. I also miss you so much and wish we could meet and come back the way we used to, but in my deepest heart I hate you so much too, in order to get rid of all these flavors for us can not meet forever. But for the fate of the meeting, so much to shock me, to look at your face or this self can no longer. The wounds you have inflicted, there is no way that this self will open them again, for the door of healing has closed everything, that you are no longer present in my heart," the troubled heart is in doubt.
Seemed from the shadow of his body Adrian's brother had run to and fro to continue to get me, but this self is too good to hide, until this small body has been lost like magic helps cover it.
As much as the power of the hands banging the chest that began to feel tight, due to tears can not be stopped anymore to hold it. When the wound is present again, make yourself agitated enough to overcome, that is how the wound does not stick again incised the soul, which is fragile as yesterday-yesterday.
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Well, Adrian and Chris now both appear in front of Karin, huh?.
The story will definitely be exciting in the next part, over two men who have now become part of Karin's heart.
Who will Karin put her heart into? Chris is a nice guy who always helps Karin when she's down, but Adrian is the first guy to make Karin's heart melt, and make her pregnant.
Surely this is a difficult decision, until the head of the author is also difficult to determine the flow๐๐๐. Spirit for myself, because the story is more complicated๐ ๐ .
Thank you๐๐๐who is here to read, like, vote, comment, and always follow my story. The author can only pray that you are given a smooth and healthy sustenance always. Amin ya robbal alamin's.