Silence With Wounds Go With Wounds

questioningly

"i want to ask ustad" said Saras

"please ask what?" answer ustad ilyas calmly and a sweet smile on his lips,but the other thing with me is not Karna ustad ilyas smile but because saras will ask I'm afraid He asks all sorts of questions.

"can you ask what is it? "Said saras

my feelings are starting to feel bad

"maybe, please" said ustad ilyas politely

"was wetad said he did not have a girlfriend and certainly not married now I want nanya ustad have found someone who justad want to propose and be made a wife yet"

it's true my hunch is sometimes a bit gesrek "oh god has a very gini friend" I can only saturate and resist embarrassment

" i'm sorry I knew whose name was?" ustad ilyas said to saras in a friendly manner and a smile that never disappeared from his lips

" my name is sarah and this is my friend her image this is a good friend ustad I just have one friend well this is her person bail, but very cold and quiet" saras said with his time saras mentioned my name, I immediately jacked up facing Saras with a face that had held back anger and mail but he was cinere horse.and I can be sure everyone was staring at us.

" well I will answer the question from sister saras, candidates are not there yet for now but do not know in the future what will be like only God who knows a soul mate, fortune, fortune, death is all set by the almighty" replied ustad ilyas still with a very charming smile

" if we are insulted, insulted and underestimated by others and we can only be silent but, ***in our hearts we say I must be successful so that they can't insult me anymore I have to prove to them that I can and I will make sure that* those who want me to regret later**, are we wrong to say that? " saras asked solemnly as I looked at his serious face and I knew what he meant to say and I also knew how hard the journey of his life had been honest, honest, I salute with the attitude of saras who sometimes very mature but not infrequently also he is very annoying.

" the question is very good maybe not everyone feels how it feels to be scorned, humiliated and underestimated and for those who already feel like it will definitely say the same as saras, but it would be nice if we do not pay attention to them, let them say as they please because your success is only for you not for others, and if you think you should try to prove to them that you are capable of not entirely saying that but, a little bit of that saying in it there is revenge"

" why is that so? whereas I have no intention of seeking revenge, I only intend to prove that I am capable that I am not as innocent as they think" the word saras again does not accept that he is said to want revenge

" indeed, you do not intend to take revenge but it would be better if you intend lillahi ta'ala so that Allah will guide your steps to continue to reach your dreams do not think about the words of others because it will only be makes you more focused on the world instead of the hereafter" said Ustad ilyas

"there are more who want to ask" said ustad ilyas back

"my friend ustad" said saras back, and it made my beautiful eyes perfectly round his article saras had no friend jam me.

"i do not want to ask saras" said Ku Slowly but firmly and did not forget the hands just pinched his thigh because of wrath, but the pinch only grinned the horse

" thank you, actually I am confused to ask what but, because it's welcome not nice if not ask" I said with a forced smile

" ustad, if someone promises to us and we also promise to that person be it a friend, parents as for friends, and friends, we both promise to never forget each other despite the distance, but the promise was broken with one of them and followed by the other but there was one faithful man waiting, what should he do? should she keep waiting or go follow in their footsteps to forget each other?" I said at length, but fittingly I saw left right everyone was staring at me was no exception saras

"joke 12 am I wrong? or have I been in jail for too long? oh his embarrassment, but why should his smile be like that" my inner

" your question is very good honestly I myself am confused I myself am confused to answer what kind of advice I can you accept can also you refuse" said Ustad ilyas and I began to listen to others

"if you have promised it means you are in debt, we all know that promise is a debt and that debt must be paid, likewise with you if you promise to stay and wait for them, then you must remain and wait for them even if they leave and leave you"

"but if we keep waiting and they still don't come then what do we do?" ask me back

"your job is just to keep waiting" he replied back

" but everyone knows waiting is the most boring thing" just said

" and waiting is the best thing to teach us about the meaning of patience and reciprocation for those who are patient will get a very abundant reward"

" but if we keep waiting for them and it keeps us hoping for his arrival and makes us hurt by his promise whether we should wait for him even if it hurts us"

I asked again as if I was not satisfied with the answer of ustad ilyas I also wanted to keep asking and I seemed to forget about the hundreds of people who attended this study.

" wait for them while you can but, if waiting hurts you and makes you wish for a human being then go in a good way and leave it in a good way, say good-bye to him and you're tired of waiting and you want to go and you want to get out of your promise and debt"

said ustad ilyas I just quietly no longer asked as if I was busy with my own world until I did not realize that the study was over.

"cit let's go home, do you want to sleep here? saras said to disperse my reverie

"ayo" said just briefly

"usatda ilyas" said Saras suddenly I stopped stepping and lowered my head.