Silence With Wounds Go With Wounds

their status

it did not feel like time was passing so quickly, it did not feel like another week this holy month would end and would be replaced with a day of victory the day when all Muslims were born again.

and the exam that I had been through a week ago thank God it worked out, I went to college with a medical major, back then I couldn't say the tears kept flowing down my cheeks but, uh, I just, not finding a voice there was a sense of disbelief and there was also a sense of pride in myself, do not ask the reaction of my parents they were, very happy but at the end of their happiness, they said, they were worried that I might not get to the last point but, it was my job to convince them because I knew that effort would never betray the result.

and it's likely that this time I won't be going home because, uh, a week after Lebaran we will enter the period of orientation of new students and in this year will be my experience that I will never forget fasting without being accompanied by parents and family and Lebaran away from family, honestly I'm very sad but I'm sure my sadness will lead to happiness.

"cit, Lebaran tomorrow you're not going home, are you?" ask saras, while we were relaxing in the room after Isa.

"no" I replied as I continued to play my HP

"so we're both lebaran dong"

"hmmm"

"do you want to go home?"

"hemmm" I answered briefly, and just then my reaction turned dervish I kept looking at my screen, on my phone I saw my friend's status, more precisely the status of a friend that I had considered a friend but he did not consider me to exist.

well they're bukber the five of them without me there at least they tell me to ask if I can or not but in fact they never contact me again.

honestly I still contact them through a lot but they never reply to it just a blue 2-striped tick, I think they are busy with their lecture but, uh, I think they're busy with their lecture, can't they take a little time just to get back at me, can't they sacrifice a little time just for the sake of pleasantries, I'm honestly disappointed that they promised not to forget, but in fact they forgot first.

and even more painful are the words of their status that are about like this "despite the long-buried longing for their friend I, **complete already**" this is what his words are about and what makes this status is ana, he says complete has meant so far I have never been considered.

"woyyyy what the hell are you looking at? I didn't hear it from earlier"

"sir"

"who the hell is that?" ask saras while pulling my phone

"friend" I said as I pulled my phone back

"beautiful yeah"

"hmmm"

"you're accrap?"

"formerly"

"kalo now? "

"mean her?

" some day you will know too"

"yeeeee" annoyed saras

*to an:

**at least a little while you have me in her***

now I have proven my old words, yes I while memomen status ana in wa.

**from an:

mean**?

***to your:

promise me, I'll say that when you forget me***

**from an:

but I didn't forget you cit, instead I missed you so much*😘😘😘

it is very hypocritical of you.

***to your:

**full already***my word in chat imitates a few words in its status

**from an:

mistyped it**

elak ana

***to your:

thank you for being in my life, thank you for the time you took for me, thank you for bringing laughter and smiles to my lips, thank you for all you have given me in the past, I will still thank you for the little you ever decorate my days thank you, send greetings to them say, thank you, thank you for everything they've given me and say sorry for maybe I've done wrong to wish you happiness without me so you can stay together hopefully you guys stay complete like status thank you and sorry***.