Silence With Wounds Go With Wounds

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it did not feel day-to-day changing moon changing my great brother was married and had a daughter very funny his presence made our family into a complete first granddaughter present brought new happiness inside our family. honestly I was very happy with his presence but, as time went by the affection of father, mother, bang anton and ka rika all her was fixed on him, bang angung who used to be very considerate now is no longer father, my mother who always spoiled me now slowly began to confuse me, honestly I was very jealous to see their affection for tarisya, I was very jealous, yes tarisya is the name of the first grandchild in our family, at first I just kept quiet because I think it's very natural because he's the first grandchild but long I can't stand because every tarisya crying I'm always in the wrong let alone the great bang and mother, for a long time, at that time I was very disappointed in them, when they were gathering I just stayed in the room until the end of all my complaints about them I spilled at the time I was angry mother.

"why is tarisya crying" asked the mother in a rather loud voice

"how do I know, people I don't know about him me" I answered honestly because I didn't touch him at all

"there's no way she's crying if you don't say anything to her" replied bang angung

"can't believe I've also not maksa ko" answered I began to emotion

"you say politely, remember who you are talking to" bang angung began to emotion

"you are still a child cit does not deserve to talk so" replied the mother with a voice that began to be smooth because the mother saw me already glazed, indeed I always cry if in anger let alone the same bang

"just keep wronging me, my brother's son who is a crybaby, I don't touch him at all" answered me with a puddle of tears that I can't stand anymore

"just keep answering" said bang angung

"yes, I will answer because this is not my fault, you all changed since there he (while pointing at his tarisya) you do not care if you still have children and sisters who need your attention, every time he cried I was always wrong when I was not a hyster" my tears broke my emotions already overflowing want to explode.

"i'm also happy there is him but I don't like him that you always prioritize, all this time I'm silent because I can still be patient, every time he cries I'm in the wrong, though I always take care of him when you do not have a hymn of the hyx" I replied with still burning emotions

"you are stupid what the fuck, you are a big kid" replied the mother while bang angung and his wife just kept quiet

"i'm not a fool, but you guys are too much what else mother, as if she's the mother's own born child, mother,sampe mother forgets the mother's children who gave birth to her hard-earned mother had a father who was still fresh flowers, bungar, he does not lack affection at all but you always spoil his hyks hyks hyks" My cry became more and more while they all just silently heard my sigh after the presence of tarisya.

"i need more attention than you guys right now, I have a lot of problems at school but you never do,I need my support but you guys never think of me again you forget me, now all my friends are busy looking for college and what majors they will choose, but me,as soon as I talk about college you always mess with me, whenever I'm near you you always avoid as if I were a coronavirus you should avoid your evil torch, ' ' you are evil , you have the heart, it should be when a child needs the support of his mother and his family is the front to support him, but you do not you even forget I am the hyx of the hyx" when everything in my heart and mind was spoken I felt subdued and I went back to the room to cry

"why the hell is the riot right" said bang anton who just came and did not know anything

"he's got parents who always love him but I'm not hyks hyks... prakkk (the sound of the door that I slam very hard).

in the morning I went to school with eyes that were still careless because I cried too long I went to school without breakfast and said goodbye to my father even though at that time I was still very disappointed with my mother they, mother still trying to get me to talk before I go to school

" deck eat first you will starve" said the mother

"suapin aja that mother's favorite grandchild, usually his mother will go there to feed the mother's favorite granddaughter" is indeed the mother who always reaches tarisya eating

"eat first, if you do not make provisions" persuaded the mother

"no need, invite your favorite granddaughter to go for a walk so that it gets sticky" I answered sniffly, I know you are hurt by my words but I was still very emotional at that time., he said., before I leave I salim the hands of father and mother although I am still very angry but I have to be polite to them, in fact I am not too much the same because I love them very much

"dec wants to go to school" bang anto's voice, but I didn't answer her

"this is your pocket money at school later" he said again

"tumben giving pocket money is usually asked also rarely in love" I replied insinuating bang angung, because indeed after getting married I was very rarely in love with money, because the wife bang angung changed all who she was especially after the birth of tarisya

"yes it's okay dong adek own pocket money" replied bang angung

"oh I'm still considered adek kirain uda forgot, o yes thank you for the pocket money is not usa love me money just the same brother's wife to buy a side dish or not the same brother for snacks" answered I quipped again, after that I will go to school hungry.

"woy tu mata why, rich abis in tonjok" asked tamara

"your mouth is in the corner" I replied upset because I was so emotional

"it's like there was a war last night" said the tamara after that the tamara did not ask again and the tamara also told the other rather did not ask me until I calmed down. they are very considerate of me, so I love them very much. I know very many questions in their minds but they can hold it until my emotions are ransacked.

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