The Overdose of Love

I don't remember anything

# FLASHBACK ON PART 15 #

Now I wake up when the sun has shown its luster, which feels warm stinging from the curtains when blown by the wind. The eyes continue to blink slowly, to be immediately aware of the quiet sleep. Throbbing dizziness has been felt in the head, until repeatedly now the index finger has been fingered to massage the temple. Now my hands are trying to fumble the clothes that felt like there was a wind blowing through my breast, and how shocked I was when I found out that the buttons had not been placed in place. In a state of surprise, I suddenly tried to open my eyes wide to see what was really happening.

"Yona? What'sthis?" My surprise in my heart said, when I saw Yona fast asleep curled up in my bedroom blanket.

I got up slowly, with my fingers still busy holding the corner of the temple. I was silent for a moment, as my body tried to lean on the head of the bed. Heavy dizziness is still very pronounced.

"What really happened last night? Why is Yona sleeping in my bedroom?" I try to remember it in my heart.

"Shortly ... briefly, at first I did not want to drink the illicit goods, but by friends continue to be forced to taste, until finally made to forget time and feel drunk. Then the body starts to feel hot and passionate about doing something forbidden. Heeh, after that? Aaah, I'm completely unaware of how I got to this room. Yona's? One room with me? Hey, hey, what's really going on?" confused heart, with eyes have been squinting because it still holds back the feeling of dizziness.

Now I'm trying to sweep my eyes around the room, trying to remember and find out what happened last night, but in reality there's not a single incident that I can remember.

I got up from the bed, walking still a little staggering due to dizziness that still feels lodged in the head. The main purpose is now to the bathroom, to try to calm down due to shock because it has one room with Yona. The air shower has been lit up, until the hair has now been wet and flowing rushing through my body from shoulders to ankles. A few seconds later I turned around and after feeling a slow return to consciousness, I took out a soap sponge and tried pouring some soapy liquid. I try to soap has been down the body to immediately clean every inch of my skin, until the eyes are now fixated for a moment when I see something red has stuck firmly in the thigh area.

"What'sthis? The blood? More precisely what is all this? Aaaaaah, what is this ... what? Aaah .. aaah!" I ask myself to feel upset.

"Did I really have desecrated Yona?" a heart that still doesn't believe.

Without feeling the tear suddenly fell dripping along with the water shower. Outraged by his own actions, the hands now clenched firmly trying to hit the bathroom wall.

"Aaah, stupid .... You stupid, Adrian? Why are you so stupid to drink that shit? Look, what's finally happening now? You have desecrated another man's child" a self-absorbed heart.

"Haaah, stupid .... stupid, bhuugh ... bhuugh," Unceasingly hands hit the wall.

The pain in the hand of hitting I no longer ignore, because in the chaos the situation can only think how to get out of this maze of stupidity. For a long time water droplets have soaked the body, until finally I ended this activity because I heard the sound of someone crying.

"Yona?" call me gently.

"Why you?" tanyaku pretend not to understand who is now sitting in front of the bed.

"Adrians? What the hell are you doing to me? Why am I in your room?" asked Yona who was crying bitterly.

"I'm sorry, Yona. I don't know and I don't remember what we did last night. What is clear this morning is that everything has happened" I replied lethargic not daring to look at Yona's face.

"You're really mean, Adrian. Bhugh ... bhuugh .. bhughh," said angrily Yona struck me violently.

"I'm sorry, Yona."

"Are you really --?" ask Yona doubtfully.

"Yes, Yona. Maybe last night we did the forbidden things before the wedding. I'm sorry, Yona, maybe I've done it all because of the influence of that illicit drink. So you should not be sad, for I will take responsibility for my reckless actions" I resigned with weakness.

"What did you really say?" say ask Yona who has stopped from sobs.

"Yes, Yona. I will definitely take responsibility and certainly as a real man I will never run away. That's my promise to you" I replied seriously with courage.

"really? Thank you, Adrian. I'm pleased with your bold attitude to that responsibility," said the spoiled Yona wriggling around my shoulder, with her arms around her hugging.

"Yes, Yona. That must be it, remember!" said convince.

"Yes, you clean yourself first. I want to go out to see the other friends" said I who tried to avoid Yona's embrace because it was uncomfortable.

"Ready boss, I'll do it!" yona said firmly according to my words.

After Yona got out of bed to go to the bathroom, I immediately went out of the room trying to see the state of the house and trying to remember whether the incident happened last night, for it has removed the sanctity of Yona or is it just a dream?.

