The Overdose of Love

N2= My Missing Wife >> Fatal Stupidity

"Ahhhh. How foolish I have been to the memory of the past, so as to make Ana now so angry," my rant cursed to myself, who was still trying to chase after her.

"lapsus. Wait, Ana!" call me by stepping wide, in order to quickly stop him.

"Adit! Stop you now," cried mama calling who had already pulled my sleeve.

After stopping too, afraid that the clothes would be torn and embarrassing in front of everyone.

"What's up, Ma! Adit wants to catch up with Ana first," I replied with uneasiness.

"Why, Ana? What else have you done to him?" mama said a little angry.

The head could only bow, not daring to answer the parent's question.

"Adit! Mama answered now," his voice snapped.

It was seen that my mother was already at the peak of emotions, perhaps already feeling annoyed with my behavior, which made her daughter-in-law constantly cry.

"It-it-tu, Ma. Ta-ttaa-ddii Adit, accidentally being hugged and kissed by Salwa," I stammered, still bowing my head.

Plaaak, the landed slap on my cheek.

"You said accidentally? You brash kid."

Plaaak, for the second time a slap came back on my cheek.

While my emotions were running high that were slapping my cheeks, everyone could only remain silent, with no one daring to come near or help me, no exception with my secretary Rudi who was also silent could only watch.

"Mama is disappointed with you Adit. From the beginning you really never changed, always continue to hurt Ana," babbling mama scolded me.

"I'm sorry Adit, Ma!" The tone of my voice.

"Acologies are not enough. It always is. You're sorry it shouldn't be me, but apologize to Ana. Pursue him now because he is precious, bring him back!" the subtle voice of Mama told.

"Bbbb-good, Ma. Forgive me, this is your son!" Body trembling when afraid if his emotions will overflow.

"Yes. Pursue before it comes out again."

"Thanks, for your support, Ma."

Without further ado, I immediately retreated, to immediately step away in pursuit of Ana.

"Adit," Salwa's hand checks to prevent me.

"Take him off, salwa! You don't be insolent and dare to want to prevent," said Mama helps.

"But, Aunt. Adit's important to me."

"Can't" Mama denied.

"Sorry Salwa, I have to go after Ana, because she is a person who means something in my life now" said the self while removing Salwa's hand.

"But Adit, wait. Hey, Adit," Salwa's voice is still trying to hold me back, when this self is really going to start leaving.

"Shut up! Don't interfere in their household affairs, "Mama scolded Salwa who was still heard by my ears.

"Take off .. let go, Auntie! salwa said, when mama had managed to prevent it by blocking the hand.

"Turn him, and take him away," Mama said.

I also did not want to miss, immediately trying to catch up.

The step continues to run back and forth to the shoulder of the right and left side of the road, in order to quickly find Ana, who has not revealed her nose anymore.

"Ah ... hhaah, where are you, Ana? Come on Ana, where are you now?" my words feel frustrated by grabbing hair while continuing to run in an uncertain direction.

Now the steps turn to the right, it seems to be stopping by a park, and finally after trying to run for a few minutes looking, the figure of the woman I was looking for has been found, when it was sitting that seemed to have sobbed.

Huuf .. huuf. My breathing gnos-nangosan fatigue accompanied by a sense of relief.

"Home ... Ana?" call me repeatedly to approach him.

I immediately approached him, and immediately hugged him who was still sitting in the middle of the asphalt, right in a quiet park.

"Take me off, Mas" Ana's voice sobbed.

"I'm sorry, Ana. Sorry .. I'm sorry." Still hugging

"let go. Let go of me now, Mas!" refuse it, so that this self releases a hug.

"don't want. Don't say that."

His crying was breaking.

"Take me off, get out of here. Leave me alone" he said, lashing out at my not-so-strong shoulder.

"I'm sorry Ana, I'm sorry. You don't do this" My regret said many times trying to apologize.

"From a long time ago I loved you so much, and hoped you would love me back too. But in reality, I was just your game. Mas, always present him in our stories. Once when you were with him, I was still patient trying to withstand the pain of this heart, even though it felt very painful. If all that can make Mas Adit happy, then do as much as you are satisfied. All this time without you I could live and survive. For me today and this second, my love for you wishes it was over." His anger spoke.

"Don't .. don't do that," Kepela nodded in disapproval.

"I don't want to force Mas Adit to love me anymore. I am completely conscious and know where I came from, so it is better now that we live each other" Imbuh said to Ana sadly.

"Don't Ana. Thats enough. Don't .. don't do that, Ana."

"I really love you now, don't say it's Ana, please! Forgive the mistake and the carelessness, I love you so much now" Pinta once again tried to plead.

Increasingly close my arms to Ana, and without feeling this self was also swept away by a sense of crying.

"Mas Adit don't do this!"

"Have ... already, Mas. I don't want to see you feel sadness. Enough of me to get hurt, and look for the happiness that Mas Adit wants. From now on I will try sincerely to let you go" he said.

"No .. no Ana, don't say that again!" Shaking his head, disagreeing over the words just now.

We were both crying incessantly, both of whom hugged each other.

A word that can no longer be interpreted form, which is already together love each other, but in reality there is a wall that has separated our love story, the story, those who are starting to want to continue living it.

Ana still refused to stop crying.

In her cries that began to subside, I carried her on my back, now her hands are so tightly clutching my arms, like people who do not want to be left behind.

The feet continued to step foot by foot toward the car, which was parked in the party building. Although Ana no longer heard sobs, but the clothes felt once wet, probably due to the tears of Ana whose head was leaning on the boat.

He looked so sad because his heart kept getting hurt, because of my carelessness and stupidity that kept hurting him.

"I'm sorry, Ana. Forget what just happened at the party. It was all Salwa, when everything happened suddenly, without my prior consent," This self tries to explain what really happened.

Ana just stared blankly at the window, not caring about my words that kept trying to explain.

Only now does this self feel the deepest heartache, because the awakened and touched have cruelly hurt the wife again. It used to be completely insensitive because it had a sin that was so great but only silent, because it had mendzolimi and tortured Ana's heart by cheating with Salwa.

Now I've taken Ana home, at a small boarding house that was occupied with her father-in-law. Ana has really been silent no more chatter, which has always made my heart happy. It turned out that now he was really so angry.

The car had stopped parked in front of her house, and Ana just got out of the car, which immediately breezed away to enter the house without saying goodbye to me.

I just kept watching it from the windshield, without any movement to follow it from behind, because I didn't want to add to Ana's anger anymore, who was already self-aware that I was the one who started making trouble and should be blamed.