Silence With Wounds Go With Wounds

go away

today is the day I have to leave the place where I was born, the place where I grew up to be a teenager who has 2 personalities, today was a very tiring day even though I did nothing not my tired body but my tired mind thought about how I was going forward, can I live in a place where others I have never even been, can I be far from my parents who are always in front of me even though we rarely communicate, can I be far from my niece who is funny to ask for forgiveness even though I often envy her because my parents care more for her, can I be far from my brother who always invites me to fight, he said, can I be far from my ignorant brother just asking for forgiveness, all this I will go through even though in reality I am not 100% sure%.

and today the day I hate to return is the day I part with those I love, I hate the most about the situation I am in right now I was told to choose when both options were absolutely nothing I wanted.

if I keep quiet I get nothing but I am close to those I love while if I leave those I love I still have little hope of making them happy, I kept quiet with the wound and left with the wound a very difficult choice for me to take hopefully I did not choose wrong to go with this wound and I hope that later I will return to bring happiness to those I love.

" what time do you leave? " ask mom

" 2 o'clock bun"

" why not morning? " ask dad

"let's jam at 12 noon yeah"

"how many hours to travel? "

"7 hours yeah"

"are you sure you want to go? " ask dad, I glanced at my father and our eyes met I was avertal averted my eyes because I was afraid it would cry, actually last night I could not sleep and I was always crying all night

"get sure"

"sure tlrak sure I still have to go well" my inner

" remember, whatever deck happens there, you have to tell us that you're not strong in a place where you have to come back here because we'll always be waiting for you here" bang anton tumben-tumbenan so sweet

" yes deck as many dreams as you have rained and no matter how difficult you are there remember there will always be us waiting for you here when you can reach your dreams you do not forget where you come from and when you fail to achieve your dreams remember you do not despair and when you despair remember there will always be us who always support" said the great bang

" i will definitely miss my ice cubes later" said ka rika who had tears, I know they love me even though the way they show affection is different. while my brother-in-law looks ordinary and I can not interpret his gaze and I do not care too much.

"thank you" I said briefly, I don't want to talk much afraid of her later my voice shakes withstanding the cries.

" are you happy to go?" ka rika said

" it's so bad when I'm sad you want to go, there's no one to help me do tired housework" said Rika

"hmmm"

" no more fighting, no more my sister who often ice cubes, no more flat face in this house" said ka rika while I just silently tried to hold my cry

" deck if in the place of the people there you do not like ice cubes yes deck, later you will not have any friends later if you do not have friends you are lonely well if you are already sad you will definitely want to go home so you do not just sit still deck you should be able to socialize with well you are a true ips child" said bang anton advising all of you to berate because I am an ips child who aspires to be a doctor aka mis majors.

"hmmm"

"from earlier hmmm no one's mouth wants to talk about it" said bang anton

"none" though"

"weren't you sad that you wanted to travel far? "

"we want to die"

"yeah abis you have no such expression" upset bang anton

" sometimes silence is better than talk a lot but there is no food now I choose silence because I don't know what to say, in the sad question yes must be sad even though you guys are very annoying and often mess with me but I love you guys" I said in a voice that set about

"you mustn't harbour your own pain deck" said the great bang

"the car is coming I'm leaving now" I said as the car was hugging them one by one and I didn't feel my tears had fallen.

when I was in the car, they waved their hands.

goodbye my homeland, goodbye home full of memories, goodbye dear mother father, goodbye my dear sister and brother, dear brother, hopefully one day we can meet again and when I come back later I hope that nothing changes I go to pursue my ideals I go to come back someday.

I'M GOING BYE AND SEE YOU.