The house looks like a broken ship, with used bottle goods and party events scattered everywhere. This self can only sit pensively on the second floor, while looking at the activities of friends who try to help clean up the rest of the party. I don't think I have any energy anymore because I still don't believe in the stupidity that is happening to me.

"What about my college? Will mom and dad be so mad at me for desecrating people's children? What do I do next? Aah, why are you so stupid you can't control your lust, Adrian?" dreamy heart with a mind that floats.

"Hey, baby!" yona's greeting is surprising, until daydreams suddenly become overblown.

"Darling? Did you hear wrong!" ledek Bayu my friend, is still busy helping to clean the house.

"Emm" I replied briefly.

"really? Cie .. cie, it's made up apparently," led by the other friend's symbol.

I could only give them a wry smile, not happy about our new status, but instead I had to do this all out of a sense of duty to Yona.

"I go home first baby, bye ..bye!" pamit Yona is leaving.

"Hmm, bye ... bye too," I replied weakly only able to wave.

Everyone's car has disappeared from view, until the house is now quiet and looks clean, due to the efforts of friends who keep promises to help clean up the rest of the party. The feeling of weakness all over the body was so felt, that I could no longer bear to immediately sit in front of the main porch of the house. Tarasa head is very heavy, due to dizziness to think of fear if something unwanted in the future will happen for real.

Krucuk .. krucuk, the sound of the stomach suddenly ringing signifies that immediately ask for food, because from this morning no food entered the stomach.

"Oh yeah, where's Karin? Why did it look like that, huh? The tumbens from this morning did not reveal the trunk of his nose?" the heart murmur felt strange.

"I have to see him?" I say to myself, who now rise up to see the beloved adek.

Legs continue to step from corner to corner of the room including the kitchen and the back garden, but still this self does not see my lifting adek. The last time was the room next to mine on the upper floor.

"Carin ... Karin, tok ... tok?" call me knock on the door of his room slowly.

Tok .. tok .. tok, the door keeps tapping.

Repeatedly fingers fingers touch the door of the room adek lift, but there is no symbol at all from inside his room, so inevitably forced to open it without being told.

Cekliek, slowly I opened the door, which now showed Karin's body rolling with a blanket sleeping soundly. Without further ado, I immediately approached to try to wake him up, because a strange feeling began to look at the heart when it was noon adopted sister was still comfortable with her dreams.

"Carin ... Karin, what's wrong with you? Kok tumben-tumben not awake yet!" I said try to wake up by pulling the blanket.

"Aaaaakhhhhhh," cried Karin suddenly.

"Hey Karin, what's wrong?" manywould be surprised.

"You don't come any closer," he asked fearfully, who now sat far away in the corner of the bed.

"What do you mean?" my question is not to understand.

"Shut up, brother. I said don't come near ya don't come near," he snapped who was already crying.

"You why? This is your brother" said I, who tried to approach and touch him, who seemed to be in a state of fear.

"Phaaak, I said don't touch me!" he said rudely as he brushed my hand firmly.

"All right, I'm not coming near you. But would you please explain what happened to you, so you seem so scared of me?" ask me who does not understand because it feels strange.

Karin could only hug her knees, crying bitterly. I was so overwhelmed by the overwhelming confusion over Karin's strange demeanor, who had been afraid to see my face.

"I should have asked you, brother? Why have you hurt me?" the answer I still don't understand.

"Injury? Whatchu mean?" I ask who doesn't understand because it's confusing.

"I can't give you an answer, because it's all in your memory. So please come out of this room, for I am so sick and disgusted to see what you look like" pinta Karin looked annoyed.

"But, Karin?" I said doubt because I could not.

"PERGI .. I said GO, aaaaah ... go you from here, go .. go!" hysterical scream Karin tried to kick me out.

"Well ... well, I'll go, but calm yourself first, ok!" my still insistent reply tried to calm him down.

"Not much to say. I said go .. yes go," said Karin who was now really angry with me, with her eyes sharpened by the emotion that seemed to have peaked.

Because I did not want to happen things that were not desirable, I finally collapsed to immediately leave Karin's room. For a long time I was glued to silence facing the door of Karin's room. Wanting to go in was afraid he was angry, but if not entered the fear of the safety of the foster sister who looked chaotic so disturbing the mind.

"What really happened to you, Karin? Did I do anything wrong to you, until you seemed afraid of me? Are you all right in there? No. .. No, you don't look good? Heeh, how can I help you figure out what solution you're facing, so you're that angry with me?" a heart that wonders because of the worry so busy dominating the soul.

"I need to find a way to talk to me? And find out what's going on with you?" tell yourself that you don't know how.