The Gun In My Hand's

Chapters 31. We Did It!

Armstrong's Mension, Newcastle (Tyle and Wear), UK - 02.13 am.

"Can you let me sleep with you tonight?"

I don't know what was on my mind when Leon asked me that question. My reaction was just nodding my head, I wanted Leon beside me at this moment. I want to erase the nightmares I don't have every night. And sure enough, with Leon makes me never have time to think about it all. I only felt happiness because of my healed longing.

Leon kept wiping my face that might not look okay at the moment. A little crossed my mind, are we going to do more than just remove the longing?

Too far away my mind wandered, Leon subconsciously stopped rubbing my face and I saw him slumber just like that. I saw his calm face, it seemed like he had traveled a long way to look so tired.

Slowly I got closer to Leon, I kissed him who was sleeping, but it turned out to wake him up. His eyes held back the sleepiness that had not been helped. I smiled to see it like this.

"Sleep back, you seem so exhausted."

He did not answer and held me tighter, with his big hand he rubbed my back. A warm feeling spread throughout my body. I returned Leon's embrace and hid my face in his neck.

Without wanting to hide my feelings, I whispered, "I miss you so much, Leon."

Either way because of hearing what I said, Leon immediately stopped rubbing my back. Slowly I heard her whisper, "You don't know that I'm so stressed that I didn't see you either, Elisha."

We looked at each other just before the outpouring of feelings emanating from the whisper turned so intimate. Nothing else could stem the feelings between the two of us. And again we had a kiss that we missed so much.

I can't deny myself, I don't even want to do it. I want Leon as big as Leon wants me. I let go of our kisses and whispered in front of Leon's face, "I don't mind being a stupid woman tonight, Leon."

After that I didn't give Leon time to comment even to refute me. I got my courage, I wanted to do it. And I want that man to be Leon.

As I carried my body over Leon, I felt the grip of Leon's hand tighten on my shoulder. I ignored him and still survive this kiss. My hands bravely cupped Leon's face, which made this kiss even hotter.

I slowly felt Leon rise from his sleep. We were reluctant to end each other's kisses. I felt my waist easily lifted by Leon so that my position sat on his lap.

Instantly I felt an unstoppable passion, as Leon slowly slipped his hand onto my back. I felt his hands dancing around my back. It didn't last long when Leon suddenly bit my lip. I ended the kiss because I was in pain.

I saw Leon's different face, he looked so longing and it got me so excited.

"Elisa, you're wrong to make me wake up at this hour. And I don't know what else to hold back from facing you."

My courage doubled as I kissed Leon's lips, trying to provoke him. "Until when are you going to hold all this up, motherfucker?"

He looked into my eyes intensely and said, "I will not forgive you, Elisha."

I firmly replied, "Try it."

And without a cue Leon kissed me mercilessly, I was even laid down instantly. It's like a scene in an action movie I never imagined before. I don't want to just keep quiet. I kissed Leon excitedly.

Which makes me inexhaustible when Leon deliberately pulled my nightgown very quickly. So hard the pull made the thin clothes torn and now torn useless as it should. I think the waiter who's going to clean my room tomorrow will be surprised to find my clothes torn.

I felt leon's hand exploring my body that still left my underwear. I took my hand with my hand to Leon's chest. I tried to touch more by putting my hand in Leon's shirt. But my hand held Leon and he stopped our kiss.

Our breaths were still vying with each other, and at that moment Leon whispered in front of my face, "Elisa"

"I want you, Leon. Don't let me down with rejection. I'm not a beggar in this." I cut off Leon's words immediately. I don't want him to pull back.

"You know I can't resist you, Elisha. I'm just afraid I'm gonna hurt you."

I shook my head in disbelief Leon would say that. I'm trying to convince you, "Let's find out together, Leon."

Before Leon came back to kiss me brutally, I heard a very loud swearing from him. I felt Leon moving my body back and slowly I felt Leon pecking at his neck and that ended up being absented to a part of the body I never thought of until I felt nothing could stop him from that's.

With a roar of increasingly heavy breathing, I saw Leon's silhouette above me. I saw every move Leon made to take off his clothes one by one. And I found my courage again as I held onto her exposed chest.

Nothing can stop us from touching each other. I felt it all for the first time and that guy was Leon. The kiss we did was never even imagined to be over, until I realized something that was freaking me out.

Leon looked at me in the dark, he rubbed my sweaty face and said, "Elisa, are you sure?"

I felt Leon down there, and I knew he would only make me panic if I kept asking so I just nodded my head without answering.

"It's gonna hurt a little, Elisha. But hang on, I－"

I saw a look of panic also appear on Leon's face. I didn't know he was going to be so nervous like this, I just thought about what made Leon panic, I suddenly felt an unusual urge down there. So foreign that it made me so uncomfortable.

Leon continued to stare at my face and rubbed the sweat that was growing as the panic grew. It feels so excruciating when down there it's so relentlessly urgent. My pain grew as I began to feel the pain.

Leon panicked even more and said, "Elisa, should I stop him?"

"Don't be a coward, Leon. Keep going!" I unconsciously said that while crying and it certainly felt Leon. She wiped my tears and kissed my lips.

"Damn it, you're driving me crazy, Elisha." Leon's words made me believe he still controlled himself.

"I will finish it quickly, Elisha. "

After saying it, Leon immediately kissed me and a few seconds later, it happened. I just took a breath in shock when I felt Leon penetrate me and it hurt a lot. My tears fell again but my agony was muffled by Leon's kiss.

I reacted by gripping Leon's back very strongly with my fingers that might even be able to pierce through his skin. I feel Leon moving down there. My whimpering is getting worse. The pain did not decrease in the least.

