The Overdose of Love

The Overdose of Love
N2=My Missing Wife>> Faithful Friend's Advice



The morning was neat. The stomach is getting swollen. On top of the suffering still comes happiness when the child in the womb continues to move. Very active, until sometimes make a sign he responds well when invited to chat.


"Sir today Ana is going to go to check the contents," I asked for permission.


"Yes Ana, you be careful. But really you don't want to take you?" There's a worry stroke.



"Don't sir, after all the restaurant is now again the rame-ramenya.- the us can go alone," I subtly refused.


"Alright, be careful, yeah! Don't go anywhere check. Ask for a taxi to take you home immediately," added the father's message.


"Yes, sir."


Footsteps are now heading to the room to pick up the bag, of course, to immediately get ready to slide to the hospital to check the development of the baby grandpa.



"Assalammualaikum," Greetings someone outside greeting you.


"Waalaikumsalam," answered the father, who was heard in my room.


"Who, Sir?" my yelling.


"Hi Ana!" greet Edo


Friends were already waving their hands when I just walked out of the room.


"Hi is also Edo," Turned my broom to Edo, as he was still busy kissing his father's back hand.


"How are you doing now?."


"Alhamdulillah be healthy" said the friendlier.


"Looking tumben. Are you working again?" my many.


"Today I'm on holiday. Tired of the body."


"Well, what a coincidence, Edo. Ana wants to see a gynecologist. You asked for help to take Ana to the hospital, pity if she was alone to leave. Could you please take Ana for a minute."


"Ehh .. eeh, no need for Edo," I replied with a flash for the words of the Father.


It does not taste good if it troubles others.


"Father what the hell! Ana can go alone. Then later bother Edo alone, 'n't he also have his own busyness," added I said it was not good.


"It's okay, Ana. I have some free time. Come to think of it, later pity is also the same baby's grandpa, as a result of snacking because you can be cape'an," reply Edo friendly.


"But Edo! I don't want you to bother."


"No pa-pa, Ana. Let me drive you, okay!" press Edo forcefully.


Hhh, rough breathing. Accepted fear troublesome and if not accepted fear he even offended.


"Other than anyone, I am your friend who is ready to help you, so do not hesitate so 'lah," Edo responded.


"Then that's fine, but I say thank you."


"Together."


We both finally went to the hospital I wanted, Edo was so kind to help me.


And during these six months I have never met or met face to face with Mas Adit again. For me it's really not like to see his face again. The more he met her it felt like his heart wound was open again, over all his utterances and insults.


Divorce will continue after this baby is born, I will sign it and let it go.


Arriving at the hospital directly into the examination room because it is still quiet.


I am glad the results of the examination have made good progress.


"For you if you can not be too stressed, because it looks like your condition is very weak and in a low blood condition," said the doctor.


"Yes, Doc."


"Later I will give you a prescription and vitamins so that the mother is healthy," added the doctor.


"Yes, Doc. Thank you." Thank you."


"Together."


I'm the only one who checked into the gynecologist, while Edo can only wait outside.


"I said, thank you, Edo. You're still kind to me, when I've hurt your heart" I said feeling guilty.


"I've forgotten everything, and about the past forget it all. The most important thing now is the future, which is where we have to keep a good friendship" Edo responded with patience.



"Thank you, Edo, you are a friend who always understands me" he said, smiling at him.


""Heem. You're welcome."


While we were talking while walking, I accidentally saw two figures of people I now hate, and it was seen that he was busy picking up his girlfriend.


"Edo we go the other way," I asked.


"Why Ana!" edo answered curiously.


"You look ahead!" tell me.


"Ooh, I get it. Let's just go out in the back" Edo bargained.


Not wanting to see their faces, we decided to avoid it. It's not that I'm afraid or I don't dare, but really if I meet them they're afraid that emotions will explode again, and I don't want that because it can affect my baby.


"What's wrong with you, isn't it, Ana?" edo asked worriedly.


"I'm good" I replied as we sat on the bench outside the hospital.


"I'm sorry Ana, if these words enter your household affairs. And I want to tell you one thing, if you're tired and can't stand it anymore, don't push yourself. And if you can stop hurting yourself," Edo spoke softly, looking at my face.


"I understand Edo, but in fact I still hope that our household can be saved, that is for the sake of the child I have," I complained with great hope.


Know once that Edo was worried so now talk a lot to advise.


"If only I could turn to move to another heart, maybe my life about our love story wouldn't be this complicated. And I feel so tormented with a heart that keeps on sticking to the man who has incised hurt and suffering to me" I explained who had begun to tear up.


"I also understand Ana, but if you always expect more of her, you will continue to feel the pain, because that hope is only an empty and futile hope," edo is full of truth.



"I know Edo, but love must not be full of sacrifice" said I who would not give in.


"Indeed Ana. Love takes a sacrifice, but sacrifice to give up and give up all the facts, that our loved ones do not necessarily have it all. So affirm all your love if one day it will disappear, because with a sincere heart you can live the happiness and obstacles in life, that is, easily and freely," said Edo full of maturity.


"If you can let go of all the burdens that make you worse, look for true happiness, because you deserve it" Dio said.


"Do men asois myself deserve happiness" I interjected.


"Every human being has the right to be happy and to live a quiet life, and not always humans have to fall into sadness. Rise from all that, welcome new days of happiness with your son later," Edo chimed in with the message, which now leaves me a little open-minded.


"Alright Edo. True what you say, I will try to rise again for the sake of the child I have," I said understand the words of Edo.


There was only silence between us, both of whom were silent, because they were busy with their own thoughts, which were our eyes while looking at the people coming in and out of the hospital.