The Overdose of Love

Take care. SEASON 2

The night is crawling

Turn the wheel of life.

The sound of a cock crowing the sign of the morning squawking

Eyes awake as if they do not want to sleep.

What happened to all this

When I was still here waiting.

The heart continues to be tired

Waiting for all the answers to feelings.

A dark and beautiful time

It was buried in the body and soul.

But why does it feel like

Started to bind again.

I don't know when the night stops

Accompany me in waiting for a lonely heart.

When is the tired heart

Will continue to be filled with love.

It looks like a time bomb

For me to go back in time.

Sick, have remembered all

But fate seems to keep following.

What is this answer near the eyes but far in prayer.

To get back to holding it again.

Every day is awake when the night begins to creep in the middle. The shadow of the face was always present, as if it began to lock the heart that had been lost.

"Oh my God, what other plan did you give me? Why is there a man who looks so much like, brother Adrian?" Hands have supported the head.

The cold of the night was ignored, when the eyes were completely awake could not be closed anymore. That smile really tormented me again, when the longing for Adrian was present.

Prayer is never broken for lovers, who have calmed down in a different world. His name continues to be beautifully engraved in the heart's recesses. Love continues to poison the tormented heart.

All night long the mouth always prays. Prostrate and always ask that I can be calm in the world, and for him to always be happy there. The flow of clear water does not forget to come into the drip, when remembering the sweet memories.

Self-conscious if it is no longer possible that our love will not be united, but in a heart of dreams so that this love will remain awake and eternal forever.

"What happened to my life again, brother? Why do we want to forget our love, but there are people who are very similar to you. Was I too much to ask that you be present for me, when just accompany me even in the shadows. Why is it all so real now? How can I face this reality? Do you know how hard this heart is when you see you in front of my eyes again? although what I saw earlier was someone else," the heart murmur let out a sigh.

In the open window, the head was already looking up at the sky. The star of night that illuminates the earth looks beautiful, although the light is dim and dim not bright, but enough to look at it will be calm. That is how life seems to shine and fine, but in reality the heart is always dim, when it is no longer eager to wade through life before the eyes.

A dark fate has enveloped, a step so uncertain after you leave. My tears just keep falling when you leave me, so now it feels so alone in exploring the earth.

It was only for a moment that I felt beautiful, but after that you were not there beside me. It's like a dream and it's not real, when you go far away.

Habits if many thoughts, especially remembering memories with brother Adrian, the disease can not sleep at night (Imsomnia) began to recur again. Until the adzan shubuh berumpandangpun sometimes still can not be closed, to the extent that it is like a panda that many dark circles under the lines of the eye fertilizers.

The cold had pierced the bone, and therefore a warm water had to be gulped. A tea that was steaming smoke has now been tangled. As a result of not being able to sleep, the television became a companion to stay up late tonight.

A ball show I've been watching. Although I do not like the show, but this night there is no good show I can watch. Now do not understand also the course of the match to what extent, because the exciting match has gone to the second half.

"Yet? You can't sleep anymore?" greet the voice of Mother.

"Eyeh, Mother."

I fix the body to sit upright, when a little slump leaning on the seat.

"Yes, Karin is awake and can't go back to sleep" answered honestly.

"What else is it, son? Do you have a problem?" guess he stepped closer to my position.

"No one, Mom. There's nothing Karin's thinking about," the lie's answer.

"Really, nih!" His eyes indicated he was not believing.

"Yes, Mom." Stability pekataan.

"Yes if it's okay. Mom, just worry about your situation, if you still can't forget the sweet memories with Adrian. Very well know your position, even though Mother has never felt it, but a life that is all lacking always teaches the real meaning of life. That is to say we must accept all the destiny that has been given. Facing all trials with sincerity and patience is a key, "the length of his talk.

"Yes, Mom. Karin understands. But somehow, the shadow is always present and haunting. So many days always try to forget, but the feeling is always present and increasingly makes me slump," issued uneg-uneg who had been buried.

"Maybe your guilt is so strong, as a result of taking away Adrian's life."

His broad hands touched the stricken hair. Once he saw that he loved, it seemed from the way to continue stroking slowly.

"You don't have to think too deeply about it, not 'have the destiny of life been outlined in each of us, and maybe Adrian's fate died saving you." He spoke repeatedly while throwing a smile.

I've reduced the volume, but the picture is still on and moving.

"Don't know what happened to me, Mom. That face was so memorable, that to bury it in the heart was always difficult!" The sadness that continues.

"Patience, son. I'm sure you can do that. Slowly and start training to forget. Don't be too sad because it's not good for your health," I keep advising.

"Yes, Mom."

His body was tightly wrapped. Dew drops flowed nonstop. Behind the shoulder just patted slowly.

Drifting in sadness, he had unwittingly dragged time to accompany him until the adhan shubuh reverberated.

The eyes felt so sleepy, but I had to hold back because work was waiting. Maybe free time that there is no work, that's my chance to close my eyes soon.