Silence With Wounds Go With Wounds

happy news again

during the day I was still on campus one more course that I had to finish on this sunny day.

"your image is called the dean to his room" said one of the students, Agus

"now brother" I said, yes indeed everyone in this class I call brother, not nothing but because they are 2 years older than me

"yeah, do not use to call brother also times, look very old"

"not polite"

"whatever it is, go see the dean" tell him to come back

"well, thank you, I'll go first"

"be careful stray hahahaha"

"not funny" you"

"not funny? well tomorrow-tomorrow I'll learn to be funny so you're not too serious"

I don't really care about it because brother agus is like that his person.I'm confused why I was called to the dean's room? if it's a payment problem I never pay the semester money because I got a scholarship, or maybe my grades dropped? but, it is impossible because I think my way of learning is still the same and I also have no difficulty in learning.

once in the dean's room I took a deep breath for some reason I was so deg-deg right, it's not unusual for me to be like this.

"excuse me, did you really call me? " ask me directly

"citra ayu ningtias, please sit down" asked the dean, then gave the map blue to me

"what is pa? " ask me to touch

"please open it" asked the dean and I opened it to read it as carefully as possible and how surprised I was after knowing the contents of the map I immediately looked at the dean sir he smiled and nodded his head, I could no longer speak, my eyes were already teary I could not hold back my tears from falling and finally the clear water escaped my eye fertilizer.

"welcome you are a very accomplished student, and we on the campus will not waste your intelligence, we got you into a student exchange in Switzerland but they asked you to be their regular student.and if you can hold on to your grades, you'll get an S2 scholarship in London" the dean said at length, and I only listened with tears that would not stop

" we from the campus hope that you do not disappoint us, we are very proud to have students like you and we give permission for you to continue your education to a better campus"

"thank you sir" only that word can come out of my mouth

"do you want to take this opportunity?"

"i'll ask my parents first sir"

"we hope you don't disappoint us, because getting this isn't easy"

"i try my best sir"

"alright, if you've got permission immediately meet me so that everything is taken care of immediately and you leave immediately"

"well sir, once again thank you" I said as I kissed the dean's hand and he just smiled as I rubbed my head with pasmina dongker

"congratulations on your success" said the dean

"thank you sir, I promise I won't let you down on this campus"

"father trusts on you"

"again thank you sir, I'm saying goodbye"

I can't believe the good news today I thought this was a dream but no, this is reality, I kept patting my right and left cheeks with my hands but this felt real meaning I didn't dream I was running out of college straight to my boarding house there already had a sarias who wanted to leave working because Saras is still working he's not as lucky as me he didn't get a scholarship.

"you why? why crying?" asked saras wonder, I just hugged him and jumped up and over laughing while crying, saras also jumped up and down because I pulled his hand.

"hey stop I'm dizzy" said Saras

"you why? " ask her again I did not answer but I immediately took the map and HP that was in my bag, I gave the map to Saras and I called the mother in the village via video call.

"waalaikumussalam deck, why yell?" ask the mother wonder

"you're why the deck" asked bang anton in surprise at hearing my screams

"mother" I said in tears, mother and others panicked because they happened to be gathering in the middle room.

"bundaaaaaa fatheraaaa" I said again in tears but accompanied by a smile I could not express my happiness this time while the one I called them looked panicked all over.

"why are you opening a midwife" said the father who panicked

"dad" I said

"citraaaaaaaa" said saras shouting beside me in tears as he read the contents of the map and hugged me very strongly, is this the name of a loyal friend? thought me.

"safe congratulations" said Saras, hugging me

"aaaaaaa I am proud to have a friend like you" said Saras as he continued to hug me, while the one at the other end looked at us in wonder.

"images, deck deck" call mother

"yes mother" I said with a smile that never went away

"why deck? " ask mom, everyone in there is waiting for my answer.

" father's mother's image can be a scholarship to Switzerland" I said as I shouted, but they didn't react at all maybe they were still thinking about what I just said.

" my mother got a scholarship abroad" said I re-spread their daydreams

"you're serious deck" said bang anton, and I just scrunched my head, while the saras beside me just rolled around hugging the blue map.

"are you kidding?" ka rika said

"not at all"

"parents are not happy? " i said for not seeing the happy reactions of my father and mother that I saw they were just confused or they were too happy that they forgot to express their happiness?.

" bun, well sister got a scholarship abroad mother same father not happy is it? "said bang agung

" mother can no longer speak words Mother is very happy daughter mother school abroad is like a dream" mother said while crying and father also joined in crying this is the first time I saw father crying bang regal, so, bang anton and ka rika also cry but not with my two sisters-in-law smiling maybe they do not know my struggle to get to college.

" my midwife will be a real doctor" said the father in a trembling voice

" this is thanks to the prayers of the father as well as the brother and sister" I said while crying

" well, bun adek ask permission and blessing of father and mother to be able to continue the education adek to a higher level again"

"do the deck" said the father

" that means we'll be apart much longer" said the mother who made me cry again I knew about the mother's countless longings as well as mine

" mother ade will try to go home before leaving for Switzerland and later adek will tell everything about this scholarship and adek ask please do not grieve because if you are sad adek will not be able to continuing because no matter how high education adek and as much science adek all will not be useful if the mother does not approve it"

" the biggest ambition is not to make you cry and always make you happy and if you do not want adek to go then adek will not go"

" no deck you have to go Mother wants you to go Mother will never forbid you to reach the knowledge that more happy mother has a very smart daughter go be proud mother here and you have to be able to help people later" Mother said

" right said the mother, our midwife must be successful must be a smart doctor and do not discriminate status, he said, later you have to help people without seeing from their background you have to give hope to those who are desperate" said father and I only listen to the advice of father and mother

" thank you well, thank you good-bye will not disappoint your father and mother God willing will come home in the near future adek dear you"

"well, bun adek must take care of everything because dean adek said in the near future adek already have to be in switzerland so therefore adek must be to the campus now assalamualaikum"

thank God for giving me untold happiness, I know in every pain you give there will be happiness at the end of that suffering, he said, thank God for strengthening me in the face of the pain you have given me and also strengthening me in the face of the happiness you have given me, because I know when I get happiness there will be many trials and trials thank God.