The Overdose of Love

Finally home. Season 2

The plane was heading to the city of birth. The longing that is present cannot be contained anymore, like the flood wants to be shed all if met with the adoration of heart.

"May our meeting endure the turmoil of the heart, that I may no longer be tormented by a love that you cannot hold!" a heart murmur that begins to fidget while boarding the plane.

The air conditioner that lights up makes a thick jacket translucent. Netra can only look at the white clouds, which appear from the mini-size glass belonging to the fuselage. The head tried to lean against the chair, with the hands continue to hold their own body that began to shiver. It seemed that all the passengers closed their eyes, which was very different from me who had no sleepiness at all, because the mind continued to drift imagining an encounter with Karin later.

Maybe it will be a gift for Karin or a disaster for me? After all these months we did not meet each other face to face. Although it is not special, it is okay to surprise him later, because this time there is no telling him first.

...In the loneliness of life you are my life....

...In the darkness you are the light of my soul....

...In solitude you are my encouragement....

...In the void you are my joy....

...In your heart you are my love....

...In sorrow only you are a love amplifier....

...In longing only your laughter is all I need....

...In the depths of your calamity you are the light of the lantern of the soul....

Tired of the soul and mind just sitting waiting for the light. The plane finally took off until its main destination. Many passengers began to unbuckle their seat belts. Some began to stand up to take the bag over the head. Some are still sitting quietly waiting and listening to the voice of the flight attendant who is talking.

Relaxed attitude, while looking at the view of the plane that is lined up. It is undeniable that the heart is so restless to imagine later. Hope everything goes smoothly.

Hands continued to drag suitcases that did not contain much clothing. In front of the exit, a private driver was waiting, with a glare watching the passengers who had been waiting out. The wave of the hand continued to happen, when he saw me.

"Thank God, you've finally made the journey safely."

"Yes, sir."

"Here, let me bring the suitcase."

"Thank you."

"Yes, Sir."

Follow him from behind to the parking lot.

Pretty tired of the trip that took hours of it. The head rests with a look up to the roof of the car ceiling.

"Before going home, can we stop by our bakery first," the feeble pinta.

"Yes, Sir. Quite likely. We'll go there right away."

"Thank you, sir."

"Together."

Long time no feel the streets of the city of his own birth. It's a little jammed and feels hot. Lots of car lines. Pitying the same bikers who carry small children, they seem so hot because it is hot the sun is now so stinging.

"Throughout the years I've been waiting for you, will you stay the same with your heart?" the heart returned restless.

Sitting was not calm, the mind continued to center on my meeting with Karin. Will it be happy or swallow a bitterness pill? It really makes the heart pound unbecoming.

The distance between the airport and the cake shop is quite not far, so the car has slowly changed right in front of the store. It looks quite crowded parked vehicles, so we also had confusion to be parked where?.

"I'll just get off here, sir. Just go inside for a second, so you just wait here."

"Oh, yes sir. Then I'll park the car on the side of the road there!" point him near the mango tree.

"Yes, Sir. Please."

The groggy dilanda I feel now. Repeatedly breathing out. I swiped my hands and was wiped on the face, with the intention of being able to relieve the insecurity of meeting the idolatry.

"Bismillah. May my steps this time be right, who wants to see you, Karin."

With a prayer, try to be bold. I hope no disappointment comes any more.

"Hey ... hey, how are you?" sapaku raised his voice greeting the officers.

"Astagfirullah, Sir. When's that?" Ask one of the employees.

"Just now and happened to stop by here."

"Yes. How are you guys doing, all right? And always keep this shop up, right?" ask sok familiar.

"Yes, Sir. Thank God everything is good and all is well."

"Thank God then, thank God."

The face looked towards the left right, but the figure I wanted to meet did not see the trunk of his nose.

"Sir, who's looking?"

"Ahh, cook doesn't know. Surely you're looking for Karin."

"Hehehe, you can do this."

"Yes know 'lah. We're loyal employees."

"Yes .. yeah."

"Where's your boss?"

"Ooh, Madam Karinnya was having some business outside for a while. He said he'd be back here soon."

"Oh, that's it."

"Well, what we're hinting at is the man who's come. That's ... tu? Really long-lived, "appoint one of the employees.

His face turned towards the main door of the shop.

Deg, the shock I'm seeing right now.

What was seen now was so shocking that it could not be revealed again, even until the chest felt tight.

"Don't tell me I came here!" tell all the employees.

"But, Mr---?"

"Shuuuuutttt."

Instantly I ran. Hiding the body behind the wall near ornamental plants in the form of leaves only, so it can safely cover the entire body.

^^^Sekian year wants to erase all memories.^^^

^^^Try to keep going even if you have to forget about it.^^^

^^^ Here you say again the old wound.^^^

^^^So tired his heart saw all your attitude.^^^

^^^ Cannot be read again the way of your mind.^^^

^^^Doubts begin to arise, until tired of exploring.^^^

^^^ There is no way that I will remain befahan, for your sake that ignores.^^^

^^^Slowly the dream disappeared, but continued to disturb.^^^

^^^Wahai pujaan heart, I try to stay away constantly.^^^

^^^Either why the desire of the heart continues to approach.^^^

^^^Defend to continue living, even if you have to see you happy not to love me.^^^

^^You are everything, already like half my life.^^^

^^^My departure, may not be the place to force stop your steps.^^^

^^^ Only one word, that is, after all this.^^^

^^^Let everything pass about our story.^^^

^^^Let destiny erase all those memories.^^^

Let go of everything, maybe the only way.^^^

"The laughter implies that you are now happy. I don't know if the man you're with has really touched your heart anymore. Why ... why is my heart so fragile again? Ahhhh, how my heart aches, "Have fumbled over such a tight chest.