The Gun In My Hand's

Chaptre 04. But She on Replay in My Brain

Parker's Palace, Waltham Forest (Greater London), UK – 07.21 am.

I clenched my palms tightly while looking at the woman I almost stabbed yesterday. I've gone mad. Doctor Robinson said he should be up soon but why is he still closing his eyes.

My attention was split when Doctor Robinson came back after meeting with Zach. "Not to worry, he's fine. I talked to Zach so he wouldn't worry too much either. You can call me back if anything happens." I didn't give any response and just focused on seeing if this creature in bed would move.

After tidying up his medical equipment, Doctor Robinson immediately exited the room. But before that he stopped by the doorway and said, "Ah yes, Zach wants to talk to you. He's in his room. You can leave that woman. He also did not have the strength to walk after waking up so stop looking at him like that."

I don't know why I've always disliked Doctor Robinson's not-so-funny jokes. Even I was willing to take a bullet out of my own body instead of having to ask for his help. Just this time I panicked because there was nothing I could do to make this woman better than to ask her for help.

With my head still throbbing, I finally decided to face Zach. When I get to the door of his room, I still want to be standing out here for a long time. I know Zach is very disappointed in my actions. I took a deep breath and exhaled it. I have to face Zach's anger. You almost killed his cousin, Leon. How can he not be angry with you?

Ccq ...

I slowly opened the door and entered the room with very minimal lighting. I saw Zach sitting quietly on the sofa not far from me. He stared hard at me. It seems like I don't like it very much with me.

I'm trying to start my defense, "Zach ... I really didn't mean to hurt him. I was just freaking out when I checked back on him he was no longer in kam—" My words were cut when Zach suddenly delivered a hard punch in my jaw. I who was not ready with it immediately staggered to hit the door.

"How come you don't check the cctv first, you idiot! And you almost killed him, you wanted to stab him, Leon! What if you were holding your gun? I'm sure he can't get up now!" Zach looks very frustrated. He turned his body while twitching his head.

I thought carefully about what Zach had just shouted. She was right, I think that if I had a gun at the time, maybe Elisha couldn't open his eyes.

"I'm freaking out, Zach. I thought there was an intruder. I'm trying to find him in the Western Missions because you allowed him to go there. But after I remember he had an injury on his leg and I don't think he could walk that far." Instantly Zach turned his body back towards me.

"Injuries? What's wrong with her?"

"Yes, he fell down while walking in his high heels. When I wanted to help him reject me, it made—" Back to happen. This time Zach gave me a hard blow to my stomach. Instantly my body that had slammed into the door collapsed onto the floor. Shit, this hurts.

"You can force him, asshole! What you can't do, she's just a woman. You can even bomb the headquarters of****** in the Middle East, but why can't you handle one woman!"

I think Zach's frustration will continue to explode if there's no sudden knock behind my back. Zach did not move from his position and was reluctant to give anyone out there permission to enter.

"Mr ... Miss Elizabeth is awake. He's looking for you." It turns out to be a waiter. I am so grateful to hear that news. My heart is relieved, at least I know he is really alive.

"Tell him wait a minute. I'll see him after he has breakfast. Take breakfast to her room and don't let her move from her bed if I don't want to return her to her house!" Zach's anger has not subsided. He still said with his high tone. I believe his voice will even be heard to Elisha's ears.

A few minutes we were still talking about this issue with a little bit of violence in it. Yeah, maybe my face's gone bad with a lot of bruises. I insist on refusing to be Elisha's bodyguard. I don't want after this incident to make Elisha any more uncomfortable with me. Stupidly Zach still wanted to give the job to me on the condition that I was watching him remotely. That would be Zach's decision I can't dispute.

After the conversation was over, Zach and I finally walked out of the room. I have no obligation whatsoever to continue escorting Elisha at this time. I decided to go back to the Eastern Missions and watch him through the cctv.