Leon's hand moved away from my face and slowly touched my chest gently. Silence is still trying to make me more comfortable with her gentle treatment even though she moves down there very roughly.

But believe it or not that happened a few moments later I did not feel any significant pain. I felt the pain go away and with no idea of shame I moved in with Leon. It's insanity.

Leon let go of his kiss and we looked at each other. As a result of a missed kiss, I unconsciously moan and sigh due to enjoying Leon's game. The already panicked Leon immediately held my shoulder and I heard him growling very loudly and slowly moving blindly. My room was filled with the sound of Leon's growl and my sigh interlocking.

I felt my brain malfunction because I felt the urge of passion so great that I heard Leon say, "Elisa, together."

Leon's movements got crazy and it caused a strange reaction in my body. And sure enough, we reached the top together. I felt that wonderful thing with Leon.

Our breaths were still racing as Leon supported his body with his hands still beside mine. Afterwards I felt a sense of emptiness as Leon let go. Leon wiped the sweat on my forehead.

"Elisa, I love you."

I don't know why that line bewitched me so quickly that I came back to shed tears. Leon hugged me very tightly and kept peeping at my head.

He rubbed my back and enveloped the two of us inside. It made me so comfortable in his arms that I finally closed my eyes to dreamland.

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Armstrong's Mension, Newcastle (Tyle and Wear), UK - 08.13 am.

Tok...

"Miss, are you awake?!"

The sound of knocking made me uncomfortable, plus I felt a hug on my stomach tighten. It made me blink my eyes this morning. When I woke up, Leon was still with me and unfortunately we were still completely naked.

"Damn, Leon it's morning, how is this?"

I immediately shouted to prevent my servant from barging in, I didn't even realize my voice was so hoarse, "Yes I'm awake. I'll be in my room and still sleepy, don't bother me, today I don't want to work."

My butler out there makes me relieved that I won't watch myself sleeping with a man in here.

Shortly after, Leon opened his eyes and managed to look at me. I blushed in embarrassment as I said, "Leon, we have to clear this up and－"

"And what?" He looked at me so hard that it made me nervous.

"We're still not wearing clothes."

"I don't mind, we can start over, maybe in the bathroom, hmm how?" I was surprised by what he said.

"Are you crazy? It's morning and we might be caught."

With her lazy face she kissed my lips before rising from her sleep. "Well, I'll be gone soon."

I saw Leon's tattooed back behind me. He slowly gathered his clothes. I still blushed to see it, I didn't think we'd done it.

I just wanted to catch up with Leon, but trouble came back to me. "Ehm... Leon looks like I need your help," I didn't explain.

"Yes say." He said it without any burden and did not look at me who was still lying behind here.

"Leon, I can't seem to get up and move."

Sontak Leon stopped his activities and looked at me directly. I smiled shyly in the blanket.

"Elisa, someone's sick. Whatchu mean?"

"Yes, I think it's hard to get up. More precisely can't get up."

Leon immediately revealed the blanket I was wearing, I almost screamed loudly. "Come here, I'll check it out."

"Leon, this is so embarrassing, I don't want to!"

I put Leon's hand on my thigh and pulled back the blanket.

"Elisa, how can I help you if you don't want to be checked, anyway why are you ashamed, we did it last night."

I still shook my head, Leon gave up and he finally went to the bathroom. I think down there's a minor injury or swelling. I didn't know the effects of doing night activities would be this severe. My panic grew as my mind started to wander, what if I wasn't okay. Is this gonna get better?

What if my mom and dad found out, I'm sure they're gonna beat us both up.

And Leon?

How's him?

Did he like what we did last night?

Is he satisfied?

Am I just a pathetic amateur?

Unknowingly Leon from earlier who was beside me commented, "What are you thinking? Don't think bad this morning, Elisha."

He was carrying a basin from the bathroom. I asked, "What's that for?"

"To compress you, I think he's got swelling, it's not gonna be long then you have to obey."

I'm just according to what Leon said, yes even though it's embarrassing. Leon started rubbing the compress cloth that felt warm down there. Meanwhile I looked at him and subconsciously asked, "Are you also doing the same thing as the woman before?"

I sensed him stop his swipe but then continued while answering, "No."

"really? you're not lying?"

"What do you want from that question?"

"Just curious."

He managed to finish the job and put the basin and compress back under my bed. He pulled out the blanket and peeked at my forehead, tidied my hair, and said, "At the same time I never found a woman who couldn't get up in the morning after sleeping with me."

"Sih sucks, I'm not talking about that."

He chuckled before he got out of my bed. Seeing him approaching the door of the room, I immediately cried out, "Leon what are you doing. You want to get out of there? That's right."

He stopped his steps and turned to look at me, "Where should I go?"

I stared and glanced at the window, he rolled his eyeballs before opening the room door. I gave up and closed my eyes, I'm sure my waitress who keeps on being out there will keep gossiping when she finds Leon out of my room. Worse will reach my mother's ears.

"Oh my goodness, sir, I'm shocked!"

I heard the cry of my waiter, "Master how can you－"

"Can we have breakfast in the room. Yeah last night I snuck up and hitchhiked in his room and he wouldn't mind if that's what you want to ask me why I'm here."

I knew Leon would say that. He refused to talk.

"Okay sir, I'll deliver it sometime later."

I heard my door shut again Leon. As he walked he said, "Show it is done, what else are you worried about. I'm sure your bodyguard has found my car out there too so don't bother to hide me. We are criminals."

"Yes yes whatever."

A few minutes later, a knock on my door rang. Leon took what my waiter delivered. He won't let them in.

With some of the strength I had and the help of Leon I was finally able to hold myself. I eat whatever is provided for me. Usually I'm not interested in my breakfast, but this time I'm very hungry, maybe after the night activities we do.

Yeah, we.

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