The Overdose of Love

The Distant Longing. Season 2

Like a red rose you stabbed me

By remembering the one who is gone.

Like a tattoo, you carved me even deeper

When I try to forget you.

Honey, can't see

That my face in your eyes?.

Look at my two fallen eyes

Within him is sadness.

Please don't forget

A difficult farewell that day.

Do not fall into sorrow

Please be happy again.

I love you

And love you so much.

Maybe this is a word that won't

I say it to you again.

Just you ....

What I love and everything to me.

I'm sorry I loved you

And can't change the situation.

But only your memory

The one I love the most.

Until to turn

It's gonna be so hard for me.

Please, don't remind me

My pain was terrible at that time.

I hate you and now I hate you

I had to do it so I could forget you.

What is clear is that you have been engraved in my heart

But I tried to remove it.

But it's not easy at all

And always failed and couldn't.

I miss you so much

Sorry for still loving you.

It's just you I'm waiting for

Until this moment and time.

Until now, he still remembers his face. She's the woman I've always loved, but I can't hold Karin.

It's been almost a year not knowing the news, not not unwilling to contact, but if you hear the news about him surely the affection will be more and more blurred, and certainly will make myself miserable.

Our memories are so sweet, that it's not easy to erase them. His heart that was still attached to Adrian did not want me to force it, because it felt also what he experienced when it was so difficult to position it.

"I miss you so much, Karin! Can I hear your voice?"

"It will certainly not be able to bear to meet you, while you must be very disturbed by my presence. Sorry if I did this? This may be the best way for us."

"Heeh, what am I supposed to do now? I miss you but I don't want to bother you. Phone him ... no .. phone ... no?" Fingers try to count in turmoil.

The screen of the device that held hands, I was sliding to see some photos of the two of us who at that time looked friendly.

"Huuffff, just call him, ah! Even if you can't stand the longing to meet him, think again about how later, the most important thing now is to hear the news is still okay, do not you want to hear," The stability of heart wants to contact immediately.

"Bismillah. I hope Karin is okay."

Tut .. tut, I'm starting to connect the device. Although we are different countries, thank God the signal is fine, to just talk using foreign cards.

"Well, is he sleeping at this hour?" ask in your heart when you are impatient, so Karin will lift him up immediately.

The time with Indonesia is only different for a few hours. Perhaps the effect of the time difference in the country of birth had already encapsulated the time of mid-night, so it was difficult for Karin to pick it up.

Tut .. tut, try repeating the call again.

[Camp]

"Thank God, you finally lifted it!" Excitement.

[Hallo too, Karin]

[Emm, if you don't hear wrongly from the voice, are you Chris?]

[Yes, Karin. It's Chris]

[Thank God, finally after all this time I can hear your voice again, Chris. How are you doing?]

[Alhamdulillah, I am good. How are you doing?]

[Alhamdulillah I am also good]

[Thank God, then]

[Yes, Chris. When will you return to Indonesia?]

[Lack of knowledge, Karin. There are many jobs I cannot leave behind]

[Well, what a pity. I miss you so much and want to see you]

"Well, what Karin said just now wasn't wrong I heard. Is that really what he said?" a heart that does not believe.

[Certainly it? Same with my wishes]

[Well, is that really true? Do you not wish to grant our wish?]

[See, Karin. There's no plan yet. Sorry yes!]

Mouth lied once so that Karin did not expect much, but in the heart could not bear to see her soon.

[Why apologize, Chris. You are not wrong here, I am the one to blame, for ignoring you too much at that time]

Karin's voice started to soften.

[There's no, Karin. I understand your situation at that time. We are friends, so don't worry about our closeness]

[But, Chris. I still don't feel good about you. Because I was too washed away in sadness, to forget you and worse you are now even more distant. I should have realized that you helped me so much to forget Adrian, but I wasted your attention instead. So this is where the one who should apologize is me]

Karin already makes the heart a little flowery. Didn't expect that he was now aware of my struggle all along.

[Look easy, Karin. All problems are not easily solved, including your lost heart, so I can understand all that time]

[Yes, Chris. Just apologize and thank you for everything]

[Yes, you're welcome]

[Oh yeah, how are Naya and the store now?]

[Naya, thank goodness. The store is safe-only and more and more advanced many orders]

[Thank you if all is well]

[Yes, Chris]

[Yes, already. It must have been a really good night. You take a break, you must be tired and work tomorrow, right?]

[Yes. You also need to rest]

[Emm, then bye ... bye. Good night and rest]

[Hmm, bye. Night too]

The connection has been cut off. I exhaled many times. It feels tight enough to withstand the longing of far-flung countries.

Patience for patience must be awake. Maybe you have to train a lot, in order to accept all the destiny that has been outlined. If we turn or refute, destiny will not change as long as the controlling has not desired.