The Overdose of Love

Desire of biological children

I can no longer describe the taste. The grace of God has come with our happiness in bonding as brothers, but now all the atmosphere is very different, when the event of an unwanted night. Trial after trial has come, now all together but limited only once to our relationship, when the distance has separated from the results of the test has come.

Am I sure I can get through this without you again. I pray to the powerful, that this love may remain intact for you Karin, though your hands may no longer be held.

The empty gaze that now continues to happen to me, as his shadow constantly milling around is present in the mind. The story of eternal love is a lover who always keeps the honor of love, but only a mere dream when it is unattainable.

Am I just the sun, which neither gives this light of heart nor warms you?.

Am I just a rainbow that has destroyed all the colors of your happiness?.

Am I only the moon, when the light of this love cannot light your heart?.

Am I just a star, when your love only flashes for a moment, until the love I give is now lost in darkness?.

"How do you understand? How can your heart be open to you? Man always has a wrong place, including myself, Karin. Why can't everything be fixed? Am I too useless to you?" a heart that is getting worse about the heart.

...In my dreams, I dream...

...About that lover of yours...

...Heartbreak that has gone...

...Only you no longer exist...

... Only your face is engraved in my heart...

...Eternal and will never be replaced...

...You are the only love of my life...

...The sky separates our love...

...I'm always for you...

...Your love will always spring up in my life...

...My nights without you...

...Lonely, decorated with longs...

...Fretting up, wanting to meet...

...I'm powerless to fly there...

...By Rossa (Love of my life)...

"Hey Dad?" call Naya.

"E'eh, you seem to be a darling. You finished studying?" I just realized from daydreaming.

Because of the preoccupation with thinking about Karin, until unconscious and knowing all the students at Naya school, now disbanded to go home to school.

"Yes, Dad."

"No, baby. I'm fine, you are!" answer lied.

"really that? Heeh, are you disappointed when you now rarely meet Dad, and even fun with Chris?" ask innocence.

"Hmm, nothing to do with mom and Chris, baby. Dad was dizzy thinking about work, really!" My lie spoke, stroking his chubby cheek.

"Oohs. Naya thinks it's about Mommy. Hmm, even though Naya really hopes to see Daddy can be with Mother, but unfortunately om Chris already with mother," Silent voice Naya told me.

"What's the matter, baby? Isn't Chris nice and loves Naya too?" manya curious.

"It's true, Dad. But Naya seems not to want to be away from Dad, so surely Naya wants Dad to stay with Naya," said the son.

"Here ...here, baby!" I said calling, so that Naya would sit on my lap.

"That's not good, honey. Om Chris is a good person, so he is now a person who deserves to be with Mother. Naya don't be so sad, yeah. Even though you can't be with Mom, but your affection will never fade. I'll love Naya forever, so don't worry that I'm not with you, because I'm going to be your real dad from today. Won't you?" obviously I was whipped by sadness.

"Really, Dad? Hore ... hooray, then now Naya's days will start with happiness," he explained so happy sumringah.

"Yes, baby!" my answer immediately embraced lovingly her tiny body.

"O Lord, why does my flesh and blood say that? Is this the so-called inner contact between myself and Naya? So she was hoping for me to be with Karin? Thank you, Son. You are now one of the people who became my solace, when this sadness is so heart-piercing," the murmur of the heart that speaks to itself, with the drop of dew wanting it to immediately burst out.

Hugs on Naya getting closer, which feels now I can not be far from my own child. That comfort gives a calmness that is so felt, that even hugs do not want to let go quickly.

After being satisfied to hug, it felt strange for a long time Naya was in an embrace, but no movement or chatter was common.

"Hey Naya .. hey babe ... hey wake up.. hey!" call me repeatedly when surprised to see Naya has closed her eyes with her hands drooping.

"Astagfirullah, hey baby .. hey, what's wrong with you? Wake up .. wake up Naya, don't scare me like this!" My panic when there were no replies from Naya, who had repeatedly cheeked a bit stronger so she woke up.

All the effort to wake him up was in vain, so I quickly carried his body to put him in the car. The machine hastily turned on, in order to get Naya to the hospital, as her weak body caused me quite a worry and panic.

Tut .. tut, the device I now try to connect with Karin, with earphones already perched in the ear.

[Hmm, what's wrong?]

[Hurry to the xxx hospital now, because I don't know what's going on with Naya right now, because Naya is clearly unconscious now]

[What? Right, what are you saying?]

[Not much to ask, which is obviously come quickly to the hospital now, understand]

[Iy .. yes .. yes, sis. I'll be there soon]

The panic grew increasingly violent after a few minutes, but there was no more movement on Naya. Out of fear, I now check the pulse on Naya's wrist and thank God it's still there. But the netra is not open, making the speed of the car increasingly I added the gas, so quickly to the hospital.