The Love Traces of RAHWANA

Quarry 14.

And this week I've completely cut off contact with the Clouds. I blocked her number so she wouldn't call me again. I'm really pissed off half to death.

Sunday morning, I had no activities and just played with my cat in the side yard. Occasionally disturbing Sindi who was cleaning the mini herb garden owned by the mother.

“Yuk streets, Dek.” Mas Bhanu's voice made me look.

“Mas, bring your girlfriend. Don't take me. I'm being lazy out of the house.” I answered with focus on playing.

“But Mas bored at home.”

“Rome once too, say bored at home.”

“Yes because Father and Mother are not home.”

Our father and mother were going to a party to a place of acquaintance. Actually I was invited, but I was lazy to do anything let alone get out of the house.

Disappointed Mas Bhanu finally chose to return home.

“Excuse me!” There was a sound of someone coming from the gate.

Sindi who also heard him immediately left her job and saw who was coming.

A few moments later Sindi came back and approached me.

“Mbak, anyone looking for.” Sindi told me.

“I?” Staring at Sindi curious. Who's looking for me this early? “Who?”

“He said his name was Cloud, Mbak.”

The deg!

A cloud? Why did he come here?

“Tell him I'm not home.”

“I need to talk to you, Ra.” The sound of Clouds suddenly appearing behind Sindi made me widen my eyes.

I didn't want to see him, but now he's in my house.

I stood up and looked at him in anger. I'm still upset because he's playing me.

“You dare come here?” I stare hard at him.

“Please forgive me, Ra. I know I was wrong. I have absolutely no intention of doing it.”

“That's what makes me angry. You don't intend but you do it anyway.”

“I'm just afraid of losing you. I'm afraid you're ashamed to be friends with me because I'm still in school. I really need your understanding.”

I grunt. Lazy responded. I just want him out of front of me as soon as possible.

“Go.” Blatantly banished. I held my cat and left it.

“I like you, Ra!” Shouted the Clouds suddenly. “I like you very much. I love you!”

That cloud cry made my feet unwilling to move forward. Be me pecking in place.

Slowly, I turned and looked at him. The clouds look hard on me. Fortunately, Sindi was not there until I had nothing to be ashamed of.

“I really don't want to lose you. I'm still in school, but I'm sincere about you. Please forgive me. I'm going crazy seeing you like this.”

The clouds started to approach me. Now we are only half a meter away.

 cloud's gaze, I was looking for the real sincerity of that man over there.

The cloud's face looked solemn. I can feel his sincerity now.

My heart turned melted and softened when I saw the desperate look in his eyes

”Why are you apologizing to me? I have nothing to do with you, Awan.”

“How can it have nothing to do? I told you I like you.”

“Why do you like me when you have a boyfriend? It's just a monkey's love that's still unstable.”

“This is not monkey love, Ra. My feelings are sincere. And lover? What do you mean?” The clouds turned to me.

“Didn't you have a boyfriend? Why do you still dare to express feelings to me?”

“I don't have a lover, Ra.”

“Said not to have but I saw you making out with her.”

The clouds seemed confused by my words. While I just melengos do not believe in his words. It sounded like the words of a Cassanova.

“You mean while on campus that time?”

I didn't answer. I'm actually embarrassed to discuss this with the Clouds. I can't believe this phrase is spoken from my own mouth.

“Hemh. That's not my lover. That's my cousin's brother. He was always spoiled with me. With the other brothers he was too. Her name is Ma'am Heni.”

I felt the intonation of the Clouds change. He grinned and I didn't like to see him. That grin seemed to corner me and judge my opinion.

And it's not just the cloud intonation that's changing. But my face too. Gosh darn. I'm so ashamed. I wanted to pull my skin and put it in my pocket.

A lump of regret piled up on my chest. I'm sorry for discussing the awesomeness of the Clouds which turns out to be her cousin. I summed up whatever was on my mind, asked Cloud with the myriad of confidence I had. And it turns out that all my conclusions are wrong.

“So, are you jealous that you won't pick up my phone?” Clouds with a probing look. I could see a faint smile on both corners of her lips. Sucks.

“What am I jealous of? I don't have time for that.” I snorted to disguise my embarrassment.

Naturally, our topic changed direction. Little by little remove the awkwardness felt. And indirectly, it started to make my anger disappear. My mood is also starting to improve.

“So you have forgiven me, right? I'm not gonna hide anything from you anymore. If you're willing to listen, I'll tell you everything about me. Everything, without exception.”

“Entahlah. I don't know, Cloud. Do I have the right to listen to all your stories.”

It's not what. We didn't have a special relationship until we had to tell each other stories. It was enough that I made one heart belonging to Yuta hurt because of my commitment. And I don't want to make other hearts feel the same way.

As for accepting one of them, it was impossible. It's the same as licking my own spit. That's repulsive. I don't want to be swayed by anything. I'll date or whatever it is after I finish my studies later.

“Why not? You just have to listen.”

“Good. I'll listen to him if I have time. And I have to affirm one thing to you, Awan.”

“About your commitment? I-i know. I told you that you can do whatever you want. Either it rejects me or what. You can also not assume my words earlier. I don't mind. The important thing is that I'm relieved that I said it. I will not force you to give up your commitment. Because I know, I have no right to interfere with your future plans.”

I can no longer speak. I could only look in wonder at the clouds. Why is he so mature with such a young age? That's what kept me from thinking that she was still

school.

There is nothing to suggest that he is still a high school student. Maybe if at that time I did not see him, until now I still do not know.

“So, can you stop blocking my number? Because I still want to tell you about Ravana. This time, I will tell you all about Rahwananya Ara.”

My tongue is completely muddy. Staring deeply into the Netra Clouds made my heart flutter again. Ruin the rest of the anger due to a misunderstanding I made myself.