As I was about to head towards the door of the hall opened, I accidentally saw the door of Elisha's room on the second floor open. I saw him walking in a limp assisted by the waiter. As soon as our eyes met, I quickly turned my eyes and immediately walked to my destination. I don't want to disturb that woman's calm.

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A few minutes later...

East Mension, Parker's Palace - 08.51 am.

I ate the bread I had just found in the kitchen before entering my room. Hunger hit my stomach for never eating anything since last night. I stared at the monitor in front of me which displayed several corners of the room in the main mension. From here I can observe the activities of many people. Of course except the Zach privacy area and all the bathrooms. And one more thing, I've installed an extra cctv in Elisa's room. I will no longer be remiss for this woman.

I've been sitting in front of a monitor for a long time, but there's nothing to worry about. Elisha only rested and occasionally chatted with the servants. He did another normal thing as a person who had just come to his senses from his long fainting spell.

I decided to go out to the balcony. I took a sip of my cigarette that I just found on the table earlier. After I remember, I haven't smoked in a long time. Cigarettes remind me of a woman I love very much. Last time I went out was not saying goodbye to him. Maybe if he finds out I'm smoking again I think he's gonna get mad.

I just thought about it, I don't know where the miracle of that person called me. When I received his call, I still did not speak because I was waiting for him first.

"Leon ... That you?" I still have no intention of answering.

"Damn it, say something, asshole. I know you're there." Instantly my piety turned into loud laughter. He is indeed amazing.

"Haha. I'm sorry, stop saying rude. You want our sweet son to hear his mother curse?" At the end of there I heard clearly the sound of a blunt object like being slammed. I'm sure that handsome baby is making his mother a hassle.

"He's a smart kid. He knows what's good for him to hear. Ah yes, can I visit you in England?" The smile on my lips faded upon hearing that question.

"Whatchu mean? You know I'm busy working, don't bother me. I don't have much time with you." This time I heard a rough gasp from him.

"I know you have a penthouse there, Leon. Let me and Mr. Broklyn junior get there. We need a vacation and see a country you really like. Allow Tuan— gosh, don't eat your car. Ah, look at you spilling mom's juice!"

I nodded back to hearing his words. I miss them a lot, too, but I can't spend much time if they really want to go to England.

"Leon, are you still there? So can we stay at your penthouse later? You can't prevent us. I've bought a flight ticket for the next two weeks." I was surprised when he said it. How he didn't ask for my approval first.

"What?! You joke. You have to ask me first. Anyway, how do you know I have a penthouse here?"

"Your beloved sister told me. Greg says you rarely occupy your penthouse. Come on, I just need your penthouse to sleep. You don't have to accompany us." God damn Greg's big mouth is uncontrollable. How does he know? Shit, did he stalk me with his weird stuff. Ah, stupid time.

"Yeah, whatever. I can't ban you. Just tell me when you're ready. I'll take care of it, and don't make me panic about your sudden actions. I don't like it." I heard the ruckus on the other end.

"Yes, I know you're the best, Leon. I'll let you know later as we prepare to leave. Bye, Honey." The call was switched off unilaterally. He's always been like that, I don't like it when he always does what he wants. I don't want us to repeat the same mistake. I don't want it because of my negligence, he's back in regret.

I went back into my room after one cigarette. I sat back in front of the monitor and scanned the entire corner of Zach's mension. Elisha was seen still fun watching movies in his room with a lot of snacks in his bed.

Yeah, I'm sure of that. I just remember when it was their magnificent wedding day, Zach was also present. Maybe Ken and Zach have a job relationship. I miss Lucy so much. She still looks so pretty. But I don't want to ruin their happy mood. Anyway, I still don't like her haughty husband.

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A few hours later...

I came out of the bathroom with my hair still wet. While rubbing the towel against the hair, I walked towards the monitor table again. It's already at dinnertime, Elisha should be at the dinner table.

While chewing my food, I focused on seeing the activity in Elisha's room. There's none. Is he in the shower?

15 mins.

20 mins.

30 mins.

1 hour.

Shit, where else is that woman? I've checked the cctv all over the corner of the Missions but he's not around. I finally contacted one of the maids in the main session. I just wanted to curse that waitress, but that didn't happen. From the cctv I saw Elisa coming out of the bathroom with a towel.

I was standing up and was about to vent my emotions immediately collapsing onto the chair. This woman can't even make my heart calm.

"Ah, Bjak—" I immediately got back up from my seat and slammed my phone into the bed. Fortunately, it did not break to the floor. Elisha suddenly opened his towel. He didn't wear anything behind it, what I was doing. Damnit. I turned off the monitor screen very upset. I don't want to finish my food.

I decided to lie down on the bed. For a long time I could go crazy working just in front of a monitor. Zach had actually given Elisha a new bodyguard and I was only assigned to watch over him. I guess I can breathe free air for tonight and don't worry too much.

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Zach's Club, City of London, UK – 10.01 pm.

I tried to calm my own head while closing my eyes. It doesn't make my head any better. I've gulped down three sloves of vodka.

"You want to add your vodka?" I saw Dereck sitting on the couch not far from me. The work we often do together makes him know my current situation is in a mess.

I shook my head. I need to stay sober because maybe he'll soon take that woman on his lap to one of the rooms. And I'm sure they'll start their crazy sessions with a hangover.

"I heard you almost made Zach's beloved princess into a sleeping princess forever?" I chuckled at Dereck's joke about the princess. Yeah, that means I'm the witch in the story.

"From the beginning I was not suitable for his offer this time. You know, that woman isn't in danger and Zach's too worried about that. And you also know I've been on alert too often. It made me somewhat sensitive with one suspicious act. Little did Zach realize that I was too rude for his daughter's master."

I regretted taking out a few sentences a few seconds ago. I swore at Dereck and his crossbeam so hard that the bartender at the other end could hear it. This bastard hasn't listened to me since. He was too engrossed in making out with his net even nearly stripped him bare if I hadn't just cursed at the moment.

He just laughed because he heard the curse. The next thing he did was to hold his barn, maybe he couldn't bear to fuck her. He paused and said, "Ah yes, did Zach not tell you? Yeah, maybe he thought I told you, too, but I guess I forgot. The princess you're guarding is James Armstrong's only child if you want to know." I was shocked when I found out about that fact.

Shit, can't they say that sooner. I almost killed an important kid in this country. I was just about to throw the whole of mainland Europe into an uproar with the death of the son of the most influential businessman in the European economy.

My head was much more dizzy after knowing this. Zach is very worried. The safety of that woman would mean a lot. He certainly did not have the freedom to travel alone. It could be that he got into the unwanted especially from people who do not like the success of his father.

After a long time of twisting, I finally decided to follow Dereck's footsteps, maybe it will help a little. I entered one of the vip rooms. There's been waiting for a woman I've never seen, is she new? I could see clearly he was very nervous.

Why am I so fucking unlucky today. This woman's nervousness made me curse her even more. Come on, I'm not fucking a virgin. Better to accept a wild bitch than a bitch acting like a virgin.

I'm reluctant to start this whole thing, I'll see how brave this woman is. Looking at me who kept quiet, he finally took the initiative to start by unbuttoning my shirt. I don't know what made her even more nervous, look at her hands even shaking.

Because I could not stand his disgusting attitude, I finally decided to pull his body and lay him down. I immediately******* her lips. True, he replied******* that.

You bitch.

My mind felt crazy. I thought of the woman below me as Elisha. I try to focus on getting this done right away. I closed my eyes trying to enjoy what I had started.

'You're disgusting, asshole. Don't touch me.'

I opened my eyes and stopped all of this. I sat on this woman's side. Shit, the image of Elisha's disgusted face kept ringing. I don't have feelings for the woman next to me. She has a pretty seductive appearance.

I immediately buttoned back my shirt which fortunately did not open all. I took my body out of the club. I decided to leave Dereck by driving alone back to the Missions. He can take care of himself. All I need now is to look at Elisha's face before it splashes my body with cold water.

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