The Love Traces of RAHWANA

CHAPTER 65. Is There Still Me There?

“Do you not like me, if I remember the past?”

The cloud question I can't answer. I don't know, he likes it, but at the same time he's scared too. Afraid that he might cause something to harm the man. As people always say.

The voice did not want the worst possible event that befell the late Yuta, to happen to the Clouds. He could not even imagine it.

“Okay, I don't know. I don't know if I still have the right to remember him.”

“Why not? No one forbids you.”

Quiet voice. Then he went back to his steps.

“Where are you going? Is there still class?” Ask the Clouds who run small to align steps with Kuara.

“I want to attend a seminar on theatrical.”

“Seminar? What seminar?”

“Important seminar.” Said the voice who kept going.

“I'm coming.”

“Successful.” Lazy voice arguing with the Clouds. He just let the man follow him to the theatrical inside the library building.

The clouds are already red. He sat next to Kuara by covering his face while pretending to scratch his forehead.

“Why didn't you tell me it was a seminar for ploughing?”

“You didn't ask.” Satisfied Voices pranking Clouds.

Really, Awan felt very embarrassed when he was the only man in the theatrical. Moreover, some students seemed to whisper while glancing at him.

“Gosh, can't be like this. I'll come out and wait for you outside.” The clouds again.

“No need to wait for me. You can go first.” The kuara expels indirectly.

The clouds don't care. Because when Kuara finished and came out of theatrical the next hour, she found Awan still waiting for her on the sofa waiting for the library. The man immediately got up and walked over to Kuara.

“It's done?”

“Why are you still here? Don't you have a job? You look like a busy man.”

“My work can wait. But time with you, I can't guarantee I'll be able to experience it again. Mumpung is here, do you want to go up?” Ask Clouds.

The estuary seems to think. He understood the meaning of the cloud. The man took her to the second floor. Where they used to meet.

“Bby. Mumpung is here too. Come.”

Clouds and Voices walked side by side up to the second floor. Kuara has been here almost every day, so she is not very impressed. He only followed the Clouds walking one step behind the man.

The clouds are on the second floor. Look at the bookshelves lined up neatly.

“Have changed a lot.” Cloud said as he swept the row of books with his fingers.

“It's been ten years, Clouds. It's only natural that it has changed a lot. Just like us. We've changed a lot.”

“Yes, you've changed a lot too. Turned more beautiful and made me want to have you more.” Clouds murmured without looking at the estuary.

Quietly, Kuara noticed the Cloud's burly back. Inwardly, was his back the same as he had seen it? A shadow of a smooth, pure white burly butt was perched sweetly on his head.

Instantly, Kuara shook her head strongly. Intended to filter out that shadow.

“You why? Dizziness?” Ask the Clouds who noticed it.

“Oh? O, em. Sjsshhh. My head is a little dizzy.”

“Let's sit until your dizziness disappears.” Said Awan who immediately pulled the hands of Quara without permission.

Now, they had sat at one of the empty tables. Sit side by side. With the Clouds constantly staring at the reddened face of the Estuary.

“Are you really sick?” Ask Clouds. He was worried about the situation of the Kuara. Her face flushed. Maybe Kuara is really sick.

Ah, there's a warm feeling running through his veins. Heart's pounding. So as to make the hope that he had stored in the corner of his heart reappear to the surface.

“Not hot. But why is your face flushed?”

Are the Clouds pretending to be stupid? Inner voice in the heart.

What makes the face red is not because the girl is sick. The clouds kept touching him.

“Do I take you to the hospital?” The Clouds then.

“No, no. I just feel a little dizzy. It's almost gone.” Reasons Quarries.

Clouds withdraw from the Kuara. He leaned his back against the back of the chair, then looked around. He recalls the past.

“This place has many stories.” Cloud Murmuring. “I want to read that book.”

“What book?”

“Ramayana and Sinta. That one.” Clouds help the Quara remember.

“It looks like it's gone, Cloud. Old books have been replaced with new books.”

“Is that?”

“You're this. Love to remember the past.”

“Color memories with you it's worth remembering.”

The clouds turned to Kuara. He looked at the girl's face deeply. I don't know what makes a puddle of water appear in his eye pelupuk. Makes the wrong behavior at the same time feel surprised.

What Awan actually felt was, there was still a feeling of regret over the passing of Yuta. One thing he has not been able to do is, apologize to Kuara for that. Actually the Clouds are preparing to tell the truth to the Quara.

But there is a feeling of fear that comes along at the same time. He was afraid that Kuara would hate him again because of the past. He was not ready because he really hoped Kuara would come back to him.

“Ara?”

“Hem?”

“In your heart. Just little. Just slightly. Am I still there?”

The cloud question made Kuara's chest rumble violently. I want to feel like he nodded his head and said,

‘Still. You're still in my heart, Clouds. It's just, I kept your name tight and locked it so there was room for a new name. Because back then, I couldn't hope for you.’

“No. What I keep you in my heart. Will not load.” This time, Kuara changed joking. As the clouds often do.

Gaping clouds. The romantic and intimate atmosphere he had painstakingly built shattered. He became annoyed at Kuara.

“Hahahahahahaha.”

“You're this. It sucks once.” Grunting Cloud.

“Gosh. You are so serious. It's been. Come onl. I have to go to the office.” Quara. There are still many assignments of students that he has not checked.

“But I still want to be with you, Ara.”

“Awan, did you forget that we were neighbors?”

“Oh, yes. Hahaahaha. Alright, alright.  Looks like I should also go back to the office.” Clouds, looking at his watch.

So they both went from there. The clouds went towards the parking lot while Kuara was about to go to the faculty.

“See you later at home, Ara.” Clouds before turning around and parting.

Kuara just smiled at the back of the cloud away. He was still trying to push his hopes into the deepest corner of his heart.

Living side by side with news and stories less pleasant than people, makes Kuara feel not dare to take risks. He was afraid that all the people's words were true. About the death that will come near the man who will marry her. He was afraid that something like Yuta would happen again. And he didn't want that to happen to the Clouds. Nope, no. He doesn't want to.