Silence With Wounds Go With Wounds

questions I always avoid

after a long quarrel, the food we ordered came as well

"the end of the wait came as well" said Anisa

"why" elsa

"eels in the belly of uda on demo"

"ko eel is nis" asked ana

"yes to the common uda worm" answered anisa briefly

"uda ah y'all talk the mouth from earlier let's eat" take tamara

"before the meal read the prayer first dong, muklis pinpin his prayer" said me and muklis also lead the prayer.

in the middle of the meal we asked and this question was what I had always avoided all along.

"where is the lecture? " ask mia, when I stop eating and put down my spoon, they all look at me heren but as soon as possible I mess up my mood.

"blom knows the deck" I said while eating and they continued eating

"ko blom tau sih ka, emang kaka did not join SMPTN (selection into high domestic fights)" asked Muklis

"no deck, maybe you go with others or maybe go on a self-sufficient path"

"there is an easy choice that is difficult ka" said mia

"that's why you're so rich"

"yes later if mia uda pass mia want to follow ka citra just let someone guide it"

"choose as you wish don't choose to follow others"

"yes to ka"

the atmosphere returned to silence and the food I ate was bland in my mouth, one question able to break my heart.

I didn't know if I was going to college or not the real question was very easy to answer by those who have got certainty but it would be very difficult for me to answer your question because of the situation and circumstances that are not possible"

after we finished eating we did not go straight away we still chat lightly and occasionally manggibah and laugh together and this atmosphere is what I will miss later hopefully this can be repeated later nya.

"ade-ade we first about the uda want afternoon, you also go home not long"

"yes, I hope we meet again later" said Mia

"Amin kaka first yes, thank you for the time"

"same-sama ka"

"assalamualaiku"

"waalaikumussalam"

deeperjalana to my brother's house I'm in anatar ana

"cit your truth blom know where you went to college" this question again, every time I hear this question I always want to cry and now I cry again but fortunately I don't know because he's the one who hugged me

"blom tau"

"seriously"

"hmmm"

"that's it, you don't want to go to college"

"want to be warm" I replied as I wiped my tears

"cit I don't know yes it's just my feeling or fulfilling right because every time I hear me or anyone is asking about you college where you always answer don't know, because every time I hear me or anyone is asking about you, my feeling you always avoid this question is why the hell" it's not just your feeling, but it's the fact that I'm avoiding something that might make me sick

"woy" cit"

"even daydreaming nia child later you in baea wewegombel new know you"

"yes times"

"repay my question earlier"

"which one"

"pretend to forget a sneak"

" i don't avoid being just a little uncomfortable when people ask me about it"

"why? any issues? the story dong know me and the others can help" said Ana while looking back for a moment

" sometimes not all problems have to be told to people that we can still overcome ourselves why not, and now I feel I am still able to overcome my own problems so, so, you don't have to worry I just need you guys to always be there for me and you keep remembering me no matter what happens, if you forget my existence after you succeed later I will remind you that there is at least a little time that we have walked together and if you later forget I will remind you of that, it may be simple but in a time when the disorder has forgotten me those words will be painful words for you, but that is if you forget I hope you will never forget about my whereabouts and I hope those words I will never say to you later"

" true horror you said earlier need to be aware but I promise I will never forget you and if there is a problem it would be nice if solved together to make it easier not so cit"

" mamang is right if there is a problem solved together but if we can overcome it ourselves why not, I just want you to focus on your exams and I don't take my problems too much, just a simple matter that takes time and communication just that"

"you're not lying"

"hmmm"

"may your problems be resolved quickly"

"hopefully"

yes, hopefully, but I don't want to be too loud because I'm not too sure if my problem will be resolved easily, I just hope that there will be a miracle and the miracle will come from God

"woy, you don't want to come down, or you want to come with me to my house"

"hah uda sampe ko kakasa ya"

"that doesn't make you daydream from earlier"

"yes, thank you be careful, yes, the spirit of learning, do not stay up late and do not play meth only see you tomorrow at once"

"yes you also learn, do not dream mulu later kesambet new tau tasa, you may not take the test and you do not pass sure you be the oldest in school"

"it's okay that it's important that you guys don't graduate and that we go out together"

"just like I still want to go to college, Japan I went to college if sma mulu"

"yes you guys will not want because you guys have their own plening while I know what the Bellas will be like"

"woy is daydreaming again"

"an, you're not afraid to face your maturity"

"in said fear must exist but his name also lives ya must be in the streets"

"tumben you're wise"

"uda ah, I'm home ya remember I'll always be there for you"

"ummm soswitt"

"gi*a"

"ha ha ha ha"

"uda ah assalamualaiku"

"waalaikumussalam"

*hopefully what you say today will not be worshipping until any time, I hope you become my hereafter world friend Amin.